A Romantic Macabre
TO MY FRIENDS
ETHEL and ARTHUR FOWLER
DEDICATORY LETTER
Brackenburn,
April 1925.
Dear Ethel and Arthur
It is appropriate, in a way, that I should give you this book
when so much of it was written under your roof. It is a romance,
and this has not been, during the last twenty years, a favourable
time for romances. But I like to give it to you because you know
how it was written, in a very happy summer after a long and
arduous lecture-tour during which, more than ever before, I
learned to love your country.
I wrote it as a rest and a refreshment, and I will tell you
frankly that I have enjoyed writing it very much. But I do not
know whether, in these stern days, stories are intended to be
enjoyed either by the writer of them or the reader.
I have noticed sometimes that people speak rather scornfully
of a story as "readable." But if it be not first of all
"readable" what afterwards can it be? Surely dead before it is
born.
I hope then, and I believe, that this tale is "readable" at
least. I know no more than that what it is--fancy, story,
allegory, what you will. I might invoke the great names of
Hoffmann and Hawthorne for its God-fathers. I might recall a
story much beloved by me, Sintram and His Companions, did
I not, most justly, fear the comparison!
But the word allegory is, in these days, a dangerous one, and
someone will soon be showing me that we have, each one of us, his
Sea-Fog, his White Tower, and that it is the fault of his own
weakness if he does not fling out of the window his Red-Haired
Man.
No, no, God forbid. This is a tale and nothing but a tale, and
all I ask is that once beginning it you will find it hard to lay
down unfinished--
and that you will think me of always as
Your affectionate friend
Hugh.
PREFACE
I wrote this story as a relaxation after a lecture tour. An
American editor asked me, at that time, for a serial, and I
thought this would be the very thing for him. I showed him the
synopsis and he was delighted. The contract was signed. Then two
months later I sent him the completed story, and what was my
amazement to receive a very long cable from him saying that he
was in despair, that he could not possibly print it in his
magazine because of its "revolting character". He was a good
honest man whom I greatly liked, and I was quite staggered by his
judgment! However, it was sold to somebody else and duly appeared
as a book. I discovered that I was supposed to have written a
treatise on sadism, and when later Charles Laughton acted in the
play that was made from the book, people left the theatre at
every performance, too deeply horrified to endure it! This is
what comes of attempting light relaxation after a lecture
tour!
I have always felt myself that Crispin, the villain of this
highly-coloured adventure, was too fantastic to be shocking. If I
wanted to write about the
real Crispin, why, then there
would be something to cry out about!
He was to me a kind of Jack the Giant-Killer Giant with the
pathos that attaches to everyone who is seven feet high or has
three legs or an eye in the middle of his forehead! Then he was
also to me a symbol, making this book one with
Maradick at
Forty, The Prelude to Adventure, and
Above the Dark
Circus. It was because I felt this that I linked the story to
Maradick, and even had the audacity to do over again the
incident that had already figured in the earlier book, the dance
through the town.
And yet in my original preface I stated that there
was
nothing symbolic about him. I meant that quite sincerely. I had
written it as the lightest and simplest of adventures.
I was also afraid of this symbolism of mine with which I was
for ever being twitted. These four books are not perhaps symbolic
in any real sense of the word. They are, I would rather say,
candlelight books. By that I mean that the scenes are lit
by flickering, uncertain illumination which creates a shadow for
everything,
behind everything, and the shadow is more
important than the reality.
Not very long ago I saw Crispin at a theatre. I could not
believe my eyes. There he was, sitting not far away from me, red
hair, white face, pudgy body and all. I was fascinated and, in
the interval, I stood near him eager to hear what he would say.
All that he
did say was that his crop of potatoes was
promising very well, much better than
last year. I was
disappointed, but who knows what sinister secret the potatoes
covered?
It has been a very successful book in the popular sense and
has appeared at every possible price from seven and sixpence to
sixpence, but after it appeared and I was told of its horrible
atmosphere, I longed to write a
real book on Crispin's
life and adventures--I offer the suggestion to someone more
courageous than myself!
The town in
Maradick and
The Red-Haired Man was
a faint echo of St. Ives as it used to be--not at all as it now
is! The Dance is, of course, at Helston and is still very
vigorous, as I can personally testify. If Crispin himself reads
this little preface, perhaps he will write to me?
H. W.
1934
. . . Within these few restrictions, I think, every writer may
be permitted to deal as much in the wonderful as he pleases; nay,
if he then keeps within the rules of credibility, the more he can
surprise the reader the more he will engage his attention, and
the more he will charm him.
As a genius of the highest rank observes in his fifth chapter
of the Bathos, "The great art of all poetry is to mix truth with
fiction, in order to join the credible with the surprising."
For though every good author will confine himself within the
bounds of probability, it is by no means necessary that his
characters or his incidents should be trite, common, or vulgar;
such as happen in every street, or in every house, or which may
be met with in the home articles of a newspaper. Nor must he be
inhibited from showing many persons and things which may possibly
never have fallen within the knowledge of great part of his
readers.
Henry Fielding.
Contents
Chapter I. THE SEA LIKE BRONZE . . .
Chapter II. THE DANCE ROUND THE TOWN
Chapter III. SEA-FOG
Chapter IV. THE TOWER
I
You're my friend:
I was the man the Duke spoke to:
I helped the Duchess to cast off his yoke too:
So here's the tale from beginning to end,
My friend!
II
Ours is a great wild country;
If you climb to our castle's top,
I don't see where your eye can stop;
For when you've passed the cornfield country,
Where vineyards leave off, flocks are packed,
And sheep-range leads to cattle-tract,
And cattle-tract to open-chase,
And open-chase to the very base
Of the mountain where, at a funeral pace,
Round about, solemn and slow,
One by one, row after row,
Up and up the pine trees go,
Go, like black priests up, and so
Down the other side again
To another greater, wilder country. . . .
"To another greater, wilder country . . .
"To another greater . . ."
1
The soul of Charles Percy Harkness slipped, like a neat white
pocket-handkerchief, out through the carriage window into the
silver-blue air, hung there changing into a tiny white fleck
against the immensity, struggling for escape above the
purple-pointed trees of the dark wood, then, realising that
escape was not yet, fluttered back into the carriage again, was
caught by Charles Percy, neatly folded up, and put away.
The Browning lines--old-fashioned surely?--had yielded it a
moment's hope. Those and some other lines from another outmoded
book:
"But the place reasserted its spell, marshalling once again
its army, its silver-belted knights, its castles of perilous
frowning darkness, its meadows of gold and silver streams.
"The old spell working the same purpose. For how many times
and for what intent? That we may be reminded yet once again that
there is the step behind the door, the light beyond the window,
the rustle on the stair, and that it is for these things only
that we must watch and wait?"
For Harkness had committed the folly of having two books open
on his knee--a peck at one, a peck at another, a long, eager
glance through the window at the summer scene, but above all a
sensuous state of slumber hovering in the hot scented afternoon
air just above him, waiting to pounce . . . to pounce . . .
First Browning, then this other, the old book in a faded
red-brown cover, "
To Paradise: Frederick Lester." At the
bottom of the title-page, 1892--how long ago! How faded and
pathetic the old book was! He alone in all the British Isles at
that moment reading it--certainly no other living soul--and he
had crossed to Browning after Lester's third page.
He swung in mid-air. The open fields came swimming up to him
like vast green waves, gently to splash upon his face, hanging
over him, laced about the telegraph poles, rising and falling
with them. . . .
The voice of the old man with the long white beard, the only
occupant of the carriage with him, broke sharply in like a steel
knife cutting through blotting-paper.
"Pardon me, but there is a spider on your neck!"
Harkness started up. The two books slipped to the floor. He
passed his hand, damp with the afternoon warmth, over his cool
neck. He hated spiders. He shivered. His fingers were on the
thing. With a shudder he flung it out of the window.
"Thank you," he said, blushing very slightly.
"Not at all," the old man said severely; "you were almost
asleep, and in another moment it would have been down your
back."
He was not the old man you would have expected to see in an
English first-class carriage, save that now in these democratic
days you may see anyone anywhere. But first-class fares are so
expensive. Perhaps that is why it is only the really poor who can
afford them. The old man, who was thin and wiry, had large shabby
boots, loose and ancient trousers, a flopping garden straw hat.
His hands were gnarled like the knots of trees. He was terribly
clean. He had blue eyes. On his knees was a large basket and from
this he ate his massive luncheon--here an immense sandwich with
pieces of ham like fragments of banners, there a colossal apple,
a monstrous pear--
"Going far?" munched the old man.
"No," said Harkness, blushing again. "To Treliss. I change at
Trewth, I believe. We should be there at 4.30."
"
Should be," said the old man, dribbling through his
pear. "The train's late. . . . Another tourist," he added
suddenly.
"I beg your pardon?" said Harkness.
"Another of these damned tourists. You are, I mean.
I
lived at Treliss. Such as you drove me away."
"I am sorry," said Harkness, smiling faintly. "I suppose I
am that if by tourist you mean somebody who is travelling
to a place to see what it is like and enjoy its beauty. A friend
has told me of it. He says it is the most beautiful place in
England."
"Beauty," said the old man, licking his fingers--"a lot you
tourists think about beauty--with your char-a-bangs and oranges
and babies and Americans. If I had my way I'd make the Americans
pay a tax, spoiling our country as they do."
"
I am an American," said Harkness faintly.
The old man licked his thumb, looked at it, and licked it
again. "I wouldn't have thought it," he said. "Where's your
accent?"
"I have lived in this country a great many years off and on,"
he explained, "and we don't all say 'I guess' every moment as
novelists make us do," he added, smiling.
Smiling, yes. But how deeply he detested this unfortunate
conversation! How happy he had been, and now this old man with
his rudeness and violence had smashed the peace into a thousand
fragments. But the old man spoke little more. He only stared at
Harkness out of his blue eyes, and said:
"Treliss is too beautiful a place for you. It will do you
harm," and fell instantly asleep.
2
Yes, Harkness thought, looking at the rise and fall of the old
man's beard, it is strange and indeed lamentable how deeply I
detest a cross word! That is why I am always creeping away from
things, why, too, I never make friends--not
real
friends--why at thirty-five I am a complete failure--that is,
from the point of view of anything real.
I am filled too with self-pity, he added as he opened
To
Paradise again and groped for page four, and self-pity is the
most despicable of all the vices.
He was not unpleasing to the eye as he sat there thinking. He
was dressed with exceeding neatness, but his clothes had
something of the effect of chain armour. Was that partly because
his figure was so slight that he could never fill any suit of
clothes adequately? That might be so. His soft white collar, his
pale blue tie, his mild blue eyes, his long tranquil fingers,
these things were all gentle. His chin protruded. He was called
"gaunt" by undiscerning friends, but that was a poor word for
him. He was too slight for that, too gentle, too unobtrusive. His
hair was already retreating deprecatingly from his forehead. No
gaunt man would smile so timidly. His neatness and immaculate
spotless purity of dress showed a fastidiousness that granted his
cowardice an excuse.
For I am a coward, he thought. This is yet another holiday
that I am taking alone. Alone after all these years. And
Pritchard or Mason, Major Stock or Henry Trenchard, Carstairs
Willing or Falk Brandon--any one of these might have wished to go
if I had had courage . . . or even Maradick himself might have
come.
The only companions, he reflected, that he had taken with him
on this journey were his etchings, kinder to him, more intimate
with him, rewarding him with more affection than any human being.
His seven etchings--the seven of his forty--Lepère's
"Route de St. Gilles," Legros' "Cabane dans les Marais,"
Rembrandt's "Flight into Egypt," Muirhead Bone's "Orvieto,"
Whistler's "Drury Lane," Strang's "Portrait of himself Etching,"
and Meryon's "Rue des Chantres." His seven etchings--his greatest
friends in the world, save of course Hetty and Jane his sisters.
Yes, he reflected, you can judge a man by his friends, and in my
cowardice I have given all my heart to these things because they
can't answer me back, cannot fail me when I most eagerly expect
something of them, are always there when I call them, do not
change nor betray me. And yet it is not only cowardice. They are
intimate and individual as is no other form of graphic art. They
are so personal that every separate impression has a fresh
character. They are so lovely in soul that they never age nor
have their moods. My Aldegrevers and Penczs, he was reflecting. .
. . He was a little happier now. . . . The Browning and
To
Paradise fell once more to the ground. I hope the old man
does not waken, he thought, and yet perhaps he will pass his
station. What a temper he will be in if he does that, and then I
too shall suffer!
He read a line or two of the Browning:
Ours is a great wild country;
If you climb to our castle's top,
I don't see where your eye can stop . . .
How strange that the book should have opened again at that
same place as though it were there that it wished him to
read!
And then
To Paradise a line or two, now page 376, "And
the Silver Button? Would his answer defy that too? Had he some
secret magic? Was he stronger than God Himself? . . ."
And then, Harkness reflected, this business about being an
American. He had felt pride when he had told the old man that
that was his citizenship. He was proud, yes, and yet he spent
most of his life in Europe. And now as always when he fell to
thinking of America his eye travelled to his own home
there--Baker at the portals of Oregon. All the big trains pass it
on their way to the coast--three hundred and forty miles from
Portland, fifty from Huntington. He saw himself on that eager
arrival coming out by the 11.30 train from Salt Lake City
steaming in at 4.30 in the afternoon, an early May afternoon
perhaps with the colours violet in the sky and the mountains
elephant-dusk--so quiet and so gentle. And when the train has
gone on and you are left on the platform and you look about you
and find everything as it was when you departed a year ago--the
Columbia Café. The Antlers Hotel. The mountains still with
their snow caps. The Lumber Offices. The notice on the wall of
the café: "You can EAT HERE if you have NO MONEY." The
Crabill Hotel. The fresh sweet air, three thousand five hundred
feet up. The soft pause of the place. Baker did not grow very
fast as did other places. It is true that there had been but four
houses when his father had first landed there, but even now as
towns went it was small and quiet and unprogressive. Strange that
his father with that old-cultured New England stock should have
gone there, but he had fled from mankind after the death of his
wife, Harkness' mother, fled with his three little children, shut
himself away, there under the mountains with his books, a sad,
severe man in that long, rambling, ramshackle house. Still long,
still rambling, still ramshackle, although Hetty and Jane, who
never moved away from it, had made it as charming as they could.
They were darlings, and lived for the month every year when their
brother came to visit them. But he could not live there! No, he
could not! It was exile for him, exile from everything for which
he most deeply cared. But Europe was exile too. That was the
tragedy of it! Every morning that he waked he thought that
perhaps to-day he would find that he was a true European! But no,
it was not so. Away from America, how deeply he loved his
country! How clearly he saw its idealism, its vitality, its
marvellous promise for the future, its loving contact with his
own youthful dreams. But back in America again it seemed crude
and noisy and materialistic. He longed for the Past. Exile in
both with his New England culture that was not enough, his
half-cocked vitality that was not enough. Never enough to permit
his half-gods to go! But he loved America always; he saw how
little these Europeans truly knew or cared about her, how hasty
their visits to her, how patronising their attitude, how weary
their stale conventions against her full, bursting energy. And
yet--! And yet--! He could not live there. After two weeks of
Baker, even though he had with him his etchings, his diary in its
dark blue cover, Frazer's
Golden Bough, and some of the
Loeb Classics, life was not enough. Hetty and Jane bored him with
their goodness and little Culture Club. It was not enough for him
that Hetty had read a very good paper on "Archibald Marshall--the
modern Trollope" to the inhabitants of Baker and Haines.
Nevertheless they seemed to him finer women than the women of any
other country, with their cheery independence, their admirable
common sense, their warm hearts, their unselfishness, but--it was
not enough--no, it was not enough. . . . What he wanted . . .
3
The old man awoke with a start.
"And when you come to this Prohibition question," he said,
"the Americans have simply become a laughing stock. . . ."
Harkness picked up the Browning firmly. "If you don't mind,"
he remarked, "I have a piece of work here of some importance and
I have but little time. Pray excuse me. . . ."
4
How had he dared? Never in all his life had he spoken to a
stranger so. How often had he envied and admired those who could
be rude and indifferent to people's feelings. It seemed to him
that this was a crisis with him, something that he would never
forget, something that might alter all his life. Perhaps already
the charm of which Maradick had spoken was working. He looked out
of his window and always, afterwards, he was to remember a stream
that, now bright silver, now ebony dark, ran straight to him from
the heart of an emerald green field like a greeting spirit. It
laughed up to his window and was gone.
He had asserted himself. The old man with the beard was
reading the
Hibbert Journal. Strange old man--but
defeated! Harkness felt a triumph. Could he but henceforward
assert himself in this fashion, all might be easy for him.
Instead of retreating he might advance, stretch out his hand and
take the things and the people that he wanted as he had seen
others do. He almost wished that the old man might speak to him
again, that he might once more be rude.
He had had, ever since he could remember, the belief that one
day, suddenly, some magic door would open, someone step before
him, some magic carpet unroll at his feet, and all life would be
changed. For many years he had had no doubt of this. He would
call it, perhaps, the coming of romance, but as he had grown
older he had come to distrust both himself and life. He had
always been interested in contemporary literature. Every new book
that he opened now seemed to tell him that he was extremely
foolish to expect anything of life at all. He was swallowed by
the modern realistic movement as a fly is swallowed by an
indifferent spider. These men, he said to himself, are very
clever. They know so much more about everything than I do that
they must be right. They are telling the truth at last about life
as no one has ever done it before. But when he had read a great
many of these books (and every word of Mr. Joyce's
Ulysses), he found that he cared much less about truth
than he had supposed. He even doubted whether these writers were
telling the truth any more than the naïve and sentimental
Victorians; and when at last he read a story all about an
American manufacturer of washing machines whose habit it was to
strip himself naked on every possible occasion before his nearest
and dearest relations and friends, and when the author told him
that this was a typical American citizen, he, knowing his own
country people very well, frankly disbelieved it. These realists,
he exclaimed, are telling fairy stories quite as thoroughly as
Grimm, Fouqué, and De la Mare; the difference is that the
realistic fairy stories are depressing and discouraging, the
others are not. He determined to desert the realists and wait
until something pleasanter came along. Since it was impossible to
have the truth about life anyway let us have only the pleasant
hallucinations. They are quite as likely to be as true as the
others.
But he was lonely and desolate. The women whom he loved never
loved him, and indeed he never came sufficiently close to them to
give them any encouragement. He dreamt about them and painted
them as they certainly were not. He had his passions and his
desires, but his Puritan descent kept him always at one remove
from experience. He never, in fact, seemed to have contact with
anything at all--except Baker in Oregon, his two sisters, and his
forty etchings. He was so shy that he was thought to be
conceited, so idealistic that he was considered cynical, so
chaste that he was considered a most immoral fellow with a secret
double life. Like the hero of "Flegeljahre," he "loved every dog
and wanted every dog to love him," but the dogs did not know
enough about him to be interested; he was so like so many other
immaculately dressed, pleasant-mannered, and wandering American
cosmopolitans that nobody had any permanent feeling for
him--fathered by Henry James, uncled by Howells, aunted
(severely) by Edith Wharton--one of a million cultured, kindly,
impersonal Americans seen as shadows by the matter-of-fact,
unimaginative British. Who knew or cared that he was lonely,
longing for love, for home, for someone to whom he might give his
romantic devotion? He was all these things, but no one
minded.
And then he met James Maradick.
5
The meeting was of the simplest. At the Reform Club one day he
was lunching with two men, one a novelist, Westcott, whom he knew
very slightly, the other a fellow-American. Westcott, a dark,
thick-set man of about forty, with a reputation that without
being sensational was solid and well merited, said very little.
Harkness liked him and recognised in him a kindly shyness rather
like his own. After luncheon they moved into the big smoking-room
upstairs to drink their coffee.
A large, handsome man of between fifty and sixty came up and
spoke to Westcott. He was obviously pleased to see him, putting
his hand on his shoulder, looking at him with kindly, smiling
eyes. Westcott also flushed with pleasure. The big man sat down
with them and Harkness was introduced to him. His name was
Maradick--Sir James Maradick. A strange, unreal kind of name for
so real and solid a man. As he sat forward on the sofa with his
heavy shoulders, his deep chest, his thick neck, red-brown
colour, and clear open gaze, he seemed to Harkness to be the
typical, rather naïve, friendly, but cautious British man of
business.
That impression soon passed. There was something in Maradick
that almost instantly warmed his heart. He responded--as do all
American men--immediately, even emotionally, to any friendly
contact. The reserves that were in his nature were from his
superficial cosmopolitanism; the native warm-hearted, eager, and
trusting American was as real and active as it ever had been. It
was, in five minutes, as though he had known this large kindly
man always. His shyness dropped from him. He was talking eagerly
and with great happiness.
Maradick did not patronise, did not check that American
spontaneity with traditional caution as so many Englishmen do; he
seemed to like Harkness as truly as Harkness liked him.
Westcott had to go. The other American also departed, but
Maradick and Harkness sat on there, amused, and even
absorbed.
"If I am keeping you--" Harkness said suddenly, some of his
shyness for a moment returning.
"Not at all," Maradick answered. "I have nothing urgent this
afternoon. I've got the very place for you, I believe."
They had been speaking of places. Maradick had travelled, and
together they found some of the smaller places that they both
knew and loved--Dragör on the sea beyond Copenhagen, the
woods north of Helsingfors, the beaches of Ischia, the
enchantment of Girgente with the white goats moving over carpets
of flowers through the ruined temples, the silence and mystery of
Mull. He knew America too--the places that foreigners never knew;
the teeth-shaped mountains at Las Cruces, the lovely curve of
Tacoma, the little humped-up hills of Syracuse, the purple
horizons beyond Nashville, the lone lake shore of Marquette--
"And then in this country there is Treliss," he said softly,
staring in front of him.
"Treliss?" Harkness repeated after him, liking the name.
"Yes. In North Cornwall. A beautiful place."
He paused--sighed.
"I was there more than ten years ago. I shall never go
back."
"Why not?"
"I liked it too well. I daresay they've spoiled it now as they
have many others. Thanks to wretched novelists, the railway
company and char-a-bancs, Cornwall and Glebeshire are ruined. No,
I dare not go back."
"Was it very beautiful?" Harkness asked.
"Yes. Beautiful? Oh yes. Wonderful. But it wasn't that.
Something happened to me there."*
* See
Maradick at Forty.
"So that you dare not go back?"
"Yes. Dare is the word. I believe that the same thing would
happen again. And I'm too old to stand it. In my case now it
would be ludicrous. It was nearly ludicrous then." Harkness said
nothing. "How old are you? If it isn't an impertinence--"
"Thirty-five? You're young enough. I was forty. Have you ever
noticed about places--?" He broke off. "I mean--Well, you know
with people. Suppose that you have been very intimate with
someone and then you don't see him or her for years, and then you
meet again--don't you find yourself suddenly producing the same
set of thoughts, emotions, moods that have, perhaps, lain dormant
for years, and that only this one person can call from you? And
it is the same with places. Sometimes of course in the interval
something has died in you or in them, and the second meeting
produces nothing. Hands cross over a grave. But if those things
haven't died, how wonderful to find them all alive again after
all those years, how you had forgotten the way they breathed and
spoke and had their being; how interesting to find yourself drawn
back again into that old current, perilous perhaps, but deep,
real after all the shams--"
He broke off. "Places do the same, I think," he said. "If you
have the sort of things in you that stir them they produce in
their turn
their things . . . and always will for your
kind . . . a sort of secret society; I believe," he added,
suddenly turning on Harkness and looking him in the face, "that
Treliss might give you something of the same adventure that it
gave me--if you want it to, that is--if you need it. Do you
want adventure, romance, something that will pull you
right out of yourself and test you, show you whether you
are real or no, give you a crisis that will change you for
ever? Do you want it?"
Then he added quietly, reflectively: "It changed
me
more than the war ever did."
"Do I
want it?" Harkness was breathing deeply, driven
by some excitement that he could not stop to analyse. "I should
say so. I want nothing so much. It's just what I need, what I've
been looking for--"
"Then go down there. I believe you're just the kind--but go at
the right time. There's a night in August when they have a dance,
when they dance all round the town. That's the time for you to
go. That will liberate you if you throw yourself into it. It's in
August. August the--I'm not quite sure of the date. I'll write to
you if you'll give me your address."
Soon afterwards, with a warm clasp of the hand, they
parted.
6
Two days later Harkness received a small parcel. Opening it he
discovered an old brown-covered book and a letter.
The letter was as follows:
DEAR MR. HARKNESS
--In all probability in the cold light of
reason, and removed from the fumes of the Reform Club, our
conversation of yesterday will seem to you nothing but
foolishness. Perhaps it was. The merest chance led me to think of
something that belongs, for me, to a life quite dead and gone;
not perhaps as dead, though, as I had fancied it. In any case, I
had not, until yesterday, thought directly of Treliss for
years.
Let us put it on the simplest ground. If you want a beautiful
place, near at hand, for a holiday, that you have not yet seen,
here it is--Treliss, North Cornwall--take the morning train from
Paddington and change at Trewth. If you will be advised by me you
really should go down for August 6th, when they have their dance.
I could see that you are interested in local customs, and here is
a most entertaining one surviving from Druid times, I believe. Go
down on the day itself and let that be your first impression of
the place. The train gets you in between five and six. Take your
room at the "Man-at-Arms Hotel," ten years ago the most
picturesque inn in Great Britain. I cannot, of course, vouch for
what it may have become. I should get out at Trewth, which you
will reach soon after four, and walk the three miles to the town.
Well worth doing.
One word more. I am sending you a book. A completely forgotten
novel by a completely forgotten novelist. Had he lived he would,
I think, have done work that would have lasted, but he was killed
in the first year of the war and his earlier books are uncertain.
He hadn't found himself. This book, as you will see from the
inscription, he gave me. I was with him down there. Some things
in it seem to me to belong especially to the place. Pages 102 and
236 will show you especially what I mean. When you are at the
"Man-at-Arms" go and look at the Minstrels' Gallery, if it isn't
pulled down or turned into a jazz dancing-hall. That too will
show you what I mean.
Or go, as perhaps after all is wiser, simply to a beautiful
place for a week's holiday, forgetting me and anything I have
said.
Or, as is perhaps wiser still, don't go at all. In any case I
am your debtor for our delightful conversation of
yesterday.--Sincerely yours,
JAMES MARADICK.
What Maradick had said occurred. As the days passed the
impression faded. Harkness hoped that he would meet Maradick
again. He did not do so. During the first days he watched for him
in the streets and in the clubs. He devised plans that would give
him an excuse to meet him once more; the simplest of all would
have been to invite him to luncheon. He knew that Maradick would
come. But his own distrust of himself now as always forbade him.
Why should Maradick wish to see him again? He had been pleasant
to him, yes, but he was of the type that would be agreeable to
anyone, kindly, genial, and forgetting you immediately. But
Maradick had not forgotten him. He had taken the trouble to write
to him and send him a book. It had been a friendly letter too.
Why not ask Westcott and Maradick to dinner? But Westcott was
married. Harkness had met his wife, a charming and pretty English
girl, younger a good deal than her husband. Yes, all right about
Mrs. Westcott, but then Harkness must ask another woman.
Maradick, he understood, was a widower. The thing was becoming a
party. They would have to go somewhere, to a theatre or
something. The thing was becoming elaborate, complicated, and he
shrank from it. So he always shrank from everything were he given
time to think.
He paid all the gentle American's courtesy and attention to
fine details of conduct. Englishmen often shocked him by their
casual inattention, especially to ladies. He must do social
things elaborately did he do them at all. He was gathering around
him already some of the fussy observances of the confirmed
bachelor. And therefore as Maradick became to him something of a
problem, he put him out of his mind just as he had put so many
other things and persons out of his mind because he was
frightened of them.
Treliss too, as the days passed, lost some of the first magic
of its name. He had felt a strange excitement when Maradick had
first mentioned it, but soon it was the name of a beautiful but
distant place, then a seaside resort, then nowhere at all. He did
not read Lester's book.
Then an odd thing occurred. It was the last day in July and he
was still in London. Nearly everyone had gone away--everyone whom
he knew. There were still many millions of human beings on every
side of him, but London was empty for himself and his kind. His
club was closed for cleaning purposes, and the Reform Club was
offering him and his fellow-clubmen temporary hospitality.
He had lunched alone, then had gone upstairs, sunk into an
arm-chair and read a newspaper. Read it or seemed to read it. It
was time that he went away. Where should he go? There was an
uncle who had taken a shooting-box in Scotland. He did not like
that uncle. He had an invitation from a kind lady who had a large
house in Wiltshire. But the kind lady had asked him because she
pitied him, not because she liked him. He knew that very
well.
There were several men who would, if he had caught them
sooner, have gone with him somewhere, but he had allowed things
to drift and now they had made their own plans.
He felt terribly lonely, soused suddenly with that despicable
self-pity to which he was rather too easily prone. He thought of
Baker--Lord! how hot it must be there just now! He was half
asleep. It was hot enough here. Only one other occupant of the
room, and he was fast asleep in another armchair. Snoring. The
room rocked with his snores. The papers laid neatly one upon
another wilted under the heat. The subdued London roar came from
behind the windows in rolling waves of heat. A faint iridescence
hovered above the enormous chairs and sofas that lay like animals
panting.
He looked across the long room. Almost opposite him was a
square of wall that caught the subdued light like a pool of
water. He stared at it as though it had demanded his attention.
The water seemed to move, to shift. Something was stirring there.
He looked more intently. Colours came, shapes shifted. It was a
scene, some place. Yes, a place. Houses, sand, water. A bay. A
curving bay. A long sea-line dark like the stroke of a pencil
against faint eggshell blue. Water. A bay bordered by a ring of
saffron sand, and behind the sand, rising above it, a town. Tier
on tier of houses, and behind them again in the farthest distance
a fringe of dark wood. He could even see now little figures,
black spots, dotted upon the sand. The sea now was very clear,
shimmering mother-of-pearl. A scattering of white upon the shore
as the long wave-line broke and retreated. And the houses tier
upon tier. He gazed, filled with an overwhelming breathless
excitement. He was leaning forward, his hands pressing in upon
the arms of the chair. It stayed, trembling with a kind of
personal invitation before him. Then, as though it had nodded and
smiled farewell to him, it vanished. Only the wall was there.
But the excitement remained, excitement quite
unaccountable.
He got up, his knees trembling. He looked at the stout
bellying occupant of the other chair, his mouth open, his snores
reverberant.
He went out. Six days later he was in the train for
Treliss.
7
Now too, of course, he had his reactions just as he always
had. He could explain the thing easily enough; for a moment or
two he had slept, or, if he had not, a trick of light on that
warm afternoon and his own thoughts about possible places had
persuaded him.
Nevertheless the picture remained strangely vivid--the sea,
the shore, the rising town, the little line of darkening wood. He
would go down there, and on the day that Maradick had suggested
to him. Something might occur. You never could tell. He packed
his etchings--his St. Gilles, Marais, his Flight into Egypt and
Orvieto, his Whistler and Strang and Meryon. They would protect
him and see that he did nothing foolish.
He had special confidence in his St. Gilles.
He had intended to read the Lester book all the way, but as we
have seen, managed only a bare line or two; the Browning he had
not intended even to have with him, but in some fashion, with the
determined resolve that books so often show, it had crept into
his bag and then was on his knee, he knew not whence, and soon
out of self-defence against the old man he was reading "The
Flight of the Duchess," carried away on the wings of its freedom,
strength, and colour.
Nevertheless, that is the kind of man I am, he thought, even
the books force me to read them when I have no wish. And soon he
had forgotten the old man, the carriage, the warm weather. How
many years since he had read it? No matter. Wasn't it fine and
touching and true? When he came to the place:
. . . the door opened and more than mortal
Stood, with a face where to my mind centred
All beauties I ever saw or shall see,
The Duchess--I stopped as if struck by palsy.
She was so different, happy and beautiful,
I felt at once that all was best,
And that I had nothing to do, for the rest
But wait her commands, obey and be dutiful.
Not that, in fact, there was any commanding,
--I saw the glory of her eye
And the brow's height and the breast's expanding,
And I was hers to live or to die.
"Hurrah!" Harkness cried.
"I beg your pardon?" the old man said, looking up.
Harkness blushed. "I was reading something rather fine," he
said, smiling.
"You'd better look out for what you're reading, to whom you're
speaking, where you're walking, what you're eating, everything,
when you're in Treliss," he remarked.
"Why? Is it so dangerous a place?" asked Harkness.
"It doesn't like tourists. I've seen it do funny things to
tourists in my time."
"I think you're hard on tourists," Harkness said. "They don't
mean any harm. They admire places the best way they can."
"Yes, and how long do they stay?" the old man replied. "Do you
think you can know a place in a week or a month? Do you think a
real place likes the dirt and the noise and the silly talk they
bring with them?"
"What do you mean by a real place?" Harkness asked.
"Places have souls just like people. Some have more soul and
some have less. And some have none at all. Sometimes a place will
creep away altogether, it is so disgusted with the things people
are trying to do to it, and will leave a dummy instead, and only
a few know the difference. Why, up in the Welsh hills there are
several places that have gone up there in sheer disgust the way
they've been treated, and left substitutes behind them. Parts of
London, for instance. Do you think that's the real Chelsea you
see in London? Not a bit of it. The real Chelsea is living--well,
I mustn't tell you where it is living--but you'll never find it.
However, Americans are the last to understand these things. I am
wasting my breath talking."
The train had drawn now into Drymouth. The old man was silent,
looking out at the hurrying crowds on the platform. He was
certainly a pessimist and a hater of his kind. He was looking out
at the innocent people with a lowering brow as though he would
slaughter the lot of them had he the power. "Old Testament Moses"
Harkness named him. After a while the train slowly moved on. They
passed above the mean streets, the hoardings with the cheap
theatres, the lines with the clothes hanging in the wind, the
grimy windows. But even these things the lovely sky, shining,
transmuted.
They came to the river. It lay on either side of the track, a
broad sheet of lovely water spreading, on the left, to the open
sea. The warships clustered in dark ebony shadows against the
gold; the hills rose softly, bending in kindly peace and happy
watchfulness.
"Silence! We're crossing!" the old man cried. He was sitting
forward, his gnarled hands on his broad knees, staring in front
of him.
The train drew in to a small wayside station, gay with
flowers. The trees blew about it in whispering clusters. The old
man got up, gathered his basket and lumbered out, neither looking
at nor speaking to Harkness.
He was alone. He felt an overwhelming relief. He had not liked
the old man, and very obviously the old man had not liked him.
But it was not only that he was alone that pleased him. There was
something more than that.
It was indeed as though he were in a new country. The train
seemed to be going now more slowly, with a more casual air, as
though it too felt a relief and did not care what happened--time,
engagements, schedules, all these were now forgotten as they went
comfortably lumbering, the curving fields embracing them, the
streams singing to them, the little houses perched on the
clear-lit skyline smiling down upon them.
It would not be long now before they were in Trewth, where he
must change. He took his two books and put them away in his bag.
Should he send the bag on and walk as Maradick had advised him?
Three miles. Not far, and it was a most lovely day. He could
smell the sea now through the windows. It must be only over that
ridge of hill. He was strangely, oddly happy. London seemed far,
far away. America too. Any country that had a name, a date, a
history. This country was timeless and without a record. How
beautifully the hills dipped into valleys! Streams seemed to be
everywhere, little secret coloured streams with happy thoughts.
Everything and everyone surely here was happy. Then suddenly he
saw a deserted mine tower like a gaunt and ruined temple. Haggard
and fierce it stood against the skyline, and, as Harkness looked
back to it, it seemed to raise an arm to heaven in desperate
protest.
The train drew into Trewth.
8
Trewth was nothing more than a long wooden platform open to
all the winds of heaven, and behind it a sort of shed with a
ticket collector's box in one side of it.
Harkness was annoyed to see that others beside himself climbed
out and scattered about the platform waiting for the Treliss
train to come in.
He resented these especially because they were grand and
elegant, two men, long, thin, in baggy knickerbockers, carrying
themselves as though all the world belonged to them with that
indifferent assurance that only Englishmen have; a large, stout
woman, quietly but admirably dressed, with a Pekinese and a maid
to whom she spoke as Cleopatra to Charmian. Five boxes,
gun-cases, magnificent golf-bags, these things were scattered
about the naked bare platform. The wind came in from the sea and
sported everywhere, flipping at the stout lady's skirts, laughing
at the elegant sportsmen's thin calves, mocking at the pouting
Pekinese. It was fresh and lovely: all the cornfields were waving
invitation.
It was characteristic of Harkness that a fancied haughty
glance from the sportsman's eye decided him. He's laughing at my
clothes, Harkness thought. How was it that Englishmen wore old
things so carelessly and yet were never wrong? Harkness bought
his clothes from the best London tailors, but they were always
finally a little hostile. They never surrendered to his
personality, keeping their own proud reserve.
I'll walk, he thought suddenly. He found a young porter who,
in anxious fashion, so unlike American porters who were always so
superior to the luggage that they conveyed, was wheeling
magnificent trunks on a very insecure barrow.
"These two boxes of mine," Harkness said, stopping him. "I
want to walk over to Treliss. Can they be sent over?"
"Happen they can," said the young porter doubtfully.
"They are labelled to the 'Man-at-Arms Hotel,'" Harkness
said.
"They'll be there as soon as you will," said the young porter,
cheered at the sight of an American tip which he put in his
pocket, thinking in his heart that these foreigners were "damn
fools" to throw their money around as they did. He advanced
towards the stout lady hopefully. She might also prove to be
American.
Harkness plunged out of the station into the broad white road.
A sign pointed "Treliss--Three Miles." So Maradick had been
exactly right.
As he left the village behind him and strode on between the
cornfields he felt a marvellous freedom. He was heading now
directly for the sea. The salt tang of it struck him in the face.
Larks were circling in the blue air above him, poppies scattered
the corn with plashes of crimson. Here and there gaunt rocks rose
from the heart of the gold. No human being was in sight.
His love of etching had given him something of an etcher's
eye, and he saw here a spreading tree and a pool of dark shadow,
there a distant spire on the curving hill that he thought would
have caught the fancy of his beloved Lepère, or Legros.
Here a wayside pool like brittle glass that would have enchanted
Appian, there a cottage with a sweeping field that might have
made Rembrandt happy.
He seemed to be in unison with the whole of nature, and when
the road left the fields and dived into the heart of a common his
happiness was complete. He stood there, his feet pressing in upon
the rough springing turf. A lark, singing above him, came down as
though welcoming him, then circled up and up and up. He raised
his head, staring into the pale faint blue until he seemed
himself to circle with the bird, the turf pressing him upwards,
his hands lifting him, he swinging into spaceless ecstasy. Then
his gaze fell again and swung out beyond, and--there was the
sea.
The Down ran in a green wave to the blue line of the sky, but
in front of him it split, breaking into brown rocky patches, and
between the brown curves a pool of purple sea lay like water in a
cup.
He walked forward, deserting for a moment the road. He stood
at the edge of the cliff and looked down. The tide was high and
the line of the sea slipped up to the feet of the cliff, splashed
there its white fringe of spray, then very gently fell back.
Sea-pinks starred the cliffs with colour. Sea-gulls whirled,
fragments of white foam, against the blue. Just below him one
bird sat, its head cocked, waiting. With a shrill cry of vigour
and assurance it flashed away, curving, circling, bending,
dipping, as though it were showing to Harkness what it could
do.
He walked along the cliff path happier than he had been for
many, many months. This was enough were there no more than this.
For this at least he must thank Maradick--this peace, this air,
this silence. . . .
Turning a bend of the cliff he saw the town.
9
It was absolutely the town of his vision. He saw, with a
strange tightening of his heart as though he were being warned of
something, that that was so. There was the curving bay with the
faint fringe of white pencilling the yellow sand, there the
houses rising tier on tier above the beach, there the fringe of
dusky wood.
What did it mean? Why had he a clutch of terror as though
someone was whispering to him that he must turn tail and run?
Nothing could be more lovely than that town basking in the mellow
afternoon light, and yet he was afraid at the sight of it--afraid
so that his content and happiness of a moment ago were all gone
and of a sudden he longed for company.
He was so well accustomed to his own reactions and so deeply
despised them that he shrugged his shoulders and walked forward.
Never, it seemed, was it possible for him to enjoy anything for
more than a moment. Trouble and regret always came. But this was
not regret, it was rather a kind of forewarning. He did not know
that he had ever before looked on a place for the first time with
so odd a mingling of conviction that he had already seen it, of
admiration for its beauty, and of some sort of alarmed dismay.
Beautiful it was, more Italian than English, with its white
walls, its purple sea, and warm scented air.
So peaceful and of so happy a tranquillity. He tried to drive
his fear from him, but it hung on so that he was often turning
back and looking behind him over his shoulder.
He struck the road again. It curved now, white and broad, down
the hill toward the town. At the very peak of the hill before the
descent began a man was standing watching something.
Harkness walked forward, then also stood still. The man was so
deeply absorbed that his absorption held you. He was standing at
the edge of the road and Harkness must pass him. At the crunch of
Harkness's step on the gravel of the road the man turned and
looked at him with startled surprise. Harkness had come across
the soft turf of the Down, and his sudden step must have been an
alarm. The fellow was broad-shouldered, medium height,
clean-shaven, tanned, young, under thirty at least, dressed in a
suit of dark blue. He had something of a naval air.
Harkness was passing, when the man said:
"Have you the right time on you, sir?" His voice was fresh,
pleasant, well-educated.
Harkness looked at his watch. "Quarter past five," he said. He
was moving forward when the man, hesitating, spoke again:
"You don't see anyone coming up the road?"
Harkness stared down the white, sun-bleached expanse.
"No," he said after a moment, "I don't."
They looked for a while standing side by side silently.
After all he wasn't more than a boy--not a day more than
twenty-five--but with that grave reserved look that so many
British boys who were old enough to have been in the war had.
"Sure you don't see anybody?" he asked again, "coming up that
farther bend?"
"No," said Harkness, shading his eyes with his hand against
the sun; "can't say as I do."
"Damn nuisance," the boy said. "He's half an hour late
now."
The boy stood as though to attention, his figure set, his
hands at his side.
"Ah, there's someone," said Harkness. But it was only an old
man with his cart. He slowly pressed up the hill past them,
urging his horses with a thick guttural cry, an old man brown as
a berry.
"I beg your pardon," the boy turned to Harkness. "You'll think
it an awful impertinence--but--are you in a terrible hurry?"
"No," said Harkness, "not terrible. I want to be at the
'Man-at-Arms' by dinner time. That's all."
"Oh, you've got lots of time," the boy said eagerly. "Look
here. This is desperately important for me. The man ought to have
been here half an hour ago. If he doesn't come in another twenty
minutes I don't know what I shall do. It's just occurred to me.
There's another way up this hill--a short cut. He may have chosen
that. He may not have understood where it was that I wanted him
to meet me. Would you mind--would you do me the favour of just
standing here while I go over the hill there to see whether he's
waiting on the other side? I won't be away more than five
minutes; I'd be so awfully grateful."
"Why, of course," said Harkness.
"He's a fisherman with a black beard. You can't mistake him.
And if he comes, if you'd just ask him to wait for a moment until
I'm back."
"Certainly," said Harkness.
"Thanks most awfully. Very decent of you, sir."
The boy touched his cap, climbed the hill, and vanished.
Harkness was alone again--not a sound anywhere. The town
shimmered below him in the heat. He waited, absorbed by the
picture spread in front of him, then apprehensive again and
conscious that he was alone. The alarm that he had originally
felt at sight of the town had not left him. Suppose the boy did
not return? Was playing some joke on him perhaps? No, whatever
else it was, it was not that. The boy had been deeply serious,
plunged into some crisis that was of tremendous importance to
him.
Harkness decided that he would wait until the shadow of a
solitary tree to his right reached him, and then go. The shadow
crept slowly to his feet. At the same moment a figure turned the
bend, a man with a black beard. He was walking quickly up the
hill as though he knew that he were late.
Harkness went forward to meet him. The man stopped as though
surprised. "I beg your pardon," said Harkness; "were you
expecting to meet someone here?"
"I was--yes," said the man.
"He will be back in a moment. He was afraid that you might
have come up the other way. He went over the hill to see."
"Aye," said the man, standing, his legs apart, quite
unconcerned. He was a handsome fellow, broad-shouldered, wearing
dark blue trousers and a knitted jersey. "You'll be a friend of
Mr. Dunbar's, maybe?"
"No, I'm not," Harkness explained. "I was passing, and he
asked me to wait for a moment and catch you if you came while he
was away."
"Aye," said the fisherman, taking out a large wedge of tobacco
and filling his pipe, "I'm a bit later than I said I'd be. Wife
kept me."
"Fine evening," said Harkness.
"Aye," said the man.
At that moment the boy came over the hill and joined them.
"Very good of you, sir," he said. "You're late, Jabez!"
"Good night," said Harkness, and moved down the hill. He could
see the two in urgent conversation as he moved forward. The
incident occupied his mind. Why had the matter seemed of such
importance to the boy? Why a meeting so elaborately appointed out
there on the hillside? The fisherman too had seemed surprised
that he, a stranger, should be concerned in the matter.
Had he been in America the affair would have been at once
explained--boot-legging, of course. But here in England. . .
.
10
When he reached the bottom of the hill he found that he was in
the environs of the town. He was walking now along a road shaded
by thick trees and close to the seashore.
The cottages, white-washed, crooked and, many of them,
thatched, ran down to the road, their gardens like little
coloured carpets spreading in front of them. The evening air was
thick with the scent of flowers, above all of roses. He had never
smelt such roses, no, not in California.
There was a breeze from the sea, and it seemed to blow the
roses into his very heart, so that they seemed to be all about
him, dark crimson, burning white, scattering their petals over
his head. He could hear the tune of the sea upon the sand beyond
the trees.
He stood for a moment inhaling the scent--delicious,
wonderful. He seemed to be crushing multitudes of the petals
between his hands.
After a while the road broke away and he saw a path that led
directly through the trees to the sea.
So soon as he had taken some steps across the soft sand he
seemed to be alone in a world that was watching every movement
that he made. It was as though he were committing some intrusion.
He stopped and looked behind him: the thin line of trees had
retreated, the cottages vanished. Before him was a waste of
yellow sand, the deep purple of the sea rose like a wall to his
right, hiding, as it were, some farther scene, the sky stretching
over it a pale blue curtain tightly held.
A mist was rising, veiling the town. No living person was in
sight. He reached a stretch of hard firm sand, thin rivulets of
water lacing it. The air was wonderfully mild and sweet.
Never before in his life had he known such a feeling of
anticipation. It was as though he knew the stretch of sand to be
the last brook to cross before he would come into some mysterious
country.
How commonplace this will all seem to me to-morrow, he said to
himself, when, over my eggs and bacon at a prosperous modern
hotel, I shall be reading my
Daily Mail and hearing of the
trippers at Eastbourne and who has taken "shooting" in Scotland
and whether Yorkshire has beaten Surrey at cricket. He wanted to
keep this moment, not to enter the town; even he had a mad
impulse to walk on the sand for an hour, to see the colour fade
from the sky and the sea change to a ghostly grey, then to return
up the hill to Trewth and catch the night train back to
London.
It would be wonderful like that; to have only the impression
of the walk from the station, the talk with the boy on the hill,
the scent of the roses and the afternoon sky. Everything is
destroyed if you go into it too closely, or it is so for me. I
should have a memory that would last me all my life.
But now the town was advancing towards him. His steps made no
sound so that it seemed that he himself stood still, waiting to
be seized. He took one last look at the sea. Then he was caught
up and the houses closed about him.
11
Six was striking from some distant clock as he started up the
street. At the bottom of the hill there were fishermen's
cottages, nets spread out on the stones to dry, some boats drawn
up above a wooden jetty. Then, as the street spread out before
him, some little shops began. Figures were passing hither and
thither all transmuted in the afternoon light. Maradick need not
have feared, he thought, this town has not been touched at
all.
As he advanced yet farther the houses delighted him with their
broad doorways, their overhanging eaves, crooked roof and worn
flights of steps. He came to a place where wooden stairs led to
an upper path that ran before a higher row of houses and under
the steps where there were shops.
He could feel a stir and bustle in the place as though this
were a night of festivity. Groups were gathered at corners, women
stood in doorways laughing and whispering, a group of children
was marching, wearing cocked hats of paper, beating on a wooden
box and blowing on penny trumpets.
Then on coming into the Square he paused in sheer delighted
wonder. This stands on a raised plateau above the sea, and the
town hall, solid and virtuous above its flight of wide grey
steps, is its great glory. Streets seemed to tumble in and out of
the Square on every side. On a far corner there was a
merry-go-round and there were booths and wooden trestles, some
tents and flags waving above them. But just now it was almost
deserted, only a man or two, some children playing in and out of
the tents, a dog hunting among the scraps of paper that littered
the cobbles.
A church of Norman architecture filled the right side of the
Square, and squeezed between its grey walls and the modern town
hall was a tall old tower of infinite age, with thin slits of
windows and iron bars that pushed out against the pale blue sky
like pointing fingers.
There were houses in the Square that were charming, houses
with queer bow-windows and protruding doors like pepper-pots,
little balconies, and here and there old carved figures on the
walls, houses that Whistler would have loved to etch. Harkness
stopped a man.
"Can you tell me where I shall find 'The Man-at-Arms Hotel'?"
he asked.
"Why, yes," the man answered as though he were surprised that
Harkness should not know. "Straight up that street in front of
you. You'll find it at the top."
And he did find it at the top, after what seemed to him an
endless climb. The houses fell away. An iron gate was in front of
him as though he were entering some private residence. Going up a
long drive he passed beautiful lawns that shone like silk, to the
right the grass fell away to a pond fringed with trees. Flowers
were around him on every side, and again in his nostrils was the
heavy scent of innumerable roses.
The drive swept a wide circle before the great
eighteenth-century house that now confronted him. But it is not a
hotel at all, he thought, and he would have turned back had not,
at that moment, a large hotel omnibus swept up to the door and
discharged a chattering heap of men and women, who scattered over
the steps screaming about their luggage, collecting children. The
spell was broken. He had not realised how alone he had been
during the last hour and with what domination his imagination had
been working, creating for him a world of his own, encouraging in
him what hopes, fears, and anticipations!
He slipped in after the rest, and stood shyly in the hall
while the others made their wants triumphantly felt. A man of
about forty, stout and round like an egg, but very shinily
dressed, came forward and, bending and bowing, smiled at the
women and spoke deferentially to the men.
This must be Mr. Bannister--"the King of the Castle" Maradick
had told him in the Club. Not the original Mr. Bannister who had
made the place what it is. He is, alas, dead and gone. Had he
been still there and you had mentioned my name he would have done
wonders for you. I don't know this fellow, and for all I know he
may have ruined the place.
However, the original Bannister could not have been politer.
Harkness was always afraid of hotel officials, and it was only
when the invasion had broken up and begun to scatter that he came
forward. But Mr. Bannister knew all about him--indeed was
expecting him. His luggage had already arrived. He should be
shown his room, and Mr. Bannister did hope that it would be. . .
. If anything in the least wasn't . . .
Harkness started upstairs. There is a lift here, but if the
gentleman doesn't mind. . . . His room is only on the second
floor and instead of waiting. . . . Of course the gentleman
doesn't mind. And still less does he mind when he sees his
room.
This is mine absolutely, Harkness said, as though it had been
waiting for me for years and years with its curved bow-window,
its view over that enchanting garden and the line of sea beyond,
its white wall unbroken by those coloured prints that hotel
managers in my own country find it so necessary always to
provide. Those chintz curtains with the roses are delicious. Just
enough furniture. There is no private bath, of course?
"The bathroom is just across the passage. Very convenient,"
said the man.
"Yes, in England we haven't reached the private bathroom yet,
although we are supposed to be so fond of bathing."
"No, sir," said the man. "Anything else I can do for you?"
"No, thank you," said Harkness, smiling, as he looked on the
white sunlit walls, and checking the tip that, American fashion,
he was about to give. "How strong the smell of the roses. It is
very late for them, isn't it?"
"They are just about over, sir."
"So I should have thought."
Left alone he slowly unpacked. He liked unpacking and putting
things away. It was packing that he detested. He had a few things
with him that he always carried when he travelled--a red leather
writing-case, a little Japanese fisherman in coloured ivory, two
figures in red amber, photographs of his sisters in a silver
frame. He put out these little things on a table of white wood
near his bed, not from any affectation, but because when they
were there the room seemed to understand him, to settle about him
with a little sigh as though it granted him citizenship--for so
long as he wished to stay. Then there were his prints. He took
out four, the Lepère "St. Gilles," Strang's "Etcher," the
Rembrandt "Flight into Egypt," and the Whistler "Drury Lane." The
Strang he had on one side of the looking-glass, the "Drury Lane"
on the other, the "Flight into Egypt" at the back of the
writing-table, whither he might glance across the room at it as
he lay in bed, the "St. Gilles" close to him near to the red
writing-case and the ivory fisherman.
He sighed with satisfaction as, sitting down on his bed, he
looked at them. He felt that he needed them to-night as he had
never needed them before. The sense of excited anticipation that
had increased with him all day was now surely approaching its
climax. That excitement had in it the strangest mixture of
delight, sensuous thrill, and something that was nothing but
panicky terror. Yes, he was frightened. Of what? Of whom? He
could not tell. But only as he looked across the room at those
familiar scenes, at the massive dark tree of the "St. Gilles"
with the hot road, the high comfortable hedge, the happy figures,
at the adorable face of the donkey in the Rembrandt, at the
little beings so marvellously placed under the dancing butterfly
in the Whistler, at the strong, homely, friendly countenance of
Strang himself, he felt as he had so often felt before, that
those beautiful things were trying themselves to reassure him, to
tell him that they did not change nor alter, and that where he
would be there they would be too.
He took Maradick's letter from his pocket and read it again.
Here he was--now what must happen next? He would dress now at
once for dinner, and then walk in the garden before the light
began to fail. Or no. Wasn't he to go down into the town after
dinner and to see this dance, to share in it even? Hadn't
Maradick said that that was what, above all else, he must do?
And then what was this about a Minstrels' Gallery somewhere?
He would have a bath, change his linen, and then begin his
explorations. He undressed, found the bathroom, enjoyed himself
for twenty minutes or more, then slipped back across the passage
into his room again. It was now nearly seven o'clock. As he was
dressing, the sun was getting low in the sky. A beam of sunshine
caught the intent gaze of Strang, who seemed to lean across his
etching board as though to tell him, to reassure him, to warn
him. . . .
He slipped out of his room and began his explorations.
12
For a while he wandered, lost in a maze of passages. He
understood that the Minstrels' Gallery was at the top of the
house. He did not use the lift, but climbed the stairs, meeting
no one; then he was on a floor that must, he thought, be
servants' quarters. It had another air, something less arranged,
less handsome, old-fashioned, as though it were even now as it
had been two hundred years ago--a survival, as the old grey tower
in the market-place was a survival.
For a little while he stood hesitating. The passage was dark
and he did not wish to plunge into a servant's room. Strange that
up here there was no sound at all--an absolute deathly
stillness!
He walked down to the end of the passage, then, turning, came
to a door that was larger than the others. He could see as he
looked at it more closely that there was some faint carving on
the woodwork above it. He turned the handle, entered the room,
then stopped with a little cry of surprise and pleasure.
Truly Maradick had been right. Here was a room that, if there
was nothing more to come, made the journey sufficiently of value.
An enchanting room! On the left side of it were broad bright
windows, and at the farther end, under the Minstrels' Gallery,
windows again. There were no curtains to the windows--the whole
room had an empty, deserted air--but the more for that reason the
place was illuminated with the glow of the evening light. The
first thing that he realised was the view--and what a view!
The windows were deep set and hung forward, it seemed, over
the hill, so that town, gardens, trees, were all lost and you saw
only the sea.
At this hour you seemed to swing in space; the division lost
between sea and sky in the now nearly horizontal rays of the
sun--only a golden glow covering the blue with a dazzling blaze
of colour. He stood there drinking it in, then sat in one of the
window-seats, his hands clasped, lost in happiness.
After a while he turned back to the room. Flecks of dust,
changed into gold by the evening light, floated in mid-air. The
room was disregarded indeed. The walls were panelled. The little
Minstrels' Gallery was supported on two heavy pillars. The floor
was bare of carpet and had even a faint waxen sheen, as though,
in spite of the room's general neglect, it was used, once and
again, for dances.
But what pathos the room had! He did not know that, almost
fifteen years before, Maradick had felt that same thing. How
vastly now that pathos was increased, how greatly since
Maradick's day the world's history had relentlessly cut away
those earlier years. He saw that round the platform of the
gallery was intricate carving, and, going forward more closely to
examine, saw that in every square was set the head of a grinning
lion. Some high-backed, quaintly shaped chairs, that looked as
though they might be of great age, were ranged against the
wall.
Being now right under the gallery he saw some little wooden
steps. He climbed up them, and then from the gallery's shadow
looked down across the room. How clearly he could picture that
old scene, something straight from Jane Austen with Miss Bates
and Mrs. Norris, stiff-backed, against the wall, and Anne Elliot
and Elizabeth Bennet, Mr. Collins and the rest. The fiddlers
scraping, the negus for refreshment, the night darkening, the
carriages with their lights gathering. . . .
The door at the far end of the room closed with a gentle
click. He started, not imagining that anyone would choose that
room at such an hour.
Two figures were there in the shadow beyond the end room. The
light fell on the man's face--Harkness could see it very clearly.
The other was a woman wearing a white dress. He could not see her
face.
For an instant they were silent, then the man said something
that Harkness could not hear.
The girl at once broke out: "No, no. Oh, please, Herrick."
She must be a very young girl. The voice was that of a child.
It had in it a desperate note that held Harkness's attention
instantly.
The man said something again, very low.
"But if you don't care," the girl's voice pleaded, "then let
me go back. Oh, Herrick, let me go! Let me go!"
"My father does not wish it."
"But I am not married to your father. It is to you."
"My father and I are the same. What he says I must do, I
do."
"But you can't be the same." Her voice now was trembling in
its urgency. "No one could love their father more than I do and
yet we are not the same."
"Nevertheless you did what your father asked you to do. So
must I."
"But I didn't know. I didn't know. And he didn't know. He has
never seen me frightened of anything, and now I am frightened. .
. . I've never said I was to anyone before, but now . . . now . .
."
She was crying, softly, terribly, with the terrified crying of
real and desperate fear.
Harkness had been about to move. He did not, unseen and his
presence unrealised, wish to overhear, but her tears checked him.
Although he could not see her he had detected in her voice a note
of pride. He fancied that she would wish anything rather than to
be thus seen by a stranger. He stayed where he was. He could see
the man's face, thin, white, the nose long pointed, a dark,
almost grotesque shadow.
"Why are you frightened?"
"I don't know. I can't tell. I have never been frightened
before."
"Have I been unkind to you?"
"No, but you don't love me."
"Did I ever pretend to love you? Didn't you know from the very
first that no one in the world matters to me except my
father?"
"It is of your father that I am afraid. . . . These last three
days in that terrible house. . . . I'm so frightened, Herrick. I
want to go home only for a little while. Just for a week before
we go abroad."
"All our plans are made now. You know that we are sailing
to-morrow evening."
"Yes, but I could come afterwards. Forgive me, Herrick. You
may do anything to me if I can only go home for just some days. .
. . You may do anything. . . ."
"I don't want to do anything, Hesther. No one wishes to do you
any harm. But whatever my father wishes, that everyone must do.
It has always been so."
She seemed to be seized by an absolute frenzy of fear;
Harkness could see her white shadow quivering. It appeared to him
as though she caught the man by the arm. Her voice came in little
breathless stifled cries, infinitely pitiful to hear.
"Please, please, Herrick. I dare not speak to your father. I
don't dare. I don't dare. But you--let me go--Oh! let me go--just
this once, Herrick. Only this once. I'll only be home for a few
days and then I'll come back. Truly I'll come back. I'll just see
father and Bobby and then I'll come back. They'll be missing me.
I know they will. And I'll be going to a foreign country--such a
long way. And they'll be wanting me. Bobby's so young, Herrick,
only a baby. He's never had anyone do anything for him but me. .
. ."
"You should have thought of that before you married me, you
cannot leave me now."
"I won't leave you. I've never broken my word to anyone. I
won't break it now. It's only for a few days."
"How can you be so selfish, Hesther, as to want to upset
everyone's plans just for a whim of your own? For myself I don't
care. You could go home for ever, for all I care. I didn't want
to marry anyone. But what my father wished had to be."
She clung to him then, crying again and again between her
sobs:
"Oh, let me go home! Let me go home! Let me go home!"
Harkness fancied that the man put his hands on her shoulders.
His voice, cold, lifeless, impersonal, crossed the room.
"That is enough. He is waiting for us downstairs. He will be
wondering where we are."
The little white shadow seemed to turn to the window, towards
the limitless expanse of sunlit sea. Then a voice, small, proud,
empty of emotion, said:
"Father wished me--"
Harkness was once more alone in the room.
13
They had gone but the girl's fear remained. It was there as
truly as the two figures had been and its reality was stronger
than their reality.
Harkness had the sense of having been caught, and it was
exactly as though now, as he stood alone there in the gallery
staring down into the room, some Imp had touched him on the
shoulder, crying, "Now you're in for it! Now you're in for it!
The situation has got you now!"
He was, of course, not "in for it" at all. How many such
conversations between human beings there were; it simply was that
he had happened against his will to overhear a fragment of one of
them. Yes, "against his will." How desperately he wished that he
hadn't been there. What induced them to choose that room and that
time for their secret confidences? He felt still in the echo of
their voices the effect of their urgency.
They had chosen that room because there was someone watching
their every movement and they had had only a few moments. The
child--for surely she could not be more--had almost driven her
companion into that two minutes' conversation, and Harkness could
realise how desperate she must have been to have taken such a
course.
But after all it
was no business of his! Girls married
every day men whom they did not love, and although apparently in
this case the man also did not love her and they were both of
them in evil plight, still that too had happened before and
nothing very terrible had come of it.
It
was no business of his, and yet he did wish, all the
same, that he could get the ring of the girl's voice out of his
ears. He had never been able to bear the sight, sound, or even
inference of any sort of cruelty to helpless humans or to
animals. Perhaps because he was so frantic a coward himself about
physical pain! And yet not altogether that. He had on several
occasions taken risks of pretty savage pain to himself in order
to save a horse a beating or a dog a kicking. Nevertheless, those
had been spontaneous emotions roused at the instant; there was
something lingering, a sad and tragic echo, in the voice that was
still with him.
The very pathos of the room that he was in--the lingering of
so many old notes that had been rung and rung again, notes of
anticipation, triumph, disappointment, resignation, made this
fresh, living sound the harder to escape.
By Jupiter, the child
was frightened--that was the
final ringing of it upon Harkness's heart and soul. But he was
going to have his life sufficiently full were he to step in and
rescue every girl frightened by matrimony! Rescue! No, there was
no question of rescue. It wasn't, once again, his affair. But he
did wish that he could just take her hand and tell her not to
worry, that it would all come right in the end. But would it? He
hadn't at all cared for the fragment of countenance that fellow
had shown to him, and he had liked still less the tone of his
voice, cold, unfeeling, hard. Poor child! And suddenly the
thought of his Browning's "Duchess" came to him:
I was the man the Duke spoke to:
I helped the Duchess to cast off his yoke too;
So, here's the tale from beginning to end,
My friend!
Well, here was a tale with which he had definitely nothing to
do. Let him remember that. He was here in a most beautiful place
for a holiday--that was his purpose, that his intention--what
were these people to him or he to them?
Nevertheless the voice lingered in his ear, and to be rid of
it he left the room. He stepped carefully down the wooden steps,
and then at the bottom of them, under the dark lee of the
gallery, he paused. He was so foolishly frightened that he could
not move a step.
He waited. At last he whispered "Is anyone there?"
There was no answer. He pushed his way then out of the shadow,
his heart drumming against his shirt. There was no one there. Of
course there was not.
In his room once more with his friend Strang and the Rembrandt
Donkey to take him home he sat on his bed holding his hands
between his knees.
He was positively afraid of going down to dinner. Afraid of
what? Afraid of being drawn in. Drawn into what? That was
precisely what he did not know, but something that ever since his
first glimpse of Maradick at the Reform Club had been preparing.
It was that he saw, as he sat there thinking of it, that he
feared--this Something that was piling up outside him and with
which he had nothing to do at all.
Why should he mind because he had heard a girl say that she
was frightened and wanted to go home? And yet he did mind--minded
terribly and with increasing violence from every moment that
passed. The thought of that child without a friend and on the
very edge of an experience that might indeed be fatal for her,
the thought of it was more than he could endure.
He was clever at escaping things did they only give him a
moment's pause, but in this case the longer he thought about it
the harder it was to escape from. It was as though the girl had
made her personal appeal to himself.
But what an old scamp her father must be, Harkness thought, to
give her up like this to a man for whom she has no love, who
doesn't love her. Why did she do it? And what kind of a man is
the father-in-law of whom she is so afraid and who dominates his
son so absolutely? In any case I must go down to dinner. I must
just take what comes. . . .
Yes, but his prudence whispered, don't meddle in this affair
actively. It isn't the kind of thing in which you are likely to
distinguish yourself.
"No, by Jove, it isn't."
"Well, then, be careful."
"I mean to be." Then suddenly the girl's voice came sharp and
clear. "Damn it, I'll do anything I can," he cried aloud, jumped
from the bed and went downstairs.
14
As he went downstairs he felt a tremendous sense of
liberation. It was as though he had, after many hesitations and
fears, passed through the first room successfully and closed the
door behind him. Now there was the second room to be
confronted.
What he immediately confronted was the garden of the hotel.
The sun was slowly setting in the west, and great amber clouds,
spreading out in swathes of colour, ate up the blue.
The amber flung out arms as though it would embrace the whole
world. The deep blue ebbed from the sea, was pale crystal, then
from length to length a vast bronze shield. The amber receded as
though it had done its work, and myriads of little flecks of gold
ran up into the pale blue-white, thousands of scattered fragments
like coins flung in some God-like largesse.
The bronze sea was held rigid as though it were truly of
metal. The town caught the gold and all the windows flashed. In
the fresh evening light the grass of the lawn seemed to shine
with a fresh iridescence--the farther hills were coldly dark.
Several people were walking up and down the gravel paths,
pausing, before going in to dinner. In the golden haze only those
things stood out that were more important for the scene, nature,
as always, being more theatrical than any man-contrived theatre.
The stage being set, the principal actor made his entrance.
A window running to the gravel path caught the level rays of
the setting sun. A man stepped before this, stopping to light a
cigarette, and then, being there, stayed like an oriental image
staring out into the garden.
Harkness looked casually, then looked again, then, fascinated,
remained watching. He had never before seen such red hair nor so
white a face, nor so large a stone as the green one that shone in
a ring on the finger of his raised hand. He was lighting his
cigarette--it was after this that he fell into rigid
immobility--and the fire of the match caught the ring until, like
a great eye, it seemed to open, wink at Harkness, and then regard
him with a contemptuous stare.
The man's hair was
en brosse, standing straight on end
as Loge's used to do in the old pre-war Bayreuth "Ring." It was,
like Loge's, a flaming red, short, harsh, instantly arresting.
Evening dress. One small black pearl in his shirt. Very small
feet in shining shoes.
There had stuck in Harkness's mind a phrase that he had
encountered once in George Moore's description of Verlaine in
Memories and Opinions--"I shall not forget the glare of
the bald prominent forehead (
une tête glabre). . .
." That was the phrase now,
une tête glabre--the
forehead glaring like a challenge, the red hair springing from it
like something alive of its own independence. For the rest, this
interesting figure had a body round, short, and fat like a ball.
Over his protruding stomach stretched a white waistcoat with
three little plain black buttons.
The colour of his face had an unnatural pallor, something
theatrical like the clown in
Pagliacci, or again, like one
of Benda's masks. Yes, this was the truer comparison, because
through the mask the eyes were alive and beautiful, dark, tender,
eloquent, but spoilt because above them the eyebrows were so
faint as to be scarcely visible. The mouth in the white of the
face was a thin, hard, red scratch. The eyes stared into the
garden. The body soon became painted into the window behind it,
the round short limbs, the shining shoes, the little black pearl
in the gleaming shirt.
Harkness, from the shadow where he stood, looked and looked
again. Then, fearing that he might be perceived and his stare be
held offensive, he moved forward. The man saw him and, to
Harkness's surprise, stepped forward and spoke to him.
"I beg your pardon," he said; "but do you happen to have a
light? My cigarette did not catch properly and I have used my
last match."
Here was another surprise for Harkness. The voice was the most
beautiful that he had ever heard from man. Soft, exquisitely
melodious, with an inflection in it of friendliness, courtesy,
and culture that was enchanting. Absolutely without
affectation.
"Why, yes. Certainly," said Harkness.
He felt for his little gold matchbox, found it, produced a
match and, guarding it with his hand, struck it. In the light the
other's forehead suddenly sprang up again like a live thing. For
an instant two of his fingers rested on Harkness's hand. They
seemed to be so soft as to be quite boneless.
"Thank you. What an exquisite evening!"
"Yes," said Harkness. "This is a very beautiful place."
"Yes," said the other, "is it not? And this is incidentally
the best hotel in England."
The voice was so beautiful to Harkness, who was exceedingly
sensitive to sound, that his only desire was that by some means
he should prolong the conversation so that he might indulge
himself in the luxury of it.
"I have only just arrived," he said; "I came only an hour ago,
and it is my first visit."
"Is that so? Then you have a great treat in store for you.
This is splendid country round here, and although everyone has
been doing their best to spoil it, there are still some lovely
places. Treliss is the only town in Southern England where the
place is still triumphant over modern improvements."
There was a pause, then the man said:
"Will you be here for long?"
"I have made no plans," Harkness replied.
"I wish I could show you around a little. I know this country
very well. There is nothing I enjoy more than showing off some of
our beauties. But, unfortunately, I leave for abroad early
to-morrow morning."
Harkness thanked him. They were soon talking very freely,
walking up and down the gravel path. The exquisite modulation of
the man's voice, its rhythm, gentleness, gave Harkness such
delight that he could listen for ever. They spoke of foreign
countries. Harkness had travelled much and remembered what he had
seen. This man had been apparently everywhere.
Suddenly a gong sounded. "Ah, there's dinner." They paused.
The stranger said: "I beg your pardon. You tell me you are
American, and I know therefore that you are not hampered by
ridiculous conventionalities. Are you alone?"
"I am," said Harkness.
"Well, then--why not dine with us? There is myself, my son and
a charming girl to whom he has lately been married. Do me that
pleasure. Or, if people are a bore to you, be quite frank and say
so."
"I shall be delighted," said Harkness.
"Good. My name is Crispin."
"Harkness is mine."
They walked in together.
15
He had, as he walked into the hall, an overwhelming sense that
everything that was occurring to him had happened to him before,
and it was only part of this dream-conviction that Crispin should
pause and say: "Here they are, waiting for us," and lead him up
to the girl who, half an hour before, had been with him in the
little gallery. He had even a moment of protesting panic crying
to the little imp whose voice he had already heard that evening:
"Let me out of this. I am not so passive as you fancy. It is a
holiday I am here for. There is no knight errantry in me--you
have caught the wrong man for that."
But the girl's face stopped him. She was beautiful. He had
from the first instant of seeing her no doubt of that, and it was
as though her voice had already built her up for him in that dim
room.
Straight and dark, her face had child-like purity in its
rounded cheeks, its large brow and wondering eyes, its mouth set
now in proud determination, but trembling a little behind that
pride, its cheeks very soft and faintly coloured. Her hair was
piled up as though it were only recently that it had come to that
distinction. She was wearing a very simple white frock that
looked as though it had been made by some little local dressmaker
of her own place. She had been proud of it, delighted with it,
Harkness could be sure, perhaps only a week or two ago. Now
experiences were coming to her thick and fast. She was clutching
them all to her, determined to face them whatever they might be,
finding them, as Harkness knew from what he had overheard, more
terrible than she had ever conceived.
She had been crying, as he knew, only half an hour ago, but
now there were no traces of tears, only a faint shell-like flush
on her cheeks.
The man standing beside her was not much more than a boy, but
Harkness thought that he had seldom perceived an uglier
countenance. A large broad nose, a long thin face like a hatchet,
grey colourless eyes and a bony body upon which the evening
clothes sat awkwardly, here was ugliness itself, but the true
unpleasantness came from the cold aloofness that lay in the
unblinking eyes, the hard straight mouth.
"He might be walking in his sleep," Harkness thought, "for all
the life he's showing. What a pair for the girl to be in the
hands of!" Harkness was introduced.
"Hesther, my dear, this is Mr. Harkness, who is going to give
us the pleasure of dining with us. Mr. Harkness, this is my boy
Herrick."
The little man led the way, and it was interesting to perceive
the authoritative dignity with which he moved. He had a walk that
admirably surmounted the indignities that the short legs and
stumpy body would, in a less clever performer, have inevitably
entailed. He did not strut, nor trot, nor push out his stomach
and follow it with proud resolve.
His dignity was real, almost regal, and yet not absurd. He
walked slowly, looking about him as he went. He stopped at the
entrance of the dining-hall, now crowded with people, spoke to
the head waiter, a stout pompous-looking fellow, who was at once
obsequious, and started down the room to a reserved table.
The diners looked up and watched their progress, but Harkness
noticed that no one smiled. When they came to their table in the
middle of the room Mr. Crispin objected to it, and they were at
once shown to another one beside the window and looking out to
the sea.
"It will amuse you to see the room, Hesther. You sit there.
You can look out of the window too when you are bored with
people. Will you sit here, Mr. Harkness, on my right?"
Harkness was now opposite the girl and looking out to the sea
that was lit with a bronze flame that played on the air like a
searchlight. The window was slightly open, and he could hear the
sounds from the town, the merry-go-round, a harsh trumpet, and
once and again a bell.
"Do you mind that window?" Crispin asked him. "I think it is
rather pleasant. You don't mind it, Hesther dear? They are having
festivities down there this evening. The night of their annual
ceremony when they dance round the town--something as old as the
hill on which the town is built, I fancy. You ought to go down
and look at them, Mr. Harkness."
"I think I shall," Harkness replied, smiling.
He noticed that now that the man was seated he did not look
small. His neck was thick, his shoulders broad, that forehead in
the brilliantly-lit room absolutely gleamed, the red hair
springing up from it like a challenge. The mention of the dance
led Crispin to talk of other strange customs that he had known in
many parts of the world, especially in the East. Yes, he had been
in the East very often and especially in China. The old China was
going. You would have to hurry up if you were to see it with any
colour left. It was too bad that the West could not leave the
East alone.
"The matter with the West, Mr. Harkness, is that it always
must be improving everything and everybody. It can't leave well
alone. It must be thrusting its morals and customs on people who
have very nice ones of their own--only they are not Western,
that's all. We have too many conventional ideas over here.
Superstitious observances that are just as foolish as any in the
South Seas--more foolish indeed. Now I'm shocking you, Hesther,
I'm afraid. Hesther," he explained to Harkness, "is the daughter
of an English country doctor--a very fine fellow. But she hasn't
travelled much yet. She only married my son a month ago. This is
their honeymoon, and it is very nice of them to take their old
father along with them. He appreciates it, my dear."
He raised his glass and bowed to her. She smiled very faintly,
staring at him for an instant with her large brown eyes, then
looking down at her plate.
"I have been driven," Crispin explained, "into the East by my
collector's passions as much as anything. You know, perhaps, what
it is to be a collector, not of anything especial, but a
collector. Something in the blood worse than drugs or drink.
Something that only death can cure. I don't know whether you care
for pretty things, Mr. Harkness, but I have some pieces of jade
and amber that would please you, I think. I have, I think, one of
the best collections of jade in Europe."
Harkness said something polite.
"The trouble with the collector is that he is always so much
more deeply interested in his collection than anyone else is, and
he is not so interested in a thing when he owns it as he was when
he was wondering whether he could afford it.
"However, women like my jade. Their fingers itch. It is
pleasant to see them. Have you ever felt the collector's passion
yourself?"
"In a tiny way only," said Harkness. "I have always loved
prints very dearly, etchings especially. But I have so small and
unimportant a collection that I never dream of showing it to
anybody. I have not the means to make a real collection, but if I
were a millionaire it is in that direction that I think I would
go. Etchings are so marvellously human, unaccountably
personal."
"Why, Herrick, listen to that! Mr. Harkness cares about
etchings! We must show him some of ours. I have a 'Hundred
Guilders' and a 'De Jonghe' that are truly superb. Do you know my
favourite etcher in the world? I am sure that you will never
guess."
"There is a large field to choose from," said Harkness,
smiling.
"There is indeed. But Samuel Palmer is the man for me. You
will say that he goes oddly enough with my jade, but whenever I
travel abroad 'The Bellman' and 'The Ruined Tower' go with me.
And then Lepère--what a glorious artist! and Legros'
woolly trees, and our old friend Callot--yes, we have an
enthusiasm in common there."
For the first time Harkness addressed the girl directly:
"Do you also care about etchings, Mrs. Crispin?"
She flushed as she answered him: "I am afraid that I know
nothing about them. Our things at home were not very valuable, I
am afraid--except to us," she added.
She spoke so softly that Harkness scarcely caught her words.
"Ah, but Hesther will learn," Crispin said. "She has a fine taste
already. It needs only some more experience. You are learning
already, are you not, Hesther?"
"Yes," she answered almost in a whisper, then looked up
directly at Harkness. He could not mistake her glance. It was an
appeal absolutely for help. He could see that she was at the end
of her control. Her hand was trembling against the cloth. She had
been drinking some of her Burgundy, and he guessed that this was
a desperate measure. He divined that she was urging herself to
some act from which, during all these weeks, she had been
shuddering.
His own heart was beating furiously. The food, the wine, the
lights, Crispin's strange and beautiful voice were accompaniments
to some act that he saw now hanging in front of him, or rather
waiting, as a carriage waits, into which now of his own free-will
he is about to step to be whirled to some terrific
destination.
He tried to put purpose into his glance back to her, as though
he would say "Let me be of some use to you. I am here for that.
You can trust me."
He felt that she knew that she could. She might, such was her
case, trust anyone at this crisis, but she had been watching him,
he felt sure, throughout the meal, listening to his voice,
studying his movements, wondering, perhaps, whether he too were
in this conspiracy against her.
He had the sudden conviction that on an instant she had
resolved that she could trust him, and had he had time to do as
was usual with him, to step back and regard himself, he would
have been amazed at his own happiness.
They had come to the dessert. Crispin, as though he had no
purpose in life but to make everyone happy, was cracking walnuts
for his daughter-in-law and talking about a thousand things.
There was nothing apparently that he did not know and nothing
that he did not wish to hand over to his dear friends.
"It is too bad that I can't show you my 'Hundred Guilders.'"
He cracked a walnut, and his soft boneless fingers seemed
suddenly to be endued with an amazing strength. "But why
shouldn't I? What are you doing this evening?"
"I have no plans," said Harkness; "I thought I would go
perhaps down to the market and look at the fun."
"Yes--well. . . . Let me see. But that will fit splendidly. We
have an engagement for an hour or two--to say goodbye to an old
friend. Why not join us here at--say--half-past ten? I have my
car here. It is only half an hour's drive. Come out for an hour
or two and see my things. It will give me so much pleasure to
show you what I have. I can offer you a good cigar too and some
brandy that should please you. What do you say?"
Harkness looked across at the girl. "Thank you," he said
gravely, "I shall be delighted."
"That's splendid. Very good of you. The house also should
interest you. Very old and curious. It has a history too. I have
rented it for the last year. I shall be quite sorry to leave
it."
Then, smiling, he leant across--"What do you say, Hesther?
Shall we have our coffee outside?"
"Yes, thank you," she answered, with a curious childish
inflection as though she were repeating some lesson that was only
half remembered.
She rose and started down the room. Harkness followed her.
Half-way to the door Crispin was stopped for a moment by the head
waiter and stayed with his son.
Harkness spoke rapidly. "There is no time at all, but I want
you to know that I was in the room at the top of the house just
now when you were there. I heard everything. I apologise for
overhearing. I could not escape, but I want you to know that if
there's anything I can do--anything in the world--I will do it.
Tell me if there is. We have only a moment."
On looking back afterwards he thought it marvellous of her
that, realising who was behind them, she scarcely turned her
head, showed no emotion, but speaking swiftly, answered:
"Yes, I am in great trouble--desperate trouble. I am sure you
are kind. There is a thing you can do."
"Tell me," he urged. They were now nearly by the door and the
two men were coming up.
"I have a friend. I told him that if I would agree to his plan
I would send a message to him to-night. I did not mean to agree,
but now--I'm not brave enough to go on. He is to be at half-past
nine at a little hotel--'The Feathered Duck'--on the sea-front.
Any one will tell you where it is. His name is Dunbar. He is
young, short, you can't mistake him. He will be waiting there. Go
to him. Tell him I agree. I'll never forget . . ."
Crispin's forehead confronted them. "What do you say to this?
Here is a sheltered corner."
Dunbar? Dunbar? Where had he heard the name before?
They all sat down.
1
Quarter of an hour later he left them, making his excuses,
promising to return at half-past ten. He could not have stayed
another moment, sitting there quietly in his wicker arm-chair
looking out on the darkening garden, listening to Crispin's
pleasure in Peter Breughel, without giving some kind of vent to
his excitement.
He must get away and be by himself. Because--yes, he knew it,
and nothing could alter the vehement pulsating truth of it--he
was in love for the first time in his life.
As he threaded his way along the garden path that was at first
all that he could see--that he was in love with that child in the
shabby frock who was married to that odious creature, that
bag-of-bones, who had not opened his mouth the whole evening
long--that child terrified out of her life and appealing to him,
a stranger, in her despair, to help her. In love with a married
woman, he, Charles Percy Harkness? What would his two sisters,
nay, what would the whole of Baker, Oregon, say, did they
know?
But, bless you, he was not in love with her like that--no hero
of a modern realistic novel he! He had no thought in that first
ecstatic glow, of any thought for himself at all--only his eyes
were upon her, of how he could help her, how serve her, now--at
once--before it was too late.
He was deeply touched that she should trust him, but he also
realised that at that particular moment she would have trusted
anybody. And yet she had waited, watching him through all the
first part of that meal, making up her mind--there was some
tribute to him at least in that!
It was a considerable time before he could fight his way
behind his own singing happiness into any detailed consideration
of the facts.
He was in touch with real life at last, had it in both hands
like a magic ball of crystal, after which for so long he had been
searching.
Where had he been all his life, fancying that this was love
and that? That ridiculous touching of hands over a tea-cup, that
fancied glance at a crowded party, that half-uttered suggested
exchange of gimcrack phrases? And this! Why, he could not have
stopped himself had he wished! None of the old considered caution
to which he had now grown so accustomed that it had seemed like
part of his very soul, could have any say in this. He was
committed up to his very boots in the thing, and he was glad,
glad, glad!
Meanwhile he had lost his way. He pulled himself up short. He
had been walking just in any direction. He was in a far part of
the garden. A lawn in the twilight, like dark glass beneath whose
surface green water played, stretched between scattered trees and
beds of flowers now grey and shadowy. Sparks of fire were already
scattered across a sky that was smoky with coils of mist as
though some giant train had but now thundered through on its
journey to Paradise. Little whistles of wind stole about the
garden making secret appointments among the trees. Somewhere near
to him a fountain was splashing, and behind the lingering liquid
sound of it he could hear the merry-go-round and the drum. He
cared little about the dance now, but in some fashion he must
pass the time until nine-thirty, when he would see her friend and
learn what he might do.
Her friend? A sudden agitation held him. Her friend? Had she a
lover? Was that all that there was behind this--that she had
married in haste, for money, luxury, to see the world, perhaps,
and now that she had had a month of it with that miserable
bag-of-bones and his painted, talkative father, discovered that
she could not endure it and called to her aid some earlier lover?
Was that all that his fine knight-errantry came to, that he
should assist in some vulgar ordinary intrigue? He stopped,
standing beside a small white gate that led out from the garden
into the road. It was as though the gate held him from the outer
world and he would never pass through it until this was decided
for him. Her face came before him as she had sat there on the
other side of the table, as it had been when their glances met.
No, he did not doubt her for an instant.
Whatever her experiences of the last month she was pure in
heart and soul as some child at her mother's knee. She had her
pride, her pluck, her resolve, but also, above all else, her
innocent simplicity, her ignorance of all the evil in the world.
And as though the most urgent problem of all his life had been
solved, he gave the little white gate a push and stepped through
it into the open road.
2
He was now in the country to the left of, and above, the town.
He could see its lights clustered, like gold coins thrown into
some capacious lap, there below him in the valley.
He struck off along a path that led between deeply scented
fields and that led straight down the hill. He began now more
soberly to consider the facts of the case, and a certain
depression stole about him. He didn't after all see very well
what he would be able to do. They were going, on the following
morning, the three of them, abroad, and once there how was he to
effect any sort of rescue?
The girl was apparently quite legally married, and, although
the horrible young Crispin had been silent and sinister, there
were no signs that he was positively cruel. The deeper Harkness
looked into it the more he was certain that the secret of the
whole mystery lay in the older Crispin--it was of him that the
girl was terrified rather than the son. Harkness did not know how
he was sure of this, he could trace no actual words or looks, but
there--yes, there the centre of the plot lay.
The man was strange and queer enough to look at, but a more
charming companion you could not find. He had been nothing but
amiable, friendly, and courteous. His attitude to his
daughter-in-law had been everything that anyone could wish. He
had seemed to consider her in every possible way.
Harkness, with his American naïveté of conduct,
was fond of the word "wholesome," or rather, had he not spent so
much of his life in Europe, would have found it his highest term
of praise to call his fellow-man "a regular feller!" Crispin
Senior was
not "a regular feller" whatever else he might
be. There had, too, been one moment towards the end of dinner
when a waiter, passing, had jolted the little man's chair. There
had been for an instant a glance that Harkness now, in his
general survey of the situation, was glad to have caught--a
glance that seemed to tear the pale powdered mask away for the
moment and to show a living moving visage, something quite other,
something the more alive in contrast with its earlier immobility.
Once, years before, Harkness had seen in the Naples Aquarium two
octopi. They lay like grey slimy stones at the bottom of the
shining sun-lit tank. An attendant had let down through the water
a small frog at the end of a string. The frog had nearly reached
the bottom of the tank when in one flashing instant the pile of
shiny stone had been a whirling sickening monster, tentacles,
thousands of them it seemed, curving, two loathsome eyes glowing.
In one moment of time the frog was gone and in another moment the
muddy pile was immobile once again. An unpleasant sight. Were the
etchings of Samuel Palmer Crispin's only appetite? Harkness
fancied not.
3
Plunging almost recklessly down the hill he was soon in the
town, and, pushing his way through two or three narrow little
streets, found himself in the market-place.
He caught his breath at the strange transformation of the
place since his last view of it more than three hours before. He
learnt later that this dance was held always as the Grand Finale
of the Three Days' Annual Fair, and on the last of the days there
is an old custom that, from four-thirty to six-thirty no trading
shall be done, but that everyone shall entertain or be
entertained within their homes. This pause had its origin, I
should fancy, in some kind of religious ceremony, to ask the Good
God's blessing on the trading of the three days, but it had
become by now a most convenient interval for the purpose of
drinking healths, so that when, at seven o'clock, all the
citizens of the town poured out of their doors once again, they
were truly and happily primed for the fun of the evening.
Harkness found, therefore, what at first seemed to be naked
pandemonium, and, stepping into it, crossed into the third room
of his house of delivery.
The old buildings--the town hall, the church, the old grey
tower--were lit up as though by some supernatural splendour, all
the lights of the booths, the hanging clusters of fairy lamps,
and in the very middle of the place, a huge bonfire flinging arms
of flame to heaven.
In one corner there was the merry-go-round, a twisting,
heaving, gesticulating monster screaming out "Coal Black Mammy of
Mine," and suddenly whooping with its own excitement, showing so
much emotion that it would not have been surprising to find it,
at any moment, leap its bearings and come hurtling down into the
middle of the crowd.
The booths were thick with buyers and sellers, and every one,
to Harkness's excited fancy, seemed to be screaming at the
highest pitch of his or her strident voice.
Here was everything for sale--hats, feathers, coats, skirts,
dolls, wooden dolls, rag dolls, china dolls, monkeys on sticks,
ribbons, gloves, shoes, umbrellas, pies, puddings, cakes, jams,
oranges, apples, melons, cucumbers, potatoes, cabbages,
cauliflowers, brooches, diamonds (glass), rubies (glass),
emeralds (glass), prayer books, bibles, pictures (King George,
Queen Mary), cups, plates, tea-pots, coffeepots, rabbits, white
mice, dogs, sheep, pigs, one grey horse, tables, chairs, beds,
and one wooden house on wheels. More than these, much more. And
around them, about them, in and out of them, before them and
beside them and behind them men, women, children, singing,
crying, shouting, sneezing, laughing, hiccuping, quarrelling,
kissing, arguing, denying, confirming, whistling, and snoring.
Men of the sea bronzed with dark hair, flashing eyes, rings on
their fingers and bells on their toes; men of the fields, the
soil interpenetrated with the very soul of their being, bearded
to the eyes, broad-shouldered, broad-buttocked, their Sunday
coats flapping over their corduroy thighs, their rough thick
necks moving restlessly in their unaccustomed collars; women of
the fair with eyes like black coals; gipsy women straight from
the tents with crimson kerchiefs and black hair piled high under
feathered hats; women of the town with soft voices, sidling eyes,
and creeping hands; women of the farm with gaze wondering and
adrift, hands like leather, children at their skirts; women
householders with their purses carefully clutched, their hands
feeling the cabbages, pinching the cauliflowers, estimating the
chairs and tables, stroking the china; young boys and girls,
confidence in their gaze, timidity in their hearts, suddenly
catching hands, suddenly embracing, suddenly triumphant on their
merry-go-round, suddenly everything, conscious of the last penny
burning deep down in the pocket, conscious of love, conscious of
appetite, conscious of possible remorse, conscious of blood
pounding in their veins. And the magicians, the wonder workers,
the steal-a-pennies, the old men with white beards and trays of
coloured treasures, the bold bad men with their thimble and their
penny, the little stumpy fellow with his cards, the long thin
melancholy fellow with his medicines, the thick jolly drunken
fellow with his tales of the sea, the twisty
turn-his-head-both-ways fellow with his gold watches and silver
chains, the red wizard with his fortunes in envelopes, his magic
on strings of coloured paper, his mysterious signs and
countersigns whispered into blushing ears. And then the children
that should have been in bed hours ago--little children, large
children, young children, old children, fat children, thin
children, children clinging to mother's skirts, children running
in and out, like mice, between legs and trousers, children riding
on father's shoulder, children sticky with sweets and sucking
their thumbs, children screaming with pleasure, shrieking with
terror, howling with weariness--and one child all by itself on
the steps of the Town Hall, curled up and fast asleep.
Away, to one side of the place, just as he had been there
fifteen years ago when Maradick had been present, was a preacher,
aloft on an overturned box, singing with hand raised, his thin
earnest face illumined with the lights, his scant hair blowing in
the breeze. Around him a thin scattering of people singing just
as fifteen years ago they had sung:
So like little candles
We shall shine,
You in your small corner
And I in mine.
The same recipe, the same cure, the same key offered to the
unlocking of the same mysterious door--and so it will be to the
end of created life--Amen!
The hymn was over. The preacher's voice was raised. Children
step to the edge of the circle, looking up with wondering eyes,
their fingers in their mouths.
"And so, dear friends, we have offered to us here the Blood of
the Lamb for our salvation. Can we refuse it? What right have we
to disregard our salvation? I tell you, my dear friends, that
Judgement is upon us even now. There cometh the night when no man
may work. How shall we be found? Sleeping? With our sins heavy
upon us? There is yet time. The hour is not yet. Let us remember
that God is merciful--there is still time given us for
repentance--"
The Town Hall clock stridently, with clanging verberation,
heard clearly above all the din, struck nine.
4
Even as the strokes sounded in the air the wide doors of the
Town Hall unfolded and a tall stout man, dressed in the cocked
hat and the cape and cloak of a Dickensian beadle, appeared.
Flaming red they were, and very fine and important he looked as
he stood there on the steps, his legs spread, holding his gold
staff in his hands. He was attended by several other gentlemen
who looked down with benignant approval upon the crowd, and by a
drum, a trumpet, and a flute, these last being instruments rather
than men.
A crowd began to gather at the foot of the steps and the
beadle to address them at the top of his voice, but unlike his
rival, the preacher, his voice did not carry very far.
And now the Fair, having only five minutes more of life before
it, lifted itself into a final screaming manifestation. Now was
the time for which the wise and the cautious had been waiting
throughout the three days of the Fair--the moment when all the
prices would tumble down with a rush because it was now or never.
The merry-go-round shrieked; the animals bellowed, lowed, mooed,
and grunted; the purchasers argued, quarrelled, shouted, and
triumphed; the preacher and his followers sang and sang again;
the bells clanged, the gas-jets flared, the bonfire rose
furiously to heaven. But meanwhile the crowd was growing larger
and larger around the Town Hall steps; they came with penny
whistles and horns and hand-bells and even tea-trays. Then
suddenly, strong above the babel, carried by men's stout voices,
the song began:
Now, gentles all, attend this song,
Tra-la, la-la, Tra-la,
It is but short, it can't be long,
Tra-la-la-la, Tra-la,
How Farmer Brown one summer day
Was in his field a-gathering hay,
When by there came a pretty maid
Who smiling sweetly to him said,
Tra-la-la-la-Tra-la.
Then Farmer Brown, though forty year,
Tra-la, la-la, Tra-la,
When he that pretty voice did hear,
Tra-la-la-la, Tra-la,
He threw his fork the nearest ditch
And caught the maiden tightly, which
Was what she wanted him to do,
And so the same would all of you,
Tra-la-la-la-Tra-la.
But she withdrew from his embrace,
Tra-la, la-la, Tra-la,
And mocked poor Farmer to his face,
Tra-la-la-la, Tra-la, And danced away along the
lane,
And cried, "Before I'm here again,
Poor Farmer Brown, you'll dance with Pain,"
Tra-la-la-la-Tra-la.
And that was true, as you shall hear,
Tra-la, la-la, Tra-la,
Poor Farmer Brown danced many a year,
Tra-la-la-la, Tra-la, But never once that maid
did see,
He grew as aged as aged could be,
And danced into Eterni-tee,
Tra-la-la-la-Tra-la.
The red-flaming beadle moved down the steps, and behind him
came the drum, the trumpet, and the flute. The drum, a stout
fellow with wide-spreading legs, had from the practice of many a
year, and his father and grandfather having been drummers before
him, caught the exact measure of the tune. Along the market-place
went the beadle, the drum, the trumpet, and the flute.
For a moment a marvellous silence fell.
To Harkness this silence was exquisite. The myriad stars, the
high buildings, their façades ruby-coloured with the
leaping light, the dark piled background, the crowd humming now
with quiet, like water on the boil, the glow of rich suffused
colour sheltering everything with its beautiful cloak, the rich
voices tossing into the air the jolly song, the sense of
well-being and the tradition of the lasting old time and the
spirit of England eternally fresh and sturdy and strong; all this
sank into his very soul and seemed to give him some hint of the
deliverance that was, very soon, to come to him.
Then the procession definitely formed. All the voices--men's,
women's, and children's alike--caught it up. One--two--three,
one--two--three. The drum, the trumpet, and the flute came to
them through the air:
How Farmer Brown one summer day
Was in his field a-gathering hay,
When by there came a pretty maid
Who smiling sweetly to him said,
Tra-la-la-la-Tra-la.
He was never to be sure whether or no he had intended to join
in the dance. He was not aware of more than the colour, the
lights, the rhythm of the tune, when a man like a mountain caught
him by the arm, shouting, "Now we're off, brother--now we're
off," and he was carried along.
There had always been a superstition about the dance that to
join in it, to be in it from the beginning to the end, meant the
best of good luck, and to miss it was misfortune. There was,
therefore, now a flinging from all sides of eager bodies into the
fray. No one must be left out, and as the path between the line
of bodies and houses was a narrow one, everyone was pressed close
together, and as there had been much friendly swilling of beer
and ale, everyone was in the highest humour, shouting, laughing,
singing, ringing their bells, and blowing their whistles.
Harkness was crushed in upon his enormous friend so completely
that he had no other impression for the moment but of a vast
expanse of heaving, leaping, corduroy waistcoat, of a hard brass
button in his eye, and of himself clutching with both hands to a
shiny trouser that must hold himself from falling. But they were
off indeed! Four of them now in a row and the song was swinging
fine and strong. One--two--three, one--two--three. Forward bend,
one leg in air, backward bend, t'other leg in air, forward bend
again, down the market-place and round the corner, voices raised
in one tremendous song.
He was easier now and able more clearly to realise his
position. One arm was tightly wedged in that of his companion,
and he could feel the thick welling muscles taut through the
stuff of the shirt. On the other side of him was a girl, and he
could feel her hand pressing on his sleeve. On her side, again,
was a young man--her lover. He said so, and shouted it to the
world.
He leaned across her and cried out her beauties as they moved,
and she threw her head back and sang.
The giant on the hither side seemed to have taken Harkness
into his especial protection. He had been drinking well, but it
had done him no order of harm. Only he loved the world and
especially Harkness. He felt, he knew, that Harkness was a
stranger from "up-along." On an average day he would have
resented him, been suspicious of him, and tried "to do him out of
some of his blasted money." But to-night he would be his friend
and protect him from the world.
He would rather have had a girl crooked there under his arm,
but the girl he had intended to have had somehow missed him when
the fun began--but it didn't matter--the beer made everything
glorious for him--and after all he had two daughters "nigh grown
up," and his old missus was around somewhere, and it was just as
good he didn't slip into any sort of mischief, which it was easy
to do on a night like this--and his name was Gideon. All this he
confided to Harkness while the procession halted, for a minute or
two, at the corner of the market-place to pull itself straight
before it started down the hill.
He had his arm around Harkness's neck and words poured from
him. Gideon what or something Gideon? It didn't matter. Gideon it
was and Gideon it would be so long as Harkness's memory
remained.
All the soil of the English country, all the deep lanes with
their high dark hedges, the russet cornfields with their sudden
dips to the sea, the high ridges with the white cottages perched
like birds resting against the sky, the smell of the earth, the
savour of the leaves wet after rain, the thick smoke and damp of
the closed-in rooms, the mud, the clay, the running streams, the
wind through the thick-sheltering trees--all these were in
Gideon's speech as he stood, close pressed, thigh to thigh with
Harkness.
He was happy although he knew not why, and Harkness was happy
because he was in love for the first time in his life and tingled
from head to foot with that knowledge. And up and down and all
around it was the same. This was the night of all the nights of
the year when enmities were forgotten and new friendships made.
As Maradick once had felt the current of love running strong and
true through a thousand souls, so Harkness felt it now, and, as
with Maradick once, so with Harkness now, it seemed strange that
life might not be simply run, that the lion might not lie down
with the lamb, that nations might not be for ever at peace the
one with another, and that the Grand Millennium might not
immediately be at hand.
All beer you say? Maybe, and yet not altogether so. Something
anxious and longing in the human heart was rising, free and
strong, that night, and would never again entirely leave some of
the hearts that knew it.
Harkness for one. There were to be many years in the future
when he was to feel again the beating of Gideon's heart under his
arm. Something of Gideon's was his, and something of his was
Gideon's for evermore, though they would never meet again.
5
And now the procession was arranged. Harkness, looking back,
could see how it stretched, a winding serpent black in the
shadows of the leaping bonfire, through the Square. They were off
again. The drum had started. Down the hill they went, all packed
together, all swinging with the tune. A kind of divine frenzy
united them all. Young and old, men and women, married and
single, good and evil, vicious and virtuous, all were together
bound in one chain. Harkness was with them. For the first time in
all his life, restraint was flung aside. He did not smell the
beer, nor did the sweat of the perspiring bodies offend his
sensitive nostrils, nor the dung from the fields, nor the fishy
odours of the sea. With Gideon on one side and a young man's girl
on the other, he swung through the town.
Details for a time eluded him. He was singing the song at the
top of his voice, but what words he was singing he could not have
told you; he was dancing to the measure, but for the life of him
he could not have afterwards repeated the rhythm.
They swung down into the heart of the town. The doors of all
the houses were crowded with the very aged and the very young,
who stood laughing and crying out, pointing to their friends and
acquaintances, laughing at this and cheering at that.
And always more were joining in, pushing their way, dancing
the more energetically because they had missed the first five
minutes. Now they were down on the fish-market all sprinkled with
silver under the little moon and the cloth of stars. Here the
wind from the sea came to meet them, and through the music and
the singing and the laughter and the press-press of the dancing
crowd could be heard the faint breath of the tide on the shore
"seep-seep-sough-sough," wistful and powerful, remaining for ever
when they all were gone. The sheds of the fish-market were gaunt
and dark and deserted. For one moment all the naked place was
filled with colour and movement. Then up the hill they all
pressed.
It was difficult up the hill. There were breaths and pants and
"Eh, sirs," and "Oh, the poor worm," and "But my heart's
beating," and "I cannot! I cannot!" One woman fell, was picked up
and planted by the side of the road, a young man staying with
melancholy kindness beside her. The rest passed on.
Soon they were at the top of the hill before they turned to
the left again back into the town. And this was Harkness's
greatest moment. For an instant the dance paused, and just then
it happened that Harkness was at the highest point of the
climb.
Catching his breath, his hand to his heart, for he was out of
training and the going had been hard, he looked about him. Below
him to the right and to the left and to the farthest horizon the
sea, a grey silk shadow, hung, so soft, so gentle, that the stars
that crackled above it seemed to be taunting it with its
lethargy. On the other side of the hill was all the clustered
town, and before him and behind him the dark multitudes of human
beings.
He was happy, ecstatically happy. Pressed close to Gideon, who
was drinking something out of a bottle, he was unconscious of any
personality--only that time had found for him, it seemed, a
solution to the whole problem of life. The sea-wind fanning his
temples, the salt snap of the sea, the pounding of his own heart
in union with that other heart of his companion who was with
him--all these things together made of him, who had been always
afraid and timorous and edged with caution, a triumphant
soul.
And it was good that it was so, because of all that he would
be called upon to do that night.
Gideon put his arm around him, pressing him close to him, and
pushed the bottle up to his lips. "Drink, brother," he said.
"Drink, then, my dear." And Harkness drank.
Now they were starting down the hill into the town once more,
and the dance reached the height of its madness.
He threw his fork the nearest ditch
And caught the maiden tightly, which
Was what she wanted him to do,
And so the same would all of you,
Tra-la-la-la-Tra-la.
They screamed, they shrieked, they tumbled on to one another,
they held on where they could, they swung from side to side. The
red beadle himself caught the frenzy, flinging his fat body now
here, now there. The very houses and the cobbles of the streets
seemed to swing and sway as the lights flashed and flared. All
the bells of the town were pealing. In the market-place they were
setting off the fireworks, and the rockets, green and red and
gold, streaked the purple sky and fought for rivalry with the
stars. All the sky now was scattered with sparks of gold. From
the highest heaven to the lowest of man's ditches the world
crackled and split and sang.
Now was the moment when all enmities were truly forgotten,
when love was declared without fear, when lips sought lips and
hands clasped hands, and heaven opened and all the human souls
marched in.
Tra-la-la-la-Tra-la
Tra-la-la-la-Tra-la.
Back into the market-place they all tumbled; then, standing in
a serried mass as the beadle and his followers mounted the Town
Hall steps, they shouted:
"All together: One--two--three.
One--Two--Three.
ONE. TWO. THREE.
HURRAY! HURRAY! HURRAY!"
The dance of all the hearts was, for one more year, at an
end.
6
Everyone was splitting up into little groups, some to look at
the fireworks, some to have a last drink together, some to creep
off into the dark shadows and there confirm their vows, some to
drive home on their carts and waggons to their distant farms,
some to sit in their homes for a last chatting about all the
news, some to go straight to their beds--the common impulse was
over although it would not be forgotten.
Harkness looked around to find Gideon, but that giant was gone
nor was he ever to see him again. He paused there panting, happy,
forgetting for an instant everything but the fun and freedom that
he had just passed through. Then, as though it would forcibly
remind him, the Town Hall clock struck half-past nine.
He spoke to a man standing near him:
"Can you kindly tell me where a hotel called 'The Feathered
Duck' is?" he asked.
"Certainly," said the man, wiping the sweat from the hair
matted on his forehead. "It's out on the sea front. Go down High
Street--that'll take you to the sea front. Then walk to your
right and it's about five houses down."
Harkness thanked him and hurried away. He had no difficulty in
finding the High Street, but there how strange to walk so quietly
down it, hearing your own foot tread, watched by all the silent
houses, when only five minutes ago you had been whirling in
Dionysian frenzy! He was on the sea front and two steps
afterwards was looking up at the quiet and modest exterior of
"The Feathered Duck."
The long road stretched shining and sleek. Not a living soul
about. The little hotel offered a discreet welcome with plants in
large green pots, one on either side of the door, a light warm
enough to greet you and not too startling to frighten you, and
the knob gleaming like an inviting eye.
Harkness pushed open the door and entered. The hall was
anæmic and dark, with the trap to catch visitors some way
down on the right. There seemed to be no one about. Harkness
pushed open a door and at once found himself in one of those
little hotel drawing-rooms that are so peculiarly British,
compounded as they are of ferns and discretion, convention and an
untuned piano. In this little room a young man was sitting alone.
Harkness knew at once that his search was over. He knew where it
was that he had heard the name Dunbar before--this was his young
man of the high road, the wandering seaman and the serious
appointment, the young man of his expectant charge.
There was yet, however, room for mistake, and so he waited
standing in the doorway. The young man was bending forward in a
red plush armchair, eagerly watching. He recognised Harkness at
once as his friend of the afternoon.
"Hullo!" he said, and then hurriedly, "why, what
has
been happening to you?"
Harkness stepped forward into the room. "To me?" he said.
"Why, yes. You're sweating. Your collar's undone. You look as
though you had run a mile."
"Oh that!" Harkness blushed, fingering his collar, that had
broken from its stud. "I've been dancing."
"Dancing?"
"Yes. All round the town. Like the lion and the unicorn."
"Oh, I heard you. On any other night--" He broke off. During
this time he had been watching Harkness with a curious
expression, something between eagerness, distrust, and an
impatience which he was finding very difficult to conceal. He
said nothing more. Harkness also was silent. They stared the one
at the other, and could hear beyond the door the noises of the
little hotel, a shrill female voice, the rattle of plates, some
man's laughter.
At last Harkness said: "Your name is Dunbar, isn't it?"
The young man, instead of answering, asked his own question.
"Look here, what the devil are you after? I don't say that it is
or it isn't, but anyway why do
you want to know?"
"It's only this," said Harkness slowly, "that if your name
is Dunbar, then I have a message for you."
"You
have?"
He started out of his chair, standing up in front of Harkness
as though challenging him.
"Yes, a friend of yours asked me to come here, to meet you at
half-past nine and tell you that she agrees to your
proposal--"
"She does? . . . At last!"
Then his voice changed to suspicion. "You seem to be a lot in
this. Forgive my curiosity. I don't want to seem rude, but
meeting me on the hill this afternoon and now this. . . . I've
got to be so
damn careful--"
"My name is Harkness. It was quite by chance that I was
walking down the hill this afternoon and met you. As I told you
then, I was on my way to 'The Man-at-Arms.' This evening I
offered my help to a lady there who seemed to be in distress, and
asked her whether there was anything that I could do. She asked
me to bring you that message. There was no one else for her to
ask."
Dunbar stared at Harkness, then suddenly held out his hand.
"Jolly decent of you. I won't forget it. My name is Dunbar, as
you know, David Dunbar."
"And mine Harkness, Charles Harkness."
"I can't tell you what you've done for me by bringing me that
message. Here, don't go for a minute. Have something, won't
you?"
"Yes, I think I will," said Harkness, conscious of a sudden
weariness.
"What shall it be? Whisky? Small soda?"
They sat down. Dunbar touched a bell and then, in silence,
they waited. Harkness was humorously conscious that he seemed to
be the younger of the two. The boy had taken complete command of
the situation.
The older man was also aware that there was some very actual
and positive situation here that was developing under his eyes.
As he sat there, sticking to the plush of his chair, listening to
the ridiculous chatter of the marble clock, staring into the
Wardour Street Puritans of "When did you see father last?" he
felt urgency beating in upon them both. A shabby waiter looked in
upon them, received his order, and departed.
Dunbar suddenly plunged. "Look here, I know I can trust you,
I'm sure of it. And
she trusted you, so that should be
enough for me. But--would you mind--telling me exactly how it
happened that you got this message?"
"Certainly," Harkness said. "I--"
"Wait," Dunbar interrupted; "forgive me, but drop your voice,
will you? One doesn't know who's hanging round here."
They drew their chairs closer together, and Harkness, sitting
forward, continued. "I had dressed for dinner early. A friend of
mine in London had told me that there was a little old room at
the top of the hotel that was well worth seeing. I guess, like
most Americans, I care for old-fashioned things, so I got to the
top of the house and found the room. I was up in a little gallery
at the back when two people came in, a man and a girl. They began
to talk before I could move or let them know I was there. It was
all too quick for me to do anything. The girl begged the man, to
whom she was apparently married, to let her go home for a week
before they went abroad, and the man refused. That was all there
was, but the girl's terror struck me as extreme--"
"My God!" Dunbar broke in, "if you only knew!"
"Well, I was touched by that, and I didn't like the man's face
either. They went out. I came down to dinner. While I was waiting
in the garden an extraordinary man spoke to me--extraordinary to
look at, I mean--short, fat, red hair--"
"You needn't describe him," Dunbar interrupted, "I know
him."
"He came and asked me for a match. He was very polite, and
finally invited me to dine with him, his son, and
daughter-in-law. I accepted. Of course the son and
daughter-in-law were the two that I had overheard up-stairs. I
saw that throughout dinner she was in great distress, and at the
end as we were leaving the room I let her know that I had
overheard her inadvertently before dinner, and that I was eager
to help her if there was any way in which I could do so. We had
only a moment, Crispin and his son were close upon us. She was, I
suppose, at the end of her endurance and snatched at any chance,
so she told me to do this--to find you here and give you that
message--that's all--absolutely all."
The door opened, making both men turn apprehensively. It was
only the shabby little waiter with his tray and the whiskies. He
set down the glasses, split the soda, and stared at them both as
Dunbar paid him.
"Will that be all, gentlemen?" he asked, scratching his
ear.
"Everything," said Dunbar abruptly.
"Gentlemen sleeping here?"
"No, we're not. Good night."
"Good night, sir." With a little sigh the waiter withdrew. The
door closed, and instantly the ferns in the pots, the plush
chairs and sofa closed round as though they also wanted to
hear.
"It's an extraordinary piece of luck," Dunbar began. Then he
hesitated. "But I don't want to bother you with any more of this.
It isn't your affair. You've come into it, after all, only by
accident--"
He hesitated as though he were making an invitation to
Harkness. And Harkness hesitated. He saw that this was his last
opportunity of withdrawal. Once again he could hear the voice of
the imp behind his shoulder: "Well, clear out if you want to. You
have still plenty of time. And this is positively the last chance
I give you--"
He drank his whisky and, drinking, crossed his Rubicon.
"No, no, I am interested, tremendously interested. Tell me
anything you care to, and if I can be of any help--"
"No, no," Dunbar assured him, "I'm not going to drag you into
it. You needn't be afraid of that."
"But I
am in it!" Harkness answered, smiling; "I'm
going back with Crispin to his house this evening!"
7
The effect of that upon Dunbar was fantastic. The young man
jumped from his chair crying:
"You're going back?"
"Yes."
"To the house?"
"Why, yes!"
"And to-night!"
He stared down at him as though he could not believe the
evidence of his ears nor of his eyes nor of anything that was
his. Then he finished his whisky with a desperate gulp.
"But what's pushing you into this anyway?" he cried at last.
"You don't look like the kind of man--And yet there you were on
the hill this afternoon, and then at the hotel and overhearing
what Hesther said, and then dining with the man and his asking
you--He did ask you, didn't he?"
"Of course he asked me," Harkness answered. "You don't suppose
I'd have gone if he didn't."
"No, I don't suppose you would," agreed Dunbar. "I bet he
offered to show you his jewels and his pictures, his
collections."
"Yes," said Harkness, "he did."
"Well, that's just a miracle of good luck for me, that's all.
You can help me to-night, help me marvellously. But I don't like
to ask you. Things might turn out all wrong and then we'd all be
in for a bad time and that wouldn't be fair to you." He paused,
thinking, then he went on. "I'll tell you what I'll do. You saw
that girl to-night and talked to her, didn't you?"
Harkness nodded his head.
"You saw that she was a damned fine girl?"
Harkness nodded again.
"Worth doing a lot for. Well, I'll put the whole story to
you--let you have it all. We've got nearly three-quarters of an
hour. I can tell you most of it in that time, and then you can
make up your mind. If, when I've told you everything, you decide
to have nothing whatever to do with it, that's all right. There's
no obligation on you at all, of course. But if you
did
help me, being in the house at that very time, it would make the
whole difference. My God, yes!" he ended with a sigh of
eagerness, staring at Harkness.
Harkness sat there, thinking only of the girl. His own
personal history, the town, the dance, Crispin and his son, all
these things had faded away from his mind; he saw only her--as
she had been when turning her head for a moment she had spoken to
him with such marvellous self-control.
He loved her just as she stood there granting him permission
to help her. His own prayer was that it might not be long before
he was allowed to help her again. He was recalled to the
immediate moment by Dunbar's voice:
"You'll forgive me if I go back to the beginning of
things--it's the only way really to explain. Have you ever heard
of Polchester, a town in Glebeshire, north of this? There's a
rather famous cathedral there."
"Yes," said Harkness, "I thought I might go there from
here."
"Well," Dunbar went on, "out of Polchester about ten miles
there's a village--Milton Haxt. I was born there and so was
Hesther. Her name was Hesther Tobin, and she was the only
daughter of the doctor of the place--she had two brothers younger
than herself. We've known one another all our lives."
"Wait a moment," Harkness interrupted; "are you and she the
same age?"
"No. I'm thirty, she's only twenty."
"You look younger than that, or you did this afternoon, I'm
not so sure now." Indeed the boy seemed to have acquired some new
weight and responsibility as he sat there.
"No," he went on. "When I said that we'd known one another
always I mean that she's always known about me. I used to take
her on my knee and toss her up and down. That was where all the
trouble began. If she hadn't been always used to me and fancied
that I was years older than she--a kind of grandfather--she'd
have married me."
"Married you!" Harkness brought out.
"Yes. I can't remember a time when I wasn't in love with her.
I always was, and she never was with me. She liked me--she likes
me now--but she's always been so used to the idea of me. I've
always been David Dunbar--and that's all--a friend who was always
there, but nothing more. There was just a moment when I was
missing for six months in the middle of the war, I think she
really cared then--but soon they heard that I was safe in Germany
and it was all as it had been before."
"Were her father and mother living?" Harkness asked.
"Her father. Her mother died when her youngest brother was
born, when she was only six years old. The mother's death upset
the father and he took to drink. He'd always been inclined that
way I expect. He was too brilliant a doctor to have landed in
that small village without there being some reason. Well, after
Mrs. Tobin's death there was simply one trouble after another.
Tobin's patients deserted him. The big house on the hill had to
be sold and they moved into a small one in the village. He had
been a big, jolly, laughing, generous man before; now he was
always quarrelling with everybody, insulting the few patients
left to him, and so on. Hesther was wonderful. How she kept the
house together all those years nobody knew. There was very little
she didn't know about life by the time she was ten years
old--ordinary life, I mean, not this damned Crispin monstrosity.
She always had the pluck and courage of the devil, and you can
fancy what I felt just now when you told me about her asking
young Crispin to let her off. That
swine!"
He paused for a moment, then went on hurriedly:
"But we haven't much time. I must buck ahead. I was quite an
ordinary sort of fellow, of course, but there was nothing I
wouldn't do for her if I got a chance. I helped her sometimes,
but not so much as I'd have liked. She was always terribly proud.
All the things that happened at home made her hold up her head in
a kind of defiance.
"The odd thing was that she loved her father, and the worse he
got the more she loved him. But she loved her young brothers
still more. She was mother, sister, nurse, everything to them,
and would be still if she'd been let alone. They were nice little
chaps too, only a lot younger, of course--one three years, one
six. One's in the Navy--very decent fellow--and if he'd been home
he'd never have allowed any of this to happen.
"Well, the war came when she was quite a kid. I was away most
of that time. Then in 1918 my father died and left me a bit of
property there in Milton. I came home and asked her to marry me.
She thought I was pitying her, and anyway she didn't love me. And
I hadn't enough of this world's goods to make the old man keen
about me.
"Then this devil came along." Dunbar stopped for a moment.
They both listened. There was not a sound in the whole house.
"What brought him to a village like yours?" asked Harkness,
lowering his voice. "I shouldn't have thought that a man like
that--"
"No, you wouldn't," said Dunbar. "But that's one of his
passions apparently, suddenly landing on some small village where
there's a big house and bossing everyone around him. . . . I
shall never forget the day I first saw him. It was just about a
year ago.
"I had heard that some foreigner had taken Haxt, that was the
big house in Milton that the Dombeys, the owners, were too poor
to keep up. Soon all the village was talking. Furniture arrived,
then lots of servants, Japs and all sorts. Then one evening going
up the hill I saw him leaning over one of the Haxt gates looking
into the road.
"It was a lovely July evening and he was without a hat. You've
spoken of his hair. I tell you that evening it was just flaming
in the sun. It looked for a moment like some strange sort of red
flower growing on the top of the gate. He stopped me as I was
passing and asked me for a match."
"That's what he asked me for," murmured Harkness.
"Yes, his opening gambits are all the same. He offered me a
cigarette and I took one. We talked for a little. I didn't like
him at first, of course, with his hair, white face, painted lips;
but--did you notice what a beautiful voice he has?"
"I should think I did," said Harkness.
"And then he can make himself perfectly charming. The
beginning of your acquaintance with him is exactly like your
introduction to the villain of any melodrama--painted face,
charming voice, cosmopolitan, delightful information. The change
comes afterwards. But I must hurry on, I'll never be done. I'm as
bad as Conrad's Marlowe. Have another whisky, won't you?"
"No thanks," said Harkness.
"Well, it wasn't long before he was the talk of the whole
place. At first everyone liked him. Odd though he looked, you can
just fancy how a man with his wealth and knowledge of the world
would fascinate a country-side if he chose to make himself
agreeable, and he
did choose. He gave parties, he went
round to people's houses, sent his motors to give old ladies a
ride, allowed people to pick flowers in his garden, adored
showing people his collections. I happened to be in Milton during
the rest of that year looking after my little property, and he
seemed to take to me. I was up at Haxt a good deal.
"Looking back now I can see that I never really liked him. I
was aware of my caution and laughed at myself for it. I like
pretty things, you know, and I loved his jade and emeralds, and
still more his prints. And he knew so much and was never tired of
telling me and never seemed to laugh at one's ignorance.
"He was, as I have said, all the talk that summer. It was 'Mr.
Crispin' this and 'Mr. Crispin' that--Mr. Crispin everything. The
men didn't take to him much, but of course they wouldn't! They
had always thought
me a bit queer because I liked reading
and played the piano. The first thing that people didn't like
about him was his son. That beauty arrived at Haxt somewhere in
September, and everybody hated him. I ask you, could you help it?
And he was the exact opposite of his father.
He didn't try
to make himself agreeable to anybody--simply went about scowling
and frowning. But it wasn't that that people disliked--it was his
relation to his father. He was absolutely in his father's
power--that is the only way to put it--and there was something
despicable, something almost obscene, you know, almost as though
he were hypnotised, the way he obeyed him, listened to his voice,
slaved away for him."
"I noticed something of that myself this evening," said
Harkness.
"You couldn't help it if you saw them together. Somehow the
son turning up beside the father made the
father look
queer--as though the son showed him up. People round Milton are
not very perceptive, you know, but they soon smelt a rat, several
rats in fact. For one thing the people in the village didn't like
the Jap servants, then one or two maids that Crispin had hired
abruptly left. They wouldn't say anything except that they didn't
like the place, that old Crispin walked in his sleep or something
of the kind.
"It was just about this time, early in October or so, that
Crispin became friendly with the Tobins. Young Crispin had a cold
or something and Tobin came up and doctored him. Crispin gave him
the best liquor he'd ever had in his life, so he came again, and
then again. That was the beginning of my dislike of Crispin. It
seemed to me rotten of him, when Tobin was already going as fast
downhill as he could, to give him an extra push. And Crispin
liked doing that. One could see it at a glance. I hated him from
the moment when I caught him watching with an amused smile Tobin
fuddled in his chair. You can imagine that Tobin's drunkenness,
having cared for Hesther as I had for so long, was a matter of
some importance for me. I had tried to pull him up, without any
sort of success, of course, and it simply maddened me to see what
Crispin was doing. So I lost my temper and spoke out. I told him
what I thought of him. He listened to me very quietly, then he
suddenly threw his head up at me like a snake hissing. He said a
lot of things. That was the first time I heard all his
nonsensical stuff about sensations. We haven't time now, and
anyway it wasn't very new--the philosophy that as this was our
only existence we had better make the most of it, that we had
been given our senses to use, not to stifle, and the rest of it.
Omar put it better than Crispin.
"He had also a lot of talk about Power, that if he liked he
could have anyone in his power, and so could I if I liked. You
had only to know other people's weaknesses enough. And more than
that. Some stuff about its being good for people to suffer. That
the thing that made life interesting and worth while was its
intensity, and that life was never so intense as when we were
suffering. That, after all, God liked us to suffer. Why shouldn't
we be gods? We might be if we only had courage enough.
"It was then, that morning, that it first entered my head that
there was something wrong with him--something wrong with his
brain. It had never occurred to me during all those months
because he has always been so logical, but now--he seemed to step
across the little bridge that separates the sane from the insane.
You know how small that bridge is?" Harkness nodded his head.
"Then all in a moment he took my arm and twisted it. I can't
give you any sort of idea how queer and nasty that was. As he did
it he peered into my face as though he didn't want to miss the
slightest shadow of an expression. Then--I don't know if you
noticed when he shook hands with you--his fingers haven't any
bones in them, and yet they are beastly powerful. He ought to be
soft all over and he
isn't. He twisted my arm once and
smiled. It was all I could do to keep from knocking him down. But
I broke away, told him to go to hell and left the house. From
that moment I hated him.
"It was directly after this that I noticed for the first time
that he had his eye on Hesther, and he had his eye upon her
exactly because she hated him and wouldn't go near him if she
could possibly help it. I must stop for a moment and tell you
something about her. You've seen her, but you cannot have any
kind of idea how wonderful she really is.
"She had the most honourable loyal character you've ever seen
in woman. And she's never been in love--she doesn't know what
love is. Those are the two most important things about her. That
doesn't mean that she's ignorant of life. There's nothing mean or
sordid or disgusting that hasn't come into her experience through
her beauty of a father, but she's stood up to it all--until this,
this Crispin marriage. The first thing in her life she's
funked.
"She's been saved all along by her devotion to one thing, her
family--her father and two brothers. She must have given her
father up pretty completely by now, seen that it was hopeless;
but her small brothers--why, they are the key to the whole thing!
If it weren't for them she wouldn't be where she is to-night,
and, as I have said, if the elder one had known anything about it
he wouldn't have allowed it, but he's away on a foreign station
and Bobby's too young to understand.
"She was always very independent in the village, keeping to
herself. Not being rude to people, you understand, but making no
real friends. She simply lived for those two boys, and she had to
work so hard that she had no time for friends. She knew that I
loved her--I had told her often enough. She saw more of me than
of anyone else, and she would allow me to do things for her
sometimes, but even with me she kept her independence. To-night
is the very first time in both our lives that she has begged me
to do anything!"
He stopped for a moment. "By God!" he cried, "if I can't help
her to-night I'll finish myself; there'll be nothing left in life
for me!"
"We
will help her," Harkness said. "Both of us. But go
on. Time's advancing. I mustn't miss my appointment."
"No, by Jove, you mustn't," said Dunbar. "Everything hangs on
that. Well, to get on. It didn't take me very long to see what
Crispin was doing to her father, and one day she went up to see
him alone and begged him to be merciful. She says that he was
charming to her and that she hated him worse than ever.
"He promised her that he would stop her father's drinking,
and, of course, he didn't keep his promise, but made Tobin drink
more than ever.
"It was round about Christmas that these things happened, and
just about this time all sorts of stories began to circulate
about him. He suddenly left, came over to Treliss, and took the
White Tower where you're going to-night. After he had gone the
stories grew in volume--the most ridiculous things you ever
heard, about his catching rabbits and skinning them alive and
holding witches' Sabbaths with his Japs--every kind of fantastic
thing. And all the women who had gone to see his pretty things
and raved about him when he first came said they didn't know how
they 'ever could have seen anything in him,' and that he deserved
imprisonment and worse.
"It was now that I discovered that Hesther was desperately
worried. I had known her all my life and had never seen her
worried like this before. She lost her colour, was always
thinking about other things when one spoke to her, and, several
times, had been crying when I came upon her. Naturally I couldn't
stand this, and I bullied her until I got the truth out of her.
And what do you think that was? Why, of all the horrible things,
that the younger Crispin had asked her to marry him, and that all
the time her blackguard of a father was pressing her to do
it.
"You can imagine what I felt like when I heard this! I cursed
and swore and blasphemed, and still couldn't believe that she was
in any way taking it seriously until, when I pressed her, I found
that she was!
"She was always as obstinate as sin, had her own way of
looking at things, made up her own mind and stuck to it. She
didn't hate the son as she hated the father, although she
disliked the little she'd seen of him well enough; but, remember,
she knew very little about marriage. All her thoughts were on
those two boys, her brothers.
"I found out that old Crispin had offered Tobin any amount of
money if he'd give his daughter up, and that Tobin had put this
to Hesther, telling her that he was desperately in debt, that
he'd be put in prison if the money didn't turn up from somewhere,
and, above all, that the boys would be ruined if she didn't
agree, that he'd have to take the younger boy away from school
and so on.
"I did everything I could. I went and saw Tobin and told him
what I thought of him, and he was drunk as usual and we had a
scuffle, in the course of which I unfortunately tumbled him over.
Hesther came in and saw him on the floor, turned on me, and then
said she'd marry young Crispin.
"I begged, I implored her. I said that if she would marry me
I'd give her everything that I had in the world, that we'd manage
so that Bobby shouldn't have to be taken away from school, and
the rest of it. Then Father Tobin got up from the floor and asked
me with a sneer how much I'd got, and I tried to bluster it out,
but of course they both of them knew that I hadn't got very
much.
"Anyway Hesther was angry with me--ashamed, I think, that I'd
seen her father in such a state, and her pride hurt that I should
know how badly they were placed. She accepted young Crispin by
the next mail. If the Crispins had actually been there in the
flesh I don't think she would have done it, but some weeks'
absence had softened her horror of them, and she could only think
how wonderful it was going to be to do all the marvellous things
for the boys that she was planning.
"I'm sure that when young Crispin did turn up with his long
body and cadaverous face she repented and was frightened, but her
pride wouldn't let her then back out of it.
"I had one last talk with her before her marriage. I begged
her to forgive me for anything that I had done that might seem
casual or insulting, that she must put me out of her mind
altogether, but just consider in a general way whether this
wasn't a horrible thing that she was doing, marrying a man that
she didn't love, taking on a father-in-law whom she hated.
"She was very sweet to me, sweeter than she had ever been
before. She just shook her head and let me kiss her. And I knew
that this was a final good-bye."
8
"She married Crispin and came to Treliss. I wasn't at the
wedding. I heard nothing from her. And then a story came to my
ears that, after I had once heard it, gave me no peace.
"It was an old woman--a Mrs. Martin. She had, months before,
been up at Haxt doing some kind of extra help. She was an old
mottled woman like a strawberry--I'd known her all my life--and a
grandmother. She suddenly left, and it was only weeks after
Crispin went that I found out why. She was very shy about it, and
to this day I've never discovered exactly what happened.
Something one evening when she was alone in the kitchen preparing
to go home. The elder Crispin came in followed by one of his
Japs. He made her sit down in one of the kitchen chairs, sat down
beside her, and began to talk to her in his soft beautiful voice.
What it was all about to this day she doesn't know--some of his
fine stuff about Sensation, I dare say, and the benefit of
suffering so that you could touch life at its fullest! I
shouldn't wonder--anyway an old woman like Mrs. Martin, who had
borne eight or nine children of her husband who beat her, knew
plenty about suffering without Crispin trying to teach her.
Anyway he went on in his soft beautiful voice, and she sat there
bewildered, fascinated a bit by his red hair which she told me
'she never could get out of her mind like,' and the Jap standing
silent beside her.
"Suddenly Crispin took hold of her old wrinkled neck and began
stroking it, putting his face close to hers, talking, talking,
talking all the time. Then the Jap stepped behind her, caught the
back of her head and pulled it.
"What would have happened next I don't know had not the
younger Crispin come in, and at the sight of him the older man
instantly got up, the Jap disappeared--it was as though nothing
had been. Old Mrs. Martin got out of the house, then tumbled to
pieces in the shrubbery. She was ill for days afterwards, but she
kept the whole thing quiet with a kind of villager's pride, you
know--'she wasn't going to have other folks talking as they did
anyway when they saw how quickly she had left.'
"But she told one of her daughters and the daughter told me.
There was almost nothing in the actual incident, but it told me
two things, one, that the older Crispin really is
mad--definitely, positively insane, the other that the son, in
spite of his seeming so submissive, has some sort of hold over
him. There is something between the two that I don't
understand.
"Well, that decided me. I went to Treliss to find out what I
could. I had to hang about for quite a time before I could learn
anything at all. Crispin was going on at Treliss just as he had
done at Milton. He's taken this strange house outside the town
which you'll see to-night. Quite a famous place in a way, built
on the sea-cliff with a tangled overgrown wood behind it and a
high white tower that you can see for miles over the
country-side. At first the people liked him just as they had done
at Milton and were interested in him. Then there were stories and
more stories. Suddenly, only a week ago he said he was going
abroad, and to-morrow he's going.
"Now the point I want to make clear to you is that the man's
mad. I'm not a clever chap. I don't know any of your medical
theories. I've never had any leaning that way, but I take it that
the moment that anyone crosses the division between sanity and
insanity it means that they can control their brain no longer,
that they are dominated by some desire or ambition or lust or
terror that nothing can stop, no fear of the law, of public
shame, of losing social caste. Crispin is mad, and Hesther, whom
I love more than anything in this world and the next, is in his
hands completely and absolutely. They go abroad tomorrow morning
where no one can touch them.
"The time's been so short, and I've not been sufficiently
clever to give you any clear idea of the man himself. I've got
practically no facts. You can't say that his stroking an old
woman's neck is a fact that proves anything. All the same I
believe you've seen enough yourself to know that it isn't all
imagination, and that the girl is in terrible peril. My God,
sir," the boy's voice was shaking, "before the war there were all
sorts of things that didn't seem possible, we knew that they
couldn't exist outside the books of the story-tellers. But the
war's changed all that. There's nothing too horrible, nothing too
beastly, nothing too bad to be true--yes, and nothing too fine,
nothing too sporting.
"And this thing is quite simple. There are those two madmen
and my girl in their hands, and only to-night to get her out of
them.
"I must tell you something more," he went on more quietly.
"I've been making desperate attempts to see her, and at the same
time to prevent either of those devils from seeing
me. I
saw her twice, once in the grounds of the White Tower, once on
the beach below the house. Neither time would she listen to me. I
could see that she was miserable, altogether changed, but all
that she would say was that she was married and that she must go
through with what she had begun.
"She begged me to go away and leave Treliss. Her one fear
seemed to be lest Crispin should find out I was there and do
something to me.
"Her terror of him was dreadful to witness--but she would tell
me nothing. I hung about the place and made a friend of a
fisherman he had up there working on the place--Jabez
Marriot--you saw him on the hill to-day.
"He's a fine fellow. He's only been working on the grounds,
had nothing to do with inside the house, but he didn't love the
Crispins any better than I did, and he had lost his heart to
Hesther. She spoke to him once or twice, and he would do anything
for her. I sent letters to her through him: she replied to me in
the same way, but they were all to the same effect, that I was to
go away quickly lest Crispin should do something to me, that she
wasn't being badly treated and that there was nothing to be
done.
"Then, about a week ago, Crispin saw me. It was in one of the
Treliss lanes, and we met face to face. He just gave me one look
and passed on, but since then I've had to be terribly careful.
All the same I've made my plans. All that was needed was her
consent to them, and that, until to-night, she had steadily
refused to give. However, something worse than usual has broken
her down. What he has been doing to her I don't know, I dare not
think--but to-night I've got to get her out. I've
got to,
or never show my face anywhere again. Now I've told you this as
quickly as I could. Will you help me?"
Harkness stood up holding out his hand: "Yes," he said, "I
will."
"It can be beastly, you know."
"That's all right."
"You don't mind what happens?"
"I don't mind what happens."
"Sportsman."
The two men shook hands. They sat down again. Dunbar spread
out a paper on the little green-topped table.
"This is a rough plan of the house," he said. "I can't draw,
but I think you can make this out."

"Please forgive this childish drawing," he said again. "It's
the best I can do. I think it makes the main things plain. Here's
the house, the tower over the sea, the wood, the garden, the high
road. Now look at this other plan of the second floor.

"You'll see from this that Hesther's room is at the very end
of the house and her husband's room next to hers. The two guest
rooms are empty, and there are no other bedrooms on that floor.
The picture gallery runs right along the whole floor. The small
library is a rather cheerful bright room. Crispin has put his
prints in there, some on the walls, the rest in solander boxes.
The large library is a gaunt, dusty, deserted place hung with
heads of many animals that one of the Pontifexes (the real owners
of the place) shot at some time or other. No one ever goes there.
In fact this second floor is generally deserted. Crispin spends
his time either in the tower or on the ground floor. He is in the
small library playing about with his prints some of the time
though.
"Now, my plan is this. I have told Hesther everything to the
very tiniest detail, and all that she had to do was to send word
at any moment that she agreed to it. That she has now done.
"To-night at one o'clock I am going to be up the highroad
under the shadow of the wood at the back of the kitchen garden
with a jingle and pony--"
"A jingle?" asked Harkness.
"Yes, a jingle is Cornish for a pony trap. The obvious thing
for me to have had was a car, but after thinking about it I
decided against it for a number of reasons. One of them was the
noise that it makes in starting, then it might easily stick over
the ground that we shall have to cover, then I fancy that it will
be the first thing that Crispin will look for if he starts in
pursuit. We have only to go three miles anyway, and most of it
over the turf of the moor."
"Only three miles?" Harkness asked.
"Yes, I'll tell you about that in a moment. Crispin Senior is
pretty regular in his movements, and just about one o'clock he
goes up to his bedroom at the top of the tower with his two Japs
in attendance. That is the only time of the day or night that one
or another of those Japs isn't hanging about somewhere. They are
up there with him on exactly the opposite side of the house from
Hesther's room at just that time. That leaves only young Crispin.
We shall have to chance him, but, according to Jabez, he had the
habit of going to bed between eleven and twelve, and by one
o'clock he ought to be sound asleep.
"However, that is one of the things we ought to look out for,
one of the things indeed that I want your help about. Meanwhile
Jabez is patrolling in the grounds outside."
"Jabez!" Harkness cried, startled.
"Yes, that is our great piece of luck. Crispin has had some
fellow of his own in the grounds all this time, but three nights
ago he sent him up to London on some job and Jabez has taken his
place. I don't think he trusts Jabez altogether, but he trusts
the others still less. He is always cursing the Cornishmen, and
they don't love him any the better for it."
"Well, when you've got safely to your pony cart what happens
next?"
"We drive up Shepherd's Lane, down across the moor until we
reach the cliff just above Starling Cove. Here I've got a boat
waiting, and we'll row across that corner of the bay to another
cove--Selton--and just above Selton is Selton Minor where there's
a station. At four in the morning there's the first train, local,
to Truro, and at Truro we can catch the six o'clock to Drymouth.
In Drymouth there are an uncle and aunt of hers--the
Bresdins--who have long been fond of her and wanted her often to
stay with them. Stephen Bresdin is a good fellow and will stand
up for her, I know, once she's in his hands. Then we can get the
law to work."
"Won't Crispin be after you before you reach the Truro
train?"
"Well, I'm reckoning first that he doesn't discover anything
at all until he wakes in the morning. They are making an early
start for London that day, but he shouldn't be aware of anything
until six at least. But secondly, if he does, I'm calculating
that first he'll think she's catching the three o'clock Treliss
to Drymouth, or that she's motored straight into Truro. If he
goes into Truro after her or sends young Crispin I'm reckoning
that he won't have the patience to wait for that six o'clock or
won't imagine that we have, and will be sure that we will have
motored direct into Drymouth.
"He'll post after us there. I don't think he knows about the
Bresdins in Drymouth. He may, but I don't think so. Of course
it's all chance, but I figure that it is the best we can do."
"And what's my part in this?" asked Harkness.
"Of course you're not to do a thing more than you want to,"
said Dunbar. "But this is where you could be of use. The thing
that we're mainly afraid of is young Crispin. Hesther can get out
of her room easily enough. It is only a short drop on to an
outhouse roof, and then a short drop from there again, but if
young Crispin is moving about, coming into her room and so on, it
may be very difficult. What I suggest is that you stay with the
older Crispin looking at his collections and the rest until
half-past twelve or so, then bid him a fond good-night and go.
Wait for a quarter of an hour in the grounds. Jabez will be
there, and then at about a quarter to one he will let you into
the house again. Crispin Senior should be up in the tower by
then, but if he isn't, you can pretend that you have lost
something, take him back into the small library where the prints
are, and keep him well occupied until after one. If he
has
gone up to his tower, Hesther will leave a small piece of white
paper under her door
if Crispin Junior is in the way and
hanging about. In that case I should knock on his door,
apologise, say that you lost your gold match-box, had to come
back for it as they are all leaving early the next day, think it
must be in the small library; he goes back with you to look for
it and you keep him there. Do you think you could manage
that?"
"I will," said Harkness.
"There's more than that. One of the principal reasons that
Hesther refused to consider any of this was--well, running off
alone with me in the middle of the night. But if you are with
us--someone, if I may say so, so entirely--"
"Respectable," Harkness suggested as Dunbar hesitated.
"Well, yes--if you don't mind that word. It alters everything,
don't you see. Especially as you've never seen me before, aren't
in love with her or anything."
"Exactly," said Harkness gravely.
"There you are. The thing's full of holes. It can fall down in
all sorts of places, and if Crispin catches us and knows what we
are up to, it won't be pleasant. But there's nothing else. No
other plan that seems any less dangerous. Are you for it,
sir?"
"I'm for it," said Harkness. At that moment the little marble
clock struck the half-hour.
"My God!" Harkness cried, "I should be at the hotel this very
minute. If I miss them there's our plan spoiled."
He gripped Dunbar's hand once and was off.
9
He went racing through the darkness, the two thoughts
changing, mingling, changing incessantly over and over in his
brain--that he must catch them at the hotel before they left it,
and that he loved, he loved her, he loved her with an intensity
that seemed to increase with every step that he ran.
In some way, although Dunbar had said so little about her, his
picture of her was infinitely clearer and stronger than it had
been before. He saw her in that small village of hers struggling
with that drunken father, with insufficient means, with the
individualities and rebellions of her two brothers, who, however
deeply they loved her (and normal boys are not conscious of their
deep emotions), must have kicked often enough against the
limitations of their conditions, sneering servants, spying
neighbours, jesting and scornful relations, the father in his
cups abusing her, insulting her, and for ever complaining--and
yet she, through all of this, showing a spirit, a hardihood, a
pluck and, he suspected, a humour that only this last fatal
intercourse with the Crispin family had broken down.
Harkness was the American man at his simplest and most
idealistic, and than this there is nothing simpler and more
idealistic in the whole of modern civilisation. The Englishman
has too much common sense and too little imagination, the
Frenchman is too mercenary, the Southern peoples too sensuous to
provide the modern Quixote. In the United States of America
to-day there are as many Quixotes as there are builders of
windmills to be tilted at--and that is saying much.
So that, with his idealism, his hatred of cruelty and
abnormality, Harkness saw far beyond any personal aggrandisement
in this pursuit. He was not thinking now of himself at all, he
had danced himself that night into a new world.
In the market-place he had to pause for breath. He had run all
the way down the High Street, meeting no one as he went; he had
already had considerable exercise that evening, and he was in no
very fine condition of training. The market-place was quiet
enough, only a few stragglers about; the Town Hall clock told him
it was twenty-eight minutes to eleven.
He started up the hill, he arrived breathless at the hotel
gates, the sweat pouring down his face. He stopped and tried to
arrange himself a little. It would be a funny thing coming in
upon them all with his tie undone and lines of sweat running down
his face. But, after all, he could make the dance account for a
good deal. He pushed his stud through the two ends of his collar
and pulled his tie up, finding it difficult to use his hands
because they were so hot, wiped his face with his handkerchief,
pushed his cap straight on his head.
His face wore an expression of grim seriousness as though he
were indeed St. George off to rescue his Princess from the
Dragon.
His heart gave a jump of relief when he saw that the Dragon
was still there, standing quite unconcernedly in the main hall of
the hotel, his son and daughter-in-law quietly beside him.
Harkness's first thought at view of him was that Dunbar's story
was built up of imagination. The little man was standing, a soft
felt hat tilted a little on one side of his head, a dark thin
overcoat covering his evening clothes. Because his hair was
covered and his face shaded there was nothing about him that was
at all startling or highly coloured. He simply looked to be a
nice plump little English gentleman who was waiting, a smile on
his face, for his car to arrive that it might take him home. Nor
was there anything in the least exceptional in the pair that
stood beside him, the man, thin, dark, immobile; the girl, her
head a little bent, a soft white wrap over her shoulders, her
hands at her side. At once it flashed into Harkness's brain that
all the scene with Dunbar had been imagined; there had been no
"Feathered Duck," no melodramatic story of madness and tyranny,
no twopence-coloured plan for a midnight rescue.
He was about to drive a mile or two to see some beautiful
things, to smoke a good cigar and drink some admirable
brandy--then to retire and sleep the sleep of the divinely
worthy.
The girl raised her head. Her eyes met his, and he knew that
whatever else was true or false his love for her was certain and
resolved.
Crispin looked extremely pleased to see him. He came towards
him smiling and holding out his hand:
"Why, Mr. Harkness, this is splendid," he said. "We were just
wondering what we should do about you. We were giving you
up."
Harkness was conscious that, in spite of his attempts outside,
he was still in considerable disorder. He fingered his collar
nervously.
"I'm sorry," he began. "But I'm so glad that I've caught you
after all."
"Were the revels in the town amusing?" Crispin asked.
Harkness had a sudden impulse, whence he knew not, to make the
younger Crispin speak.
"Why didn't you come down?" he asked. "You'd have enjoyed
it."
The man was astonished at being addressed. He sprang into
sudden life like any Jack-in-the-Box.
"Oh I," he said, "I had to go with my father, you know--yes,
to see some old friends."
He was looking at Harkness as though he were wondering why,
exactly, he had done that.
"Are you still willing to come and see my few things?" Crispin
asked. "It's only half-an-hour's drive and my car will bring you
back."
"I shall be delighted to come," Harkness said quickly. "I
would have been deeply disappointed if I had missed you. But you
must not think of sending me back. I shall enjoy the walk
greatly."
"Why, of course not!" said Crispin. "Walk back at that time of
the night! I couldn't allow it for a moment."
"But I assure you," Harkness pressed, laughing, "I infinitely
prefer it. You probably imagine that Americans never move a step
unless they have a car to carry them. Not in my case. I won't
come if I feel that during every minute that I am with you I am
keeping your chauffeur up."
"Well, well--all right," said Crispin, laughing. "Have it your
own way. You're a very obstinate fellow. Perhaps you will change
your mind when the time really arrives."
They moved out to the doorway, then into the car.
Mrs. Crispin sat in one corner. Harkness was about to pull up
the seat opposite, but Crispin said:
"No, no. Plenty of room on the back for three of us. Herrick
doesn't mind the other seat. He's used to it."
They sat down, Harkness between the elder Crispin and the
girl. The night was black beyond their windows. Crispin pressed
the button. The interior of the car was at once in darkness, and
instantly the night was no longer black but purple and threaded
with wisps of grey lavender that seemed to hold in their spider
filigree all the loaded scent of the summer evening. Again, as
the car turned into the long ribbon of the dark road, Harkness
was conscious through the open window of the smell of innumerable
roses, the late evening smell when the heat of the day is over
and the flowers are grateful.
Then a curious thing happened. Through the darkness, Harkness
felt one of the fingers of Crispin's left hand creeping like an
insect about his knee. They were sitting very closely together
inside the car's enclosure. Harkness was conscious that Hesther
Crispin was pressed, almost crouching, against the corner of the
car, and although the stuff of her dress touched him he was aware
that she was striving desperately that he should not be aware of
her proximity, and then directly after that, of why she was so
striving--it was because she was shivering--shivering in little
spasms and tremors that shook her from head to foot--and she was
wishing that he should not realise this.
And even as he caught from her the consciousness of her
trembling, at the same moment he was aware of the pressing of
Crispin's finger upon his knee. He was so close to Crispin, and
his leg was pushed so firmly against Crispin's leg, that this
movement might have been accidental had Crispin's whole hand
rested there. But there was only the finger, and soon it began
its movement, staying for an instant, pressing through the cloth
on to the bone of the knee, then moving very slowly up the thigh,
the sharp finger-nail suddenly pushing more firmly into the
flesh, then the finger relaxing again and making only a faint,
tickling, creeping suggestion of a pressure. Half-way up the
thigh it stopped; for an instant the whole hand, soft, warm, and
boneless, rested on the stuff of Harkness's trousers, then
withdrew, and the fingers, like a cautious animal, moved on.
When Harkness was first conscious of this he tried to move his
knee, but he was so tightly wedged in that he could not stir.
Then he could not move for another reason, that he was transfixed
with apprehension. It was exactly as though a gigantic hand had
slipped forward and enclosed him in its grasp, congealing him
there, stiffening him into helpless clay--and this was the
apprehension of immediate physical pain.
He had known all his days that he was a coward about physical
pain, and that was always the form of human experience that he
had shrunk from observing, compelling himself sometimes, because
he so deeply hated his cowardice, to notice, to listen, but
suffering after these contacts acute physical reactions. Only
once or twice in his life had pain actually come to him. He did
not mind it so deeply were it part of illness or natural causes,
but the deliberate anticipation of it--the doctor's "Now look
out; I am going to hurt," the dentist's "I may give you a twinge
for a moment," these things froze him with terror. During the
war, when he had offered his service, this was the thing that
from the clammy darkness of the night leapt out upon him. He had
done his utmost to serve at the front, and it was in no way his
own fault when he was given clerical work at home. He had tried
again and again, but his poor sight, his absurd inside that was
always wrong in one fashion or another, these things had held him
back--and behind it all was there not a faint ring of relief,
something that he dared not face lest it should reveal itself as
cowardice? There had been times at the dentist's and one
operation. That operation had been a slight one, but it had
involved for several weeks the withdrawing of tubes and the
probing with bright shining instruments. Every morning for
several hours before this withdrawing and probing he lay panting
in bed, the beads of sweat gathering on his forehead, his hands
clutching and unclutching, saying to himself that he did not
care, that he was above it, beyond it . . . but closer and closer
and closer the animal came, and soon he was at his bedside, and
soon bending over him, and soon his claws were upon his flesh and
the pain would swoop down, like a cry of a discoverer, and the
voice would be sharper and sharper, the determination not to
listen, not to hear, not to feel weaker and weaker, until at
length out it would come, the defeat, the submission, the scream
for pity.
The creeping finger upon his knee had the same sudden warning
of imminent physical peril. The swiftly moving car, the silence,
these things seemed to bear in upon him the urgency of the
other--that it was no longer any game that he was playing but
something of the deadliest earnest. Once again the soft hand
closed upon his thigh, then the finger once more like a creeping
animal felt its way. His body was responsive from head to foot.
He was all tingling with apprehension. His hand resting firmly on
his other knee began to tremble. Why was he in this affair at
all? If Crispin were mad, as Dunbar declared, what was to stop
him from taking any revenge he pleased on those who interfered
with him?
The tale was no longer one of pleasant romantic colour, the
rescuing of a distressed damsel from an enchanted castle, but
rather something quite real and definite, as real as the car in
which they were sitting or the clothes that they were wearing.
He, suddenly feeling that he could endure it no longer--in
another moment he would have cried out aloud--jerked his knee
upwards. The hand vanished, and at the same moment Crispin's
voice said: "We are almost there. We are going through the gates
now."
Lamps flashed upon their faces and Crispin's eyes seemed to
have vanished into his fat white face. He had, in that sudden
illumination, the most curious effect of blindness. His lids were
closed over his eyes, lying like little pieces of pale yellow
parchment under the faint red eyelashes.
"Here we are!" he cried. "Out you get, Herrick." And as
Harkness stepped out of the car something deep within him
whispered: "I am going to be hurt. Pain is coming--"
Before him swung a cavern of light. It swung because on his
stepping from the car he was dizzy, dizzy with a kind of poignant
thick scent in the soul's nostrils, deep deep down as though he
were at the edge of being spiritually anæsthetised. He
paused for a moment looking back into the night piled up behind
him.
Then he walked in.
10
It was an old house. The long hall was panelled and hung with
the heads of animals. A torn banner of faded red and yellow with
long tassels of gold hung above the stone fireplace. The floor
was of stone, and some dim rugs of uncertain colour lay like
splashes of damp here and there. The first thing of which he was
aware was that a strong cold draught blew through the hall. It
seemed to come from a wide oak staircase on his right. There were
no portraits on the panelled walls. The house gave a deep sense
of emptiness. Two Japanese servants, short, slim, immobile, their
hair gleaming black, their faces impassive, waited. The outer
door closed. The banner fluttered, the only movement in the
house.
"Come in here, Mr. Harkness," Crispin said. "It is more
comfortable."
His little figure moved forward. Harkness followed him, but he
had had one moment with the girl as he entered the hall. The two
Crispins had been for an instant back by the car. He had said,
his lips scarcely moving:
"I gave him the message. He is coming," and she had answered
without turning her head or looking at him: "Thank you."
Only as he walked after Crispin he wondered whether the
Japanese could have understood. No. He was sure that no one could
have heard those words, but he turned before leaving the hall,
and he had a strange impression of the bare, empty, faded place,
the staircase running darkly up into mystery, and the four
figures, the two servants, Hesther and the younger Crispin, at
that moment immobile, waiting as though they were listening--and
for what?
The room into which Crispin led him was even shabbier than the
hall. It was a large ugly place with dim cherry-coloured paper,
and a great glass candelabra suspended from the ceiling. The
walls had, it seemed, once been covered with pictures of all
shapes and sizes, because the wall-paper showed everywhere pale
yellow squares and ovals and lozenges of colour where the frames
had been. The wall-paper had indeed leprosy, and although there
were still some pictures--a large Landseer, an engraving of a
Millais, a shabby oil painting of a green and windy sea--it was
these strange sea-sick evidences of a vanished hand that invaded
the air.
There was very little furniture in the place, two shabby
arm-chairs, a round shining table, a green sofa. The draught that
had swept the hall crept here, now come now gone, stealing on
hands and feet from corner to corner.
"You see," said Crispin, standing beside the empty fireplace,
"I am here but little. I have pulled down the pictures from the
walls and then left it all shabby. I enjoy the contrast." At the
far end of the room were long oak cupboards. Crispin went to them
and pulled back the heavy doors, and instantly in the shabby
place there were blazing such treasures as Harkness had never set
eyes on before.
Not very many as numbers went--some dozen shelves in all--but
gleaming, glittering, shining, flinging out their flashes of
purple and amber and gold, here crystalline, now deeply
wine-coloured, pink with the petals of the rose, white with the
purity of the rising moon. There was jewellery here that seemed
to move with its own independent life before Harkness's
eyes--Jaipur enamel of transparent red and green, lovely patterns
with thick long strips of enamel on a ground of bright gold, over
which, while still soft from the furnace, an open-work pattern of
gold had been pressed; large rough turquoises set in silver;
Chinese work of carved ivory and jade, cap ornaments exquisitely
worked, a cap of a Chinese emperor with its embroidered gold
dragon and its crown of pearls. Then the inlaid Chinese feather
work, and at the sight of these tears of pleasure came into
Harkness's eyes; cells made as though for cloisonné
enamel, and into these are daintily affixed tiny fragments of
kingfisher feather. Colours of blue, green, and mauve here blend
and tone one into another miraculously, and the effect of all is
a glittering sheen of gold and blue. There was one tiny fish,
barely half an inch long, and here there were thirty cells on the
body, each with its separate piece of feather. Chinese enamel
buttons and clasps, nail-guards beautifully ornamented, Japanese
hair combs marvellously wrought in lacquer, horn, gold lac on
wood, wood with ivory appliqués, and stained ivory.
Then the Netsukes! Had anyone in the world such lovely things!
With the ivory and its colour richly toned with age, the metal
ones showing a glorious patina. The sword guards made of various
metals and alloys and gold and silver, the metal so beautifully
finished that it had the rich texture of old lace.
There was then the Renaissance jewellery, pieces lying like
fragments of sky, of peach tree in bloom, of cherry and apple, a
lovely pendant parrot enamelled in natural colours, a beautiful
ship pendant of Venetian workmanship, an Italian earring formed
of a large irregular pear-shaped pearl in a gold setting, a
Cinquecento jewel--an emerald lizard set with a baroque pearl
holding an emerald in its mouth.
Eighteenth-century glory. Gold studs with little skeletons on
silk, covered with glass and set in gold. Initials of fine gold
with a ground of plaited hair, this edged with blue and covered
with faceted glass on crystal and the border of garnets. A pair
of earrings, paintings in gusaille mounted in gold. A brooch set
with garnets. A French vinaigrette enamelled in panels of green
on a gold and white ground.
Loveliest of anything yet seen, a sixteenth-century cameo
portrait of Lucius Verius cut in a dark onyx. The enamel was
green, with little white "peas," and small diamonds were set in
each pod.
"Ah this!" said Harkness, holding it in his hand. "This is
exquisite!"
But Crispin was restless. The eyes closed, the short body
moved to another part of the room, leaving all the treasures
carelessly exposed behind him. "That is enough," he said--"enough
of those, I bore you. And now," turning aside with a deprecatory
child-like smile, as though he had been exhibiting his doll's
house, "you must see the prints."
Harkness turning back to the room saw it as even shabbier than
before. It was lit by candlelight, and in the centre of the round
shining table there were four tall amber-coloured candlesticks
that threw around them a flickering colour as the draught ruffled
their power. To this table Crispin drew two chairs. Then he went
to a handsome old oak cabinet carved stiffly with flowers and
fruit. He stayed looking with a long lingering glance at the
drawers, then sharply up at Harkness. Seen there in the mellow
light, with the coloured glory of the open cabinets dimly shining
in the far room, with the pleasant timid smile that a collector
wears when he is approaching his beloved friends, he might have
stood to Rembrandt for another "Jan Six," short and stumpy though
he be.
"Now what will you have? Durer, Whistlers, Little Masters,
Meryons, Dutch seventeenth century, Callot, Hollar? What you
will. . . . No, you shall have only a few, and those not the most
celebrated but perhaps the best loved. Now, here's for your
pleasure. . . ."
He came to the table bearing carefully, reverentially, his
treasures. He set them down. From one after another he withdrew
the paper; there gleaming between the stiff white shining mats
they breathed, they lived, they smiled. There was the Rembrandt
"Landscape with a flock of sheep," there the Muirhead Bone
"Orvieto," the Hollar "Seasons," Callot's "Passion," Meryon's
"College Henry Quatre," Paul Potter's "Two Horses," a seascape of
Zeeman, Cotman's "Windmill," Bracquemond's "Teal Alighting," a
seascape of Moreau, and Aldegrever's "Labour of Hercules" to
close the list. Not more than thirty in all, but living there on
the table with their personal glow and spontaneity. He bent over
them caressing them, fondling them, smiling at them. Harkness
drew near and, looking at the tender wistfulness of the two old
Potter's horses, bravely living out there the last days of their
broken forgotten lives, he felt a sudden friendliness to all the
world, a reassurance, a comfort.
Those glittering jewelled things had had at their heart a
warning, an alarm; but no one, he was suddenly aware, who cared
for these prints could be bad. There are no things in the world
so kindly, so simple, so warm in their humanity. . . .
The little man was near to him. He put his hand on his
knee.
"They are fine, eh? They know you, recognise you. They are
alive, eh?"
"Yes," said Harkness, smiling. "They are the most friendly
things in art."
The door opened and one of the Japanese servants came in with
liqueurs. They were put on the table close to Harkness, and soon
he was drinking the most wonderful brandy that it had ever been
his happy fortune to encounter.
He was warm, cosy, quite unalarmed. The prints smiled at him,
the dim room received him as a friend.
Crispin was talking, leaning back now from the table, his fat
body hugged up like a cushion into his chair.
His red hair stood, flaming, on end. Harkness was, at first,
only vaguely conscious that Crispin was speaking, then the words
began to gather about him, to force their way in upon his brain;
then, as the monologue continued, his comfort, his cosiness, his
sense of security slowly slipped from him. His eyes passed from
the "Two Horses" to the high sharp cliffs of the "Orvieto" to the
thick naked Hercules of the Aldegrever. Then, he was aware that
he was frightened, as he had been on the road, in the hotel, in
the car. Then, with a flash of awareness, like the sharp contact
with unexpected steel, he was on his guard as though he were
standing alone with his back to the wall against an army of
terrors.
". . . And so as I like you so much, dear Mr. Harkness, I feel
that I can talk to you freely about these things and that you
will understand. That has always been my trouble--that I have not
been understood sufficiently, and if now I go my own way and have
my own fashion of dealing with life I am sure that it is
comprehensible enough.
"I was a very lonely child, Mr. Harkness, and mocked at by
everyone who saw me. No, I have not been understood sufficiently.
The colour of my hair has been a barrier. I realise that I am,
and always have been, absurd in appearance, and from the very
earliest age I was aware that I was different from other human
beings and must pursue another course from theirs. I make no
complaint about that, but it justifies, I think, my later
conduct."
Here, as though some wire had sprung taut inside him, he sat
forward upright in his chair, staring with his little pale eyes
at Harkness, and it was now that Harkness was abruptly aware of
his conversation.
"I am not boring you, I trust, but I have taken a sympathetic
liking to you, and it may interest you to understand my somewhat
unusual philosophy of life.
"My mother died when I was very young. My father was a
surgeon, a very wealthy man, money inherited from an uncle. He
was a strange man, peculiar, odd. Cruel to me. Very cruel to me.
He hated the sight of me, and told me once that it was a
continual temptation to him to lay hands on me and cut my heart
out--to see, in fact, whether I had a heart. He liked to torment
and tease me, as indeed did everyone else. I am not telling you
these things, Mr. Harkness, to rouse your pity, but rather that
you should understand exactly the point at which I have
arrived."
"Yes," said Harkness, dragging his eyes with strange
difficulty from the pursed white face, the red hair, and glancing
about the dim faded room and the farther spaces where the jewels
flashed in the candle-light.
"Many people would have called my father insane, did not
hesitate to do so. He was a large, extremely powerful man, given
to violent tempers. But, after all, what is insanity? There are
cases--many, I suppose--where the brain breaks down and is unable
to perform any longer its ordinary functions, but in most cases
insanity is only the name given by envious persons to those who
have strength of character enough to realise their own ideas
regardless of public opinion. Such was my father. He cared
nothing for public opinion. We led a strange life, he and I, in a
big black house in Bloomsbury. Yes, black, that's how it was. I
went to Westminster School, and they all mocked me, my hair, my
body, my difference. Yes, my difference. I was different from
them all, different from my father, different from all the world.
And I was glad that I was different. I hugged my difference.
Different. . . ."
He lent forward, tapped Harkness's knee with his hand, staring
into his face.
"Different, Mr. Harkness, different. Different. . . ."
And the long draughty room echoed "Different . . . different .
. . different."
"My father beat me one night terribly, beat me so that I could
not move for pain. For no reason, simply because, he said, he
wished that I should understand life, and first to understand
life one must learn to suffer pain, and that then, if one could
suffer pain enough, one could be as God--perhaps greater than
God.
"It was to that night in the Bloomsbury house that I owe
everything. I was fifteen years of age. He stripped me naked and
made me bleed. It was terribly cold, and I came in that bare room
right into the very heart of life, into the heart of the heart,
where the true meaning is at last revealed--and the true
meaning--"
He broke off suddenly, then whispered:
"Do you believe in God, Mr. Harkness?" and the draught went
whispering on hands and feet round the room. "Do you believe in
God, Mr. Harkness?"
"Yes," said Harkness.
"Yes," said Crispin, in his lovely, melodious voice; "but in a
good God, a sweet God, a kind, beneficent God. That is no God.
God is first cruel, terrible, lashing, punishing. Then when He
has punished enough, and the victim is in His power, bleeding at
His feet, owning Him as Lord and Master, then He bends down and
lifts the wounded brow and kisses the torn mouth, and in His
heart there is a great and mighty triumph. . . . Even so will I
do, even so will I be . . . and greater than God Himself!"
There was silence in the room. Then he curled up in his chair
as he had done before, and went on with his friendly air:
"Dear Mr. Harkness, it is good indeed of you to listen to me
so patiently. Tell me at once when I bore you. My father died
when I was seventeen and left me all his wealth. He died in a
Turkish bath very suddenly--ill-temper with some casual masseur,
I fancy.
"I realised that I had a power. The realisation was very
satisfactory to me. I married, and during the three years of my
married life I collected most of the things that I have shown you
this evening. I married a woman whom I was unfortunately unable
to make happy. She could have been happy, I am sure, could she
have only understood, a little, the philosophy that my father had
taught me. My father was a very remarkable man, Mr. Harkness, as
perhaps you have perceived, and he had, as I have told you, shown
me the real meaning of this strange life in which we are forced,
against our wills, to take part. It was foolish of my wife not to
benefit by this knowledge. But she did not, and died sooner than
I had anticipated, leaving me one child.
"A widower's life is not a happy one, and you will have
undoubtedly perceived how many widowers marry again."
He paused as though he expected some comment, so Harkness said
yes, that he had perceived it. Crispin sat forward looking at him
inquisitively, and making, with his fingers, a kind of pattern in
the air as though he were tracing there a bar of music.
"Yes. I did not marry again, but rather gave myself up to the
continuation of my father's philosophy. The philosophy of pain as
related to power one might perhaps term it. God--of whose
existence no thinking man can truly permit himself to doubt--have
you ever thought, Mr. Harkness, that the whole of His power is
derived from the pain that He inflicts upon those less powerful
than Himself? We conceive of Him as a beneficent Being, and from
that it follows that He must have determined that pain is, from
Him, our greatest beneficence. It is plainly for our good that He
torments us. Should not then we, in our turn, realising that pain
is our greatest happiness, seek ourselves for more pain, and also
teach our fellow human beings that it is only
through pain
that we can reach the true heart and meaning of life? Through
Pain we reach Power.
"I test you with pain, and as you overcome the pain so do you
climb up beside me, who have also overcome it, and we are in time
as gods knowing good and evil. . . . A concrete case, Mr.
Harkness. I slash your face with a knife. You are so powerful
that you take the pain, twist it in your hand and throw it away.
You rise up to me, and suddenly I, who have inflicted the pain on
you, love you because you have taken my power over you and used
it for your soul's advantage."
"And do I love you because you have slashed my face?" asked
Harkness.
Crispin's eyes narrowed. He put out his hand and laid it on
Harkness's knee.
"We would have to see," Crispin murmured. "We would have to
see. I wonder--I wonder. . . ."
They were silent. Harkness's body was cold, but the room was
very hot. The candles seemed to throw out a metallic radiant
heat. Harkness moved his knee.
"It would not do to prove your theory too frequently," he said
at last.
"No, no, of course it would not. It is, you understand, only a
theory that I have inherited from my father. Yes. But I will
confess that when an individuality comes close to me and remains
entirely outside my influence I am tempted to wonder. . . . Well,
to speculate. . . . I like to see how far one personality
will surrender to another. It is interesting--simply as a
speculation. For instance, you have noticed my
daughter-in-law?"
"Yes," said Harkness, "I have. A charming girl."
"Charming. Exactly. But independent, refusing to make the most
of the advantages that are open to her. Like my poor late wife,
for instance. Unfortunate, because she is young and might benefit
so much from my older and more experienced brain.
"But she refuses to come under my influence, remains severely
outside it. Now, my son is almost too willing to understand my
meaning. Were I to plunge a knife into his arm no blood would
flow. I am speaking metaphorically, of course. After a very
slight training in his early youth he was all that I could wish.
But too submissive--oh yes, altogether too submissive.
"His wife's independence, however, is quite of another kind.
It might almost seem as though during these last weeks she had
taken a dislike both to myself and my son. However, she is very
young and a little time will alter that, I have no
doubt--especially as we shall be in foreign countries and to some
extent alone by ourselves."
Harkness pressed his hands tightly together. A little shiver
ran, as though it responded to the draught that blew through the
room, up and down his body. He was anxious that Crispin should
not notice that he was shivering.
"Have you any idea where you will go?" he asked--and his voice
sounded strangely unlike his own, as though some third person
were in the room and speaking just behind him.
"We have no idea," said Crispin, smiling. "That will depend on
many things--on Mrs. Crispin herself, of course, amongst others.
A young wife must not show too complete an independence. After
all, there are others whose feelings must be considered--" He was
smiling as it were to himself and as though his thoughts were
pleasant ones.
Suddenly he sprang up and began to walk the room. The effect
on Harkness was strange--it was as though he were suddenly shut
in there with an animal. So often in zoological gardens he had
seen that haunting monotonous movement, that encounter with the
bars of the cage and the indifferent acceptance of their
inevitability, indifferent only because of endless repetition.
Crispin, padding now up and down the long room, reminded Harkness
of one of the smaller animals, the little jaguars, the half-wolf,
half-fox; his head forward, his hands crossed behind his short
thick back; his eyes, restless now, moving here, there about the
room; his movements soft, almost furtive; every instinct towards
escape. As he moved in the room half-clouded with light, the soft
resolute step pervaded Harkness's sense, and soon the thick
confined scent of a caged animal seemed to creep up to his
nostrils and linger there.
Furry--captive--danger hanging behind the plodding step, so
that if a sudden release were to come . . . And he sat there
fixed in his seat as though nailed to it while the sweet voice
continued: "And so, my dear Mr. Harkness, I have devoted my later
years to the solution of this problem.
"I feel, if I may say so without too much arrogance, that I am
intending to help poor human nature along the road to a better
understanding of life. Poor, muddled human nature. Defeated
always by Fear. Yes, Fear. And if they have surmounted Pain and
stand with their foot on its body, what remains? It is gone,
vanished. I myself am increasing my power every day. First one,
then another. First through Pain. Then through Love. I love all
the world, yes, everything in it, but first it must be taught,
and it is so reluctant--so strangely reluctant--to receive its
teaching. And I myself suffer because I am too tender-hearted. I
should myself be superior to the suffering of others, because I
know how good it is for them to suffer. But I am not. Alas, no.
It is only where my indignation is aroused, and aroused justly,
that I can conquer my tenderness, and then--well then . . . I can
make my important experiments. My daughter-in-law, for instance.
. . ."
He paused, not far from Harkness, and once again his hands
made a curious motion in the air as though he were transcribing a
bar of music. He stepped close to Harkness. His breath, scented
curiously with a faint odour of orange, was in Harkness's face.
He leaned forward, his hands were on Harkness's shoulders.
"For instance, I have taken a fancy to you, my friend--a real
fancy. I liked you from the first moment that I saw you. I don't
know when so suddenly I have taken a fancy to anyone. But to care
for you deeply, first--yes, first--I would show you the meaning
of pain. . . ." Here his body suddenly quivered from the feet to
the head. ". . . And I could not, liking you so much, do that
unless you were seriously to annoy me, interfere in any way with
my simple plans"--the hands pressed deeply into the
shoulders--"yes, only then could we come really to know one
another . . . after such a crisis what friends we might be,
sharing our power together! What friends! Dear me! Dear me!"
He moved away, turning to the table, looking down on the
prints that were spread out there.
"Yes, yes, I could show you then my power." His voice vibrated
with sudden excitement. "You think me absurd. Yes, yes, you do.
You do. Don't deny it now. As though I couldn't perceive it. Do
you think me so stupid? Absurd, with my ridiculous hair, my ugly
body? Oh! I know! You can't hide it from me. You laugh like the
rest. Secretly, you laugh. You are smiling behind your hand.
Well, smile then, but how foolish of you to be so taken in by
physical appearances. Do you know my power? Do you know what I
could do to you now by merely clapping my hands?
"If my fingers were at your throat, at your breast, and you
could not move but must wait my wish, my plan for you, would you
think me then so absurd--my figure, my hair, ridiculous? You
would be as though in the hands of a god. I should be as a god to
you to do with you what I wished. . . .
"What is there that is so beautiful that I, ugly as I am,
cannot do as I wish with it? This--" Suddenly he took up the
"Orvieto" and held it forward under the candlelight. "This is one
of the most beautiful things of its kind that man has ever made,
and I--am I not one of the ugliest human beings at whom men
laugh?--well, would you see my power over it? I have it in my
hands. It is mine. It is mine. I can destroy it in one
instant--"
The beautiful thing shook in his hand. To Harkness it seemed
suddenly to be endued with a human vitality. He saw it--the high,
sharp, razor-edged rocks, the town so confidingly resting on that
strength, all the daily life at the foot, the oxen, the peasants,
the lovely flame-like trees, the shining reaches of valley
beyond, all radiating the heat of that Italian summer.
He sprang to his feet. "Don't touch it!" he cried. "Leave it!
Leave it!"
Crispin tore it into a thousand pieces, wrenching it, snapping
at it with his fingers like an animal. The pieces flaked the air.
A white shower circled in the candle-light, then scattered about
the table, about the floor.
Something died.
A clock somewhere struck half-past twelve.
Crispin moved from the table. Very gently, almost
beseechingly, he looked into Harkness's face.
"Forgive me my little game," he said. "It is all part of my
theory--to be above these things, you know. What would happen to
me if I surrendered to all that beauty?"
The eyes that looked into Harkness's face were pathetic,
caged, wistful, longing. And they were mad. Somewhere deep within
him his soul, caught in the wreckage of his bodily life like a
human being pinned beneath a ruined train, besought--yes,
besought--Harkness for deliverance.
But he had no thought at that moment of anything but his own
escape. To flee from that room--from that room at any cost! He
said something. Crispin did not try to keep him. They moved
together into the hall.
"And you won't allow my chauffeur to drive you back?"
"No, no, thank you, I shall love the walk."
"Well, well. It has been delightful. We shall meet some day
again, I have no doubt. . . ."
Silence flooded the house. Once more Harkness's hand touched
the other soft one. The door was open. The lovely night air
brushed his face, and he had stepped into the dim star-drenched
garden. The door closed.
1
In the garden the silence was like a warning, as though the
night had her finger to her lips holding back a multitude of
breathing, deeply interested spectators.
Harkness, slipping from the path on to the lawn, felt a
relief, as though with the touch of his foot on the cool turf
there had come a freedom from imprisonment.
The garden was so friendly, so safe, so homely in its welcome.
The scent of roses that had seemed to follow him throughout the
adventures of that queer evening came to him now as though
crowding up to reassure him. The night sky was pierced with
stars, but they were thick and dim, seen through a veil of mist.
The trees of the garden, like serried ranks of giants in black
armour, seemed to stand, in silent attention, on every side of
him, waiting his orders. The voice of all this world was the sea
stirring, with a sigh and a whisper, below the wall of rock.
His first impulse as he stood on the lawn was to go away as
far as he could from that house--yes, as far as ever he
could--miles and miles and miles--China if you like. Ah, no! That
was just where that man would be!
He was trembling and shaking and wiping his forehead with his
handkerchief; the breeze stroked him with cool fingers. He must
run for ever to be clear of that house--and then suddenly
remembered that he must not run, because he had his duty to
do--and even as he remembered that a figure stepped up to him out
of the trees. He would have called out--so wild and trembling
were his nerves--had he not at once recognised from his great
size that this was Jabez the fisherman.
He might have been an incarnation of the night, with his deep
black beard, his grave kindly face, and his simple, natural
quiet. He was dressed in his fisherman's jersey and blue
trousers, and had no covering on his head.
"Good evening, sir," he said. "Mr. Dunbar told me as how you'd
be wanting to be back in the house for a moment to fetch
something you'd forgotten.
"We'd best be just stepping off the lawn, sir, if you don't
mind. They foreigners are always nosing around."
They turned quietly off the grass and stood closely together
under the dark shadow of the house.
"I must go back at once," said Harkness. "There's no time to
lose. It struck half-past twelve some time ago."
"I don't know nothing about that, sir," said Jabez; "I only
know as how you must be going back into the house for something
you'd forgotten and I was to let you in."
"Yes," said Harkness, his teeth chattering, "that's
right."
He wasn't made, in any kind of way at all, for this sort of
adventure. He had never before realised how utterly inefficient
he was. And of all absurdities to go back into the house when he
was now safely out of it! Of all Dunbar's mad plan this was the
maddest part. What could he do but be seen or heard, and then
rouse suspicion when it might so easily have been
undisturbed?
Let Crispin find him groping among those dark passages and
what was his fate likely to be? There flashed into his
consciousness then a sudden suspicion of Dunbar. It might suit
the boy's plans only too well that he should be found, and so
turn attention to another part of the house, leaving the girl
free. But no! There was Dunbar's own steady clear gaze to answer
him, and beyond that the certainty that Crispin's suspicions,
roused by the discovery of himself, would proceed immediately to
the girl.
No, did he return at once, the plan was quite feasible. Seeing
him there so soon after his departure, they could do nothing but
accept his reasons, and that especially if he returned quite
openly with no thought of concealment.
But oh how he hated to go back! He put his hand on the rough
stuff of Jabez's jersey, listened for a moment to the regular,
consoling breathing of the sea, sniffed the roses and the cool,
gentle night air, then said:
"Well, come along, Jabez; show me how to get back."
As they moved round to the door the thought came to him as to
whether he had given the elder Crispin and his two nasty servants
time enough to retire up to their part of the house. A difficult
thing that, to hit the precise medium between too lengthy a wait
and too short. He could not remember exactly what Dunbar had said
as to that.
"Do you think I've waited long enough, Jabez?" he asked.
"Well, if you'd forgotten something, sir," said Jabez, "you'd
want to be sure of finding it before the house is sleeping. They
don't bolt this door, sir," he continued in a whisper, "because
Mr. Crispin don't like to be bolted in. His fancy. After
half-past one or so one of they Japs is around. It's just their
hour like from half-past twelve to half-past one that I have to
watch this part of the house extra careful. Yes, sir," he added
as he turned the key in the lock and pushed the door quietly
open.
2
The hall was very dark. From half-way up the staircase some of
the starlit evening scattered mistily through a narrow window,
splintering the boards with spars of pale, milky shadow.
A clock chattered cluck-cluck-spin-spin-cluck close to
Harkness's ear. Otherwise there was not a sound anywhere. He
reflected that several things had been forgotten in his talk with
Dunbar; one that there would, in all probability, be no light in
the upper passage. How was he then to find the younger Crispin's
door, or to see whether or no there were that piece of paper
under Mrs. Crispin's? Secondly, it would be in the room on the
ground floor where he had had his strange interview with the
elder Crispin that he must see the younger, because, of course,
that gloomy creature, dumb though he appeared to be, would be at
least aware that Harkness had never ventured into the upper floor
at all and could not therefore have left his gold match-box
there. On the whole, this would be the better for Dunbar's plan,
because it would lead the younger Crispin all the farther from
his wife's door. But there were, at this point, so many dangers
and difficulties, so many opportunities of disaster, that in
absolute desperation he must perforce go forward.
He was aware that for himself now the easiest fashion would be
to persuade himself that he had indeed lost his match-box and was
returning to secure it. He hesitated on the bottom step of the
stairs as though he were wondering what he ought to do, how he
might find the tiresome thing without rousing the whole
house.
He climbed the staircase slowly, walking softly, but not too
softly, accompanied all the way by the clock that attended him
like a faithful coughing dog. At the turn of the stairs he found
the passage that Dunbar had described to him, and he was
instantly relieved to find that a wide and deep window at the far
end had no curtain, and that through it the long stretch was
suffused with a pale, ghostly light turning the heavy old frames,
the faded green paper, into shadow opaque.
He hesitated, looking about him, then clearly saw the two
doors that must be those of Crispin and his wife; from under one
of them, quite clearly, a small piece of white paper
obtruded.
He waited an instant, then moved boldly forward, not trying to
walk softly, and knocked on the nearer of the two doors. There
was a moment's pause, during which the wild beating of his own
heart and the friendly chatter of the clock from downstairs
seemed to strive together to break the silence.
The door opened abruptly, and the younger Crispin, his white
horse-face unmoved above his dark evening clothes, appeared
there.
"I really must beg your pardon," Harkness said, smiling. "A
most ridiculous thing has happened. I left the house some ten
minutes ago after wishing your father good night, and it was only
after going a little way that I discovered that I had lost a gold
match-box of mine that was of very great value to me. I hesitated
as to what I ought to do. I guess I should have gone straight
back to my hotel, but it worried me to think of losing it. It has
some very intimate connections for me. And I knew, you see, that
you were leaving early to-morrow morning--or
this morning
as it is by this time, I fancy. So that it was now or never for
my match-box. I came back very reluctantly, I can assure you, Mr.
Crispin. I do feel this to be an intrusion. I had hoped that your
father would still be about, and that I should simply ask him to
give me a light in the room where we were sitting. In a moment I
am sure that we would find the thing. Your night porter very
kindly let me in, but although I had only been gone ten minutes
the house was dark and there was no one about. I would have left
again, but I tell you frankly I couldn't bear to leave the thing.
I saw a light behind your door, and knew that someone at any rate
had not gone to bed. The whole thing has been unpardonable. But
just lend me a candle, and in five minutes I shall have found
it."
"I will go down with you myself," said Crispin, staring at
Harkness as though he had never seen him before.
"That's mighty fine of you. Thank you."
But still Crispin did not move, his eyes fixed on Harkness's
face. The eyes moved. They fell, and it seemed to Harkness that
they were staring at the small piece of paper underneath the next
door. Crispin looked, then without another word went back into
his room, closing the door behind him.
Harkness's heart stopped; the floor pitched and heaved beneath
his feet. It was all over already, then: young Crispin was now in
his wife's room, had discovered her, in all probability, in the
very act of escaping. In another moment the house would be
aroused.
He prepared himself for what might come, standing back against
the wall, his hands spread palm-wise against the paper as though
he would hold himself up.
Truly he was shaking at the knees: he could see nothing, only
that possibility of being once again in the presence of the elder
Crispin, of hearing again that sweet voice, of feeling once more
the touch of those boneless fingers, of seeing for another time
those mad beseeching eyes. His tongue was dry in his throat. Yes,
he was afraid, more utterly afraid than he would have fancied it
possible for a grown man ever to be. . . .
The door opened. Crispin appeared holding in his hand a
lighted candle.
"Now, let us go down," he said quietly.
The relief was so great that Harkness began to babble, "You
have no idea . . . the trouble I am causing you. . . . At this
late hour. . . . What must you think . . . ?"
The young man said nothing. Harkness meekly followed, the
candle-light splashing the walls and floor with its wavering
shadows. Their heads were gigantic on the faded wall-paper, and
Harkness had a sudden fancy that the shadows here were the
realities and he a mist. The younger Crispin gave that sense of
unreality.
A kind of weariness went with him as though he were the
personification of a strangled yawn. And yet beneath the
weariness and indifference there was a flame burning. One
realised it in that strange, absorbed stare of the eyes, in a
kind of determination in the movements, in a concentrated
indifference to any motive of life but the intended one. Harkness
was to realise this with a start of alarmed surprise when, once
more in the long shabby room lit now only by the light of one
uncertain candle, young Crispin turned upon him and shot out at
him in his harsh, rasping voice:
"What are you here for?"
They were standing one on either side of the table, and
between them on the floor were the white scattered fragments of
the torn "Orvieto."
"I told you," said Harkness. "I left my match-box. I won't
keep you a moment if you'll allow me to take that candle--"
"No, no," said the other impatiently, "I don't mean that. What
do I care for your match-box? You are worrying my father. I must
beg you, very seriously, never to come near him again."
"Indeed," said Harkness, laughing, "I don't understand you.
How could I worry your father? I have never seen him in my life
before this evening. He invited me out here for an hour's chat. I
am going now. He is leaving for abroad to-morrow. I don't suppose
that we shall ever meet again. Please allow me just to find my
match-box and go."
But Crispin had apparently heard nothing. He stood, his hand
tapping the table.
"I don't wish to appear rude, Mr.--Mr.--"
"Harkness is my name," Harkness said.
"I beg your pardon. I didn't catch it when my father
introduced me this evening. I don't want to seem offensive in any
way. I simply thought this a good opportunity for a few words
that may help you to understand the situation.
"My father is my chief care, Mr. Harkness. He is everything to
me in the world. He has no one to look after him but myself. He
is, as you must have seen, very nervous and susceptible to
different personalities. I could see at once to-night that your
personality is one that would have a very disturbing effect on
him. He does not recognise these things himself, and so I have to
protect him. I beg you to leave him alone."
"But really," Harkness cried, "the boot's on the other leg.
Your father has been very charming in showing me his lovely
things, but it was he who sought me out, not I him. I haven't the
least desire to push my acquaintance with him, or indeed with
yourself, any farther."
Crispin's cold eyes regarded Harkness steadily, then he moved
round the table until he was close beside him.
"I will tell you something, Mr.--ah--Harkness--something that
probably you do not know. There have been one or two persons as
foolish and interfering as to suggest that my father is not in
complete control of his faculties, even that he is dangerous to
the public peace. My father is an original mind. There is no one
like him in this whole world, no one who has the good of the
human race at heart as he has. He goes his own way, and at times
has pursued certain experiments that were necessary for the
development of his general plan. He was the judge of their true
necessity and he has had the courage of his opinions--hence the
inquisitive meddlesomeness of certain people." He paused, then
added:
"If you have come here with any idea, Mr.--Mr.--Harkness, of
interfering with my father's liberty, I warn you that one visit
is enough. It will be dangerous for you to make another."
Harkness's temper, so seldom at his command when he needed it,
now happily flamed up.
"Are you trying to insult me, Mr. Crispin?" he asked. "It
looks mighty like it. Let me tell you once again, and really now
for the last time, that I am an American travelling for pleasure
in Cornwall, that I had never heard of your father before this
evening, that he spoke to me first and asked me to dine with him,
and that he invited me here. I am not in the habit of spying on
anybody. I would be greatly obliged if you would allow me to look
for my match-box and depart. I am not likely to disturb you
again."
But this show of force did not disturb young Crispin in the
least. He stood there as though he were a wax model for evening
clothes in a tailor's window, his black hair had just that
wig-like sleekness, his face that waxen pallor, his body that
wooden patience.
"My father is everything to me," he said simply. "If my father
died I should die too. Life would simply come to an end for me. I
am of no importance to my father. He is frequently irritated by
my stupidity. That is natural--but I am there to protect him, and
protect him I will. We have been really driven from place to
place, Mr. Harkness, during the last year by the ridiculous
ignorant superstitions of local gossip. Great men always seem odd
to their inferiors, and my father seems odd to a number of
people, but I warn them all that any spying, asking of questions,
and the like, is dangerous. We know how to protect
ourselves."
His eyes suddenly fell on the fragments of the "Orvieto." He
bent down and picked some of them up. A look of true human
anxiety and distress crept into his queer fish-like eyes that
gave him a new air and colour.
"Oh dear! oh dear!" he said. "Did he do this while you were
with him?"
"Yes," said Harkness, "he did."
"Ah! it was one of his favourites. He must have been in great
distress. This only confirms what I said to you just now about
disturbing him. I beg you to go--now, at once, immediately--and
never, never return. It is so bad for my father to be disturbed.
He has so excitable a temperament. Please, please leave at
once--"
"But my match-box," said Harkness.
"Give me your London address. I promise you that it shall be
forwarded to you." He held the candle high and swept the room
with it, the sudden shadows playing on the walls, like a troop of
dancing scarecrows. "You don't see it anywhere?"
Harkness looked about him, then up at the face of the
chattering clock. Time enough had elapsed. She was safe away by
now.
"Very well, then," he said. "I will give you my address. Here
is my card."
Young Crispin, who seemed in great agitation and, under this
emotion, a new and different human being from anything that
Harkness had believed to be possible, took the card, and with the
candle moved into the hall.
He turned the key, opened the door, and the night air rushed
in, blowing the flame.
"I wish you good night," he said, holding out his hand.
Harkness touched it--it was cold and hard--bowed, said: "I
must apologise again for disturbing you, I would only reassure
you that it is for the last time."
Both bowed. The door closed, and Harkness was once again in
the garden.
3
Jabez was waiting for him. They were both in the shadow;
beyond them the lawn was scattered with star-dust mist as though
sown with immortal daisies; the stars above were veiled. The
world was so still that it seemed to march forward with the
rhythm of the sea, that could be heard stamping now like a whole
army of marching men.
"They are waiting for you, sir," Jabez whispered. "I was
terrible feared you'd be too long in there."
They moved, keeping to the shadows, and reached the path that
led to the door in the wall. Here their feet crunched on the
gravel, and every step was an agony of anticipated alarm. It
seemed to Harkness that the house sprang into life, that lights
jumped in the windows, figures passed to and fro, but he dared
not look back, and then Jabez's hand was on the door, he was
through and out safely in the wide free road.
Then, for an instant, he did look back, and there the house
was, dark, motionless, rising out of the trees like part of the
rock on which it was built, the high tower climbing pale in the
mist above it.
Only an instant's glimpse, because there was the jingle, the
pony, Dunbar, and the girl. An absurd emotion took possession of
him at the sight of them. He had been through a good deal that
evening, and the picture of them, safe, honest, sane, after the
house and the company that he had left, came with the breeze from
the sea reassuring him of normality and youth.
Jabez, too, standing over them like a protective deity. His
whole heart warmed to the man, and he vowed that in the morning
he would do something for him that would give him security for
the rest of his days. There was something in the patient,
statuesque simplicity of that giant figure that he was never
afterwards to forget.
But he had little time to think of anything. He had climbed
into the jingle, and without a word exchanged between any of them
they were off, turning at once away from the road to the right
over a turfy path that led to the Downs.
Dunbar, who had the reins, spoke at last.
"My God," he said, "I thought you were never coming."
"I had a queer time," Harkness answered, whispering because he
was still under the obsession of his escape from the house. "You
must remember that I'm not accustomed to such adventures. I've
never had such an odd two hours before, and I shouldn't think
that I'm ever likely to have such another again."
They all clustered together as though to assure one another of
their happiness at their escape. The strong tang now of the sea
in their faces, the freshness of the wide open sky, the spring of
the turf beneath the jingle's wheels, all spoke to them of their
freedom. They were so happy that, had they dared, they would have
sung aloud.
But Harkness now was conscious only of one thing, that Hesther
Crispin, a black shawl over her head, only the outline of her
figure to be seen against the blue night, was pressed close to
him. Her hand touched his knee, the strands of her hair, escaping
the shawl, blew close to his face, he could feel the beating of
her heart. An ecstasy seized him at the sense of her closeness.
Whatever was to come of that night, at least this he had--his
perfect hour. The elder Crispin and his madness, the younger and
his strangeness, the dim faded house, the jewels and the torn
"Orvieto," the mad talk, all these vanished into unreality, and,
curiously, this ride was joined directly to the dance around the
town as though no other events had intervened.
Then he had won his freedom, this sanctified it. Then he had
felt his common humanity with all life, now he knew his own
passionate share in it.
He wanted nothing for himself but this, that, like Browning's
strong peasant, he might serve his duchess, at the last receiving
his white rose and watching her vanish into her own magical
kingdom. A romantic, idealistic American, as has been already
declared in this history; but ten hours ago both romance and
idealism were theoretic, now they were pulsing, living
things.
"Hesther's the one for my money," Dunbar said, some of his
happiness at their safety ringing through his voice. "You should
have seen her climb out of that window. She landed on the roof of
that tool-house so lightly that not a mouse could have heard her.
And then she swung down the pipe like a monkey. Tell me how you
managed with friend Crispin."
"It wasn't difficult," Harkness answered. "He went with me to
that long room downstairs like a lamb. He told me that he had
been wanting to speak with me to tell me that I was bothering his
father and must keep away."
"That you were bothering his father?"
"Yes. He--Wait. Do you hear anyone coming?"
They listened. The ramp-ramp of the sea was now very loud.
They had come nearly two miles on the soft track across the
Downs. They stayed listening, staring into the distance. There
was no sound but the sea; then a bell ringing mournfully,
regretfully, through the air.
"That's the Liddon," said Dunbar. "We must be nearly at our
cottage. But I don't hear anything. Unless they saw the jingle
they never would think of this. Our only danger was the younger
Crispin going into Hesther's room after he left you. I believe
we're safe."
They stayed there listening. Very strange in that wide
expanse, with only the bell for their company. They drove on a
little way, and a building loomed up. This was a deserted
cottage, simply the four walls standing.
"I'm to tie the pony to this," Dunbar said. "Jabez will fetch
it in the morning."
They climbed out of the jingle and waited while the pony was
tied. Having done it, Dunbar raised his head, sniffing the
air.
"I say, don't you think the mist's coming up a bit? It won't
do if it gets too thick. We'll have difficulty in finding the
Cove."
It was true. The mist was spreading like very thin smoky
glass. The pony was etherealised, the cottage a ghostly
cottage.
"Well, come on," Dunbar said. "We haven't a great deal of
time, but the Cove's only a step of the way. Along here to the
right."
He led, the others followed. Hesther had hitherto said
nothing. Now she looked up at Harkness. "Thank you for helping
us. It was generous of you."
He couldn't see her face. He touched her hand with his for a
moment.
"I guess that was the least anyone could do," he said.
"Oh! I'm so glad it's over!" She gave a little shiver. "To be
out here free after those weeks, after that house--you don't
know, you don't
know what that was."
"I can pretty well imagine," Harkness answered grimly, "from
the hour or two I spent in your father-in-law's company. But
don't let's talk about it just now. Afterwards we'll tell each
other all our adventures."
"Isn't it strange," she said simply, "we've only exchanged a
word or two, we never knew one another before this evening, and
yet we're like old friends? Isn't it pleasant?"
"Very pleasant," he answered. "We must always be friends."
"Yes, always," she said.
They were standing close to the broken wall of the cottage. It
had a wonderfully romantic air in the night air. It was so
lonely, and so independent as well. The storms that must beat
around it on wild nights, the screams of the birds, the battering
roar of the waves, and then to sink into that silence with only
the voice of the bell for its company. But Dunbar was no poet--a
ruined cottage was a ruined cottage to him.
"I don't like this mist," he said. "It's made me a little
uncertain of my bearings. I wonder if you'd mind, Hesther,
waiting here for five minutes while I go and see--"
"Oh no, we'll all stick together," she interrupted. "Why
should we separate? Why, I'm more sure-footed than you are,
David. You're trying to mother me again."
"No, I'm not," he answered doggedly; "but I'm really not quite
sure of the way down, and if we got in a mess half way it would
be much worse your being there. Really these paths can be awfully
nasty. I want to be
sure of my way before you
come--really, Hesther--"
She saw that it was important to him. She laughed.
"It's stupid, when I'm a better climber than you are. But if
you like it--you're the commander of this expedition."
She seated herself on a stone near the pony. The two men
walked off. The sea mist was very faint, blowing in little wisps
like tattered lawn, not obscuring anything but rendering the
whole scene ethereal and unreal.
Suddenly, however, as though out of friendly interest, the
stars, that had been quite obscured, again appeared, twinkling,
humorous eyes looking down over the wall of heaven.
"We should be all right," Dunbar said as the two men set off;
"we are up to time. The boat is bound to be there. It's lucky the
fog hasn't come. That's a contingency I never thought of. The
path down to the Cove is off here, to the right of the cottage
somewhere. I've studied every inch of the country round
here."
The path appeared. "Tell me, did you have a queer time with
Crispin--the elder one, I mean?"
"I've never had so strange a conversation with anyone," said
Harkness. "Madness is a queer thing when you are in actual
contact with it, because we have, everyone of us, enough madness
in ourselves to wonder whether some one else
is so mad
after all. He talked the most awful nonsense, and
dangerous nonsense too, but there was a kind of theory
behind it, something that almost held it all together; a sort of
pathos too, so that you felt, in spite of yourself, sorry for the
man."
But Dunbar was no analyser of human motives. He despised fine
shades, and was a man of action. "Sorry for him! Just about as
sorry as you are for a spider that is spinning a nest in your
clothes cupboard. Sorry! He wants crushing under foot like a
white slug, and that he'll get before I've finished with him.
Why, man, he's murderous! He loves torture and slow fire, like
the old Spaniards in the Inquisition. There's so little to catch
on to--that's the trouble; but I bet that if he had caught us
helping Hesther out of that house to-night there would be
something to catch on to! Why, if we were to fall into his hands
now! Ugh! it doesn't bear thinking of!"
"Oh yes, of course," Harkness agreed, "he's dangerously mad.
He'll be in an asylum before many days are out. If ever I have
been justified in any action of my life it has been this, in
helping that poor girl out of the hands of those two men. All the
same . . . oh! it's sad, Dunbar! There is something so tragic in
madness, whether it's dangerous or no--something captive, like a
bird in a cage, and something common to us all. . . ."
"Well, if you think that the kind of things that Crispin
Senior is after are common to us all you must have a pretty low
view of humanity. The beastly swine! Something pathetic? Why,
you're a curious fellow, Harkness, to feel pathos in that
situation."
"You may hate it and detest it, you
must confine it
because it's dangerous to the community, but you can pity it all
the same. His eyes--that longing to escape."
But Dunbar had found the cleft. They were now right above the
sea. Although there was so slight a wind, the waves were breaking
noisily on the shore. The stars had gone again, but the edge of
the cliff was clear, and far below it a thin line of ragged white
leapt to the eye, vanished, and leapt again.
"Here's the path down," said Dunbar. "There isn't much light,
but enough, I fancy. We'll both go down so that we can be sure of
our way when we come back with Hesther, and we may be both needed
to help her. The path's all right, though. It's slippery after
wet weather, but there's been no rain for days. Can you make it
out clearly enough?"
"Yes," Harkness said, but he felt anything but happy. Of all
the things that he had done that evening this was the one that he
liked least. He had a very poor head for heights, growing dizzy
under any provocation; the angry snarl of the sea bewildered him,
and little breaths of vapour curled about him changing from
moment to moment the form and shape of the scene. He would have
liked to suggest to Dunbar that there was no need for him to go
down this first time, but, coward though he might be, he had come
down to Treliss to beat that cowardice.
Certainly the adventures of that night were giving him every
opportunity. He went to the edge and looked over. The sea banged
up to him, and the grey curved shadow of the Cove seemed to be
miles below him. The little path ran on the edge of the cliff
between two precipitous slopes, and its downward curve was
sharp.
He pulled himself together, thinking of Hesther waiting there
by the cottage alone. Dunbar had already started; he
followed.
When he had gone a little way his knees began to wobble, his
legs taking on a strange life of their own. His imagination had
all his days been dangerous for him in any crisis, because he
always saw more than was truly there: now the sea breeze blew on
either side of him, the path was so narrow that there was not
room to plant his two feet at the same time, the dim shadow light
confused his eyes, and the roar of the sea leapt at him like a
wild animal.
However, he pressed forward, looking neither to right nor to
left, and with what thankfulness he felt the wet sand yield
beneath him and saw the boat drawn up under an overhanging rock
only a few feet away from him!
"There it is," said Dunbar, eyeing the boat with intense
satisfaction. "Now I think we're all right. I don't see what's
going to stop us. We'll be across there in half an hour and then
have a good hour before the train." He held out his hand.
"Harkness, I simply can't tell you what I think of your doing
all this for us. Coming down here just to have a holiday, and
then taking all these risks for people you'd never seen before.
It's fine of you and I'll never forget it."
"It's nothing at all," said Harkness, blushing, as he always
did when he himself was at all in discussion. "As a matter of
fact, I've had what has been, I suppose, the most interesting
evening of my life, and I daresay it isn't all over yet."
"There's not much fear of their catching us now," said Dunbar;
"but you've been in more real actual danger than you imagine. As
I said just now, anything might have happened to us if he had
caught us. You don't know how remote that house is. He could do
what he pleased without anyone being the wiser, and be off in the
morning leaving our corpses behind him. The only servants in that
house are those two Japs."
"There's Jabez," said Harkness.
"Jabez is outside and is only temporary. He wouldn't have
stayed after to-morrow anyway. He hates the man. Fine fellow,
Jabez. I don't know how I would have managed this affair without
him. He fell in love with Hesther. He'd do anything for her. And
then like the rest of the neighbourhood he detested the
Japanese.
"They are funny conservative people these Cornishmen. Whatever
they may pretend, they've no use for foreigners, and especially
foreigners like Crispin."
They stood a moment listening to the sea.
"The tide's going out," said Dunbar. "I was a little anxious
lest I'd pulled the boat up high enough this afternoon, and then,
of course, someone might have come along and taken a fancy to it.
However, I was pretty safe. No one ever comes down into this
cove. But we've taken a lot of chances to-night and everything's
come off. The Lord's on our side--as He well may be, considering
the kind of characters the Crispins have."
He looked at Harkness. "Hullo, you're shivering. Are you
cold?"
"No," said Harkness, "I suddenly got the creeps. Some one
walking over my grave, I suppose. I feel as though Crispin had
followed us and was listening to every word we were saying. I
could swear I could see his horrid red head poking over that rock
now. However, to tell you the exact truth, Dunbar, I didn't care
overmuch for coming down that bit of rock just now. I'm not much
at heights."
"What! that path!" cried Dunbar. "That's nothing. However,
there's no need for both of us to go back. You can stay by the
boat."
But a sudden determination flamed up in Harkness that it
should be he, and none other, that should fetch Hesther
Crispin.
"No, I'll go. There's no need for you to come though. We'll be
back here in ten minutes. I'll see that she gets down all
right."
"Very well," said Dunbar. "But look after her. She's not so
good a climber as she thinks she is."
So Harkness started off. He waved his hand to Dunbar, who was
now busied with the boat, and began his climb. He stumbled over
the wet rocks, nearly fell once or twice, and then came to the
little path. His thought now was all of Hesther. He played with
his imagination, picturing to himself that he was going right out
of the world to some unknown heights where she awaited him,
having chosen him out of all the world, and there they would live
together, alone, happy always in one another's company. . . .
What a fool he was when she was married, and, even if she
freed herself from that horrid encumbrance, had that boy down
there in the Cove waiting for her. But he could not help his own
state. It did no harm. He told no one. It was so new for him,
this rich thrilling tingle of emotion at the thought of some
other human being, something so different from his love for his
sisters and his admiration for his friends. And to-night from
first to last there had been all the time this same
tingling of experience. From his first getting into the
train until now he had seemed to be in direct contact with life,
contact with all the wrappers off, with nothing in between him
and it!
That he must never lose again. After this night he must never
slip back to that old half-life with its dilettante pleasures,
its mild disappointments, its vague sense of exile. He could not
have Hesther for himself, but, at least, he could live the full
life that she and her country had shown to him.
"Ours is a great wild country. . . ." Never back to the level
plains again!
Full of these fine brave exulting thoughts, he had climbed a
very considerable way when--suddenly the path was gone. There was
no path, no rocks, no hillside, no Cove, no sea, no
stars--nothing. He was standing on air. The fog in one second had
crept upon him. Not the thin glassy mist of twenty minutes ago,
but a thick, dense, blinding fog that hemmed in like walls of
wadding on every side. In the sudden panic his legs gave way and
he fell on to his knees and hands, clutching both sides of the
narrow path, staring desperately before him. He heard the Liddon
bell, as it seemed, quite close to his side, ringing down upon
him.
4
His first thought was of Hesther--then of Dunbar. Here they
were, all three of them, separated. The fog might last for
hours.
He called, "Dunbar! Dunbar! Dunbar!"
The bell echoed him, mocking him, "Dunbar! Dunbar!
Dunbar!"
Very cautiously he climbed upon his feet, steadying himself.
The wind seemed completely to have died, and the sea sent up now
only a faint rustle, like the mysterious movement of some hidden
woman's dress, but the fog was so thick that it seemed to embrace
Harkness ever more tightly--and it was cold with a bitter
piercing chill. Harkness called again, "Dunbar! Dunbar!"
listened, and then, as there was no kind of answer, began to move
slowly forward.
Once, many years before, when a small boy at his private
school, there had been an hour that every week he had feared
beforehand with a panic dread. This had been the time of the
fire-escape practice, when the boys, from some second-floor
window, were pushed down, feet foremost, into a long canvas
funnel through which they slipped safely to the ground. The
passing through this funnel was only of a moment's duration, but
that moment to Harkness had been terrible in its nightmare
stifling sense, pressing blinding confinement. Something of that
he felt now. He seemed to be compelled to push against blankets
of cold damp obstruction. The Fog assumed a personality, and it
was a personality strangely connected in Harkness's confused
brain with that little red-headed man who seemed now always to be
pursuing him. He was somewhere there in the fog; it was part of
his game that he was playing with Harkness, and he could hear
that sweet melodious voice whispering: "Pain, you know. Pain.
That's the thing to teach you what life really means. You'll be
thankful to me before I've done with you. You shouldn't have
interfered with my plans, you know. I warned you not to."
He tried to drive down his fancies and to control his body.
That was his trouble--that every limb, every nerve, every muscle,
seemed to be asserting its own independent life. His legs
now--they belonged to him, but never would you have supposed it.
His arms tugged away from him as though striving to be free. He
was not trained for this kind of thing--a cultured American
gentleman with two sisters who read papers to women's clubs in
Oregon.
He beat down his imagination. He had been crawling on his
hands and his knees, and now he put out one hand and touched
space. His heart gave a sickening bound and lay still. Which way
went the path, to right or to left? He tried to throw his memory
back and recapture the shape of it. There had been a sharp curve
somewhere as it bent out towards the sea, but he did not know how
far now he had gone. He strained with his eyes but could see
nothing but the wall of grey. Should he wait there until the fog
cleared or Dunbar came to him: but the fog might be there for
hours, and Dunbar might never come. No, he must not wait. The
thought of Hesther alone in the fog, fearing every moment
recapture by the Crispins, filled with every terror that her
loneliness could breed in her, spurred him on. He
must
reach her, whatever the risk.
Stretching his arm at full length he touched the path again,
but there was an interval. Had there been any break in the path
when he came down it? He could not remember any. He felt
backwards with his hand and found the curve, crept forward, then
his foot slipped and his leg slid over the edge. He waited to
stop the hammering of his heart, then, balancing himself, pulled
it back, then forward again.
Lucky for him that there was no wind, but again not lucky,
because had there been wind the fog might have been blown out of
its course: as it was, with every instant it seemed to grow
thicker and thicker.
Then he grew calmer. He must soon now be reaching the top, and
happiness came to him when he thought that for a time at least he
would be Hesther's only protection. On him, until Dunbar reached
them, she would have absolutely to rely. She would be cold and he
must shelter her, and at the thought of her proximity to him, he
with his arm around her, wrapping her with his coat, holding
perhaps her hand in his, he was, himself, suddenly warm, and his
body pulled together and was taut and strong.
He fancied that he might walk now. Very carefully he pulled
himself up, stood on his feet, stepped forward--and fell.
5
He screamed, and as he did so the Fog seemed to put its clammy
hand against his mouth, filling it with boneless fingers. This
was the end--this death. All space was about him and a roar of
air sweeping up to meet him.
Then dimly there came to his brain the message, thrown to him
like a life-line, that he was not falling in space but was
slipping down a slope. He lurched out with his hands, caught some
thick tufts of grass, and held. His legs slid forward and then
dangled. With all his forces--and the muscles of his arms were
but weak--he pulled himself upward and then held himself there,
his legs hanging over space.
While the tufts held, and so long as his arms had the
strength, he could stay. How long might that be? Sickness
attacked him, a kind of sea-sickness. Tears were in his eyes, and
an intense self-pity seized him. What a shame that such an end
should come to a man who had meant no harm to anyone, whose life
had yet such possibilities. He thought of his sisters. How they
would miss him! He had been tiresome sometimes, and been restless
at home, and pulled them up sharply when they had said things
that he thought stupid, but now only his good points would be
remembered. He had been kind to them; he had a warm heart.
He--and here his brain, working it seemed through his aching,
straining arms, began suddenly to whirl like a top, flinging in
front of his eyes a succession of the most absurd pictures: days
in spring woods gathering flowers, his mother and father laughing
at something childish that he had said, a bar of music from some
musical comedy, Erda appearing before Wotan in
Siegfried,
a night when he had come to a dinner party and had forgotten to
wear a dress tie, the moment when once before an operation he had
been wheeled into the operating theatre, the day when he had
plucked up his courage and decided that he could buy the Whistler
"Little Mast," the grave, anxious, kindly eyes of Strang as he
leant across the etching table, a morning when he had run for an
omnibus up Shaftesbury Avenue and missed it and the conductor had
laughed, that hour with Maradick at the club, lights, scents, the
cold fog drowning his mouth, his nose, his eyes--then chill
space, a roaring wind and silence. . . .
How strange after that--and hours afterwards it seemed
although it must have been seconds--to find that he was still
living, that his arms were aching as though they were one
extended toothache, and that he was still holding to those tufts
of grass. He had a kind of marvel at his endurance, and now,
suddenly, a wonder as to why he was doing this. Was it worth
while? How stupid this energy! How much better to let himself go
and to sleep, to sleep. How delicious to sleep and be rid of the
ache, the cold, the clammy fog!
With that, one of the grass tufts to which he was clinging
lurched slightly, and his whole soul was active in its energy to
preserve that life that but now he had thought to throw away.
With a struggle to which he would have supposed he could not have
risen, he drew his body up against the slope so that the earth to
which he was clinging might the better restrain his weight. Then
resting there, his fingers digging deep into the soil of the
cliff, his head pressed against the rock, he uttered a
prayer:
"O Lord, help me now. I have a life that has been of little
use to the world, but I have, in this very day, seen better the
uses to which I may put it. Help me from this, give me strength
to live, and I will try to leave my idleness and my selfishness
and meanness and be a worthier man. O Lord, I know not whether
Thou dost exist or no, but, if Thou art near me, help me at least
now to bear my death worthily, if it must be that, and to live my
life to some real purpose if I am to have it back again. Amen."
Then he repeated the Lord's Prayer. After that he seemed to be
quieted; a great comfort came to him so that he no longer had any
anxiety, his heart beat tranquilly, and he only rested there,
passive for the issue. "If death comes," he thought to himself,
"I believe that it will be very swift. I shall feel no more than
I felt just now when I first tumbled. I shall not have so much
pain as with a toothache. I am leaving no one in the whole world
whose existence will be empty because I have gone. Hesther after
to-night I shall never, in any case, see again, and I am
fortunate because, before I die, I have been able to feel the
reality of life, what love is, and caring for others more than
myself." He was quite tranquil. The tuft of grass tugged again.
His legs were numb, and he had the curious fancy that one of his
boots had slipped off, and that one foot, as light as a feather,
was blowing loosely in the air.
Then it seemed to him--and now it was as though he were half
asleep, working in a dream--that someone was, very gently,
pushing him upwards. At least he was rising. His hands, one by
one, left their tufts of grass and caught higher refuge, first a
projecting rock, then a thick hummock of soil, then a bunch of
sea-pinks. In another while, his heart now beating again with a
new excited anticipation, his head lurched forward on the earth
into space. With a last frantic urge he pulled all his body
together and lay huddled on the path safe once more.
He had now a new trouble because his body refused to move. He
had no body, nothing that he could count upon for action. He
tried to find his connection with it, endeavoured to rest upon
his knees, but it was as though he had been all dissipated into
the fog and was turned, himself now, into mist and vapour. Then
this passed, and once more he crawled forward.
He turned a corner and met again the Liddon bell. It was
strange how deeply this voice reassured him. He had been all
alone in a world utterly dead. He had not had, like Hardy's hero,
the sight of the crustacean to connect him with eternal life. But
this sudden, melancholy, lowing sound like a creature deserted,
crying for its mate, brought him once more into reality. The bell
was insistent and very loud. It swung through the fog up to him,
ringing in his ear, then fading away again into distance. He
spoke aloud as men do when they are in desperate straits: "Well,
old bell," he cried, "I'm not beaten yet, you see. They've done
what they can to finish me, but I'm back again. You don't get rid
of me so easily as all that, you know. You can come and look, if
you like. Here I am, company for you after all."
There was a little breeze blowing now in his eyes and this
cheered him. If only the wind rose the fog would move and all
might yet be well. His clothes were torn, his hands bleeding, his
hat gone. He crawled into a sitting position, shook his fist in
the air, and cried:
"You old devil, you're there, are you! It's your game all
this. You're seeing whether you can finish me. But I'll be even
with you yet." And it did indeed seem to him that he could see
through the mist that red head sticking out like a furze bush on
fire. The hair, the damp pale face, the melancholy eyes, and then
the voice:
"It's only a theory, of course, Mr. Harkness. My father, who
was a most remarkable man. . . ."
The thought of Crispin enraged him, and the rage drove him on
to his feet. He was standing up and moving forward quite briskly.
He moved like a blind man, his hands before him as though he were
expecting at every moment to strike some hard, sharp substance,
but whereas before the fog had seemed to envelop him, strangling
him, penetrating into his very heart and vitals, now it retreated
from before him like a moving wall. The incline was now less
sharp, and now less sharp again. Little pebbles rolled from
beneath his feet, and he could hear them fall over down into
distant space, but he had no longer any fear. He was on level
ground. He knew that the down was spreading about him. He called
out, "Hesther! Hesther!" not realising that this was the first
time he had spoken her name. He called it again, "Hesther!
Hesther!" and again and again, always moving as he fancied
forward.
Then, as though it had been hurled at him out of some gigantic
distance, the rugged wall of the cottage pierced the sky. He saw
it, then herself patiently seated beneath it. In another moment
he was kneeling beside her, both her hands in his, his voice
murmuring unintelligible words.
6
She was so happy to see him. His face was close to hers and
for the first time he could really see her, her large, grave,
questioning eyes, her child's face, half developed, nothing very
beautiful in her features, but to him something inexpressibly
lovely for which all his life he had been waiting.
She was damp with the fog, and the first thing he did was to
take off his coat and try to put it around her. But she stood up
resisting him.
"Oh no, I'm not cold. I'm not really. And do you think I'll
let you? Why, you! What have you done? Your hands are all torn
and your face!"
She was very close to him. She put up her hand and touched his
face. He needed to muster everything that he had in him not to
put his arms around her. He conquered himself. "That's nothing,"
he said; "I had some trouble climbing up from the cliff. I was
just half-way up when the fog came on. It wasn't much of a path
in any case."
She stood with her hand on his arm. "Oh, what shall we do? We
shall never find the boat now. The fog will clear and we will be
caught. We can't move from here while it lasts."
"No," he said firmly, "we can't move. This is the place where
Dunbar will expect us. He'll turn up here at any moment.
Meanwhile, we must just wait for him. Is the pony all right?"
"I don't know what I'd have done without the pony," she said.
"When the fog came up I was terrified. I didn't know what I'd
better do. I called your names, but, of course, you didn't hear.
And then it got colder and colder and I kept thinking that I was
seeing Them. His red hair. . . ."
She suddenly, shivering, put her hand on his arm. "Oh, don't
let them find us," she said; "I couldn't go back to that. I would
rather kill myself. I
would kill myself if I went back.
What they are--oh! you don't know!"
He took her hand and held it firmly. "Now see here, we don't
know how long Dunbar will be, or how long the fog will last, or
anything. We can't do anything but stay here, and it's no good if
we stay here and think of all the terrible things that may
happen. The fog can't last for ever. Dunbar may come any minute.
What we have to do is to sit down on this stone here and imagine
we are sitting in front of our fire at home talking like old
friends about--oh well, anything you like--whatever old friends
do talk about. Can your imagination help you that far?"
He saw that she was at the very edge of her nerves; a step
farther and she would topple over into wild hysteria; he knew
enough already about her character to be sure that nothing would
cause her such self-scorn and regret as that loss of
self-control. He was not very sure of his own control; everything
had piled up upon him pretty heavily during the last hour; but
she was such a child that he had an immense sense of
responsibility as though he had been fifteen years older at
least.
"I haven't very much imagination," she said, in a voice
hovering between laughter and tears. "Father always used to tell
me that that was my chief lack. And we
are old friends, as
we said a while ago, even though we have just met."
"That's right," he said. "Now we will have to sit rather close
together. There's only one stone and the grass is most awfully
wet. Every three minutes or so I'll get up and shout Dunbar's
name in case he is wandering about quite close to us."
He stood up and, putting his hands to his mouth, shouted with
all his might: "Dunbar! Dunbar! Dunbar!"
He waited. There was no answer. Only the fog seemed to grow
closer. He turned to her and said:
"Don't you think the fog's clearing a little?"
She shook her head. There was still a little quaver in her
voice: "I'm afraid not. You're saying that to cheer me up. You
needn't. I'm not frightened. Think how lucky I am to have you
with me. You mightn't have come back. You might have missed your
way for hours."
When he thought of how nearly he had missed his way for ever
and ever he trembled. He mustn't let his thoughts wander in those
paths; he was here to make her feel happy and safe until Dunbar
came. They sat down on the stone together, and he put his arm
around her to hold her there and to keep her warm.
"Now what shall we talk about?" she asked him.
"Ourselves," he answered her. "We have a splendid opportunity.
Here we are, cut off by the fog, away from everyone in the world.
We know nothing about one another, or almost nothing. We can
scarcely see one another's faces. It is a wonderful
opportunity."
"Well, you tell me about yourself first."
"Ah! there's the trouble. I'm so terribly dull. I've never
been or thought or said anything interesting. I'm like thousands
and thousands of people in this world who are simply shadows to
everybody else."
"Remember we're to tell the truth," she said. "No one ever
honestly thinks that about themselves--that they are just shadows
of somebody else. Everyone has their own secret importance for
themselves--at least, everyone in our village had. People you
would have supposed had
nothing in them, yet if you talked
to them you soon saw that they fancied that the world would end
if they weren't in it to make it go round."
"Well, honestly, that isn't my opinion of myself," Harkness
answered. "I don't think that I help the world to go round at
all. Of course, I think that there have to be all the ordinary
people in it like myself to appreciate all the doings and sayings
of the others, the geniuses--to make the audience, you know. But
I'm not even a very good audience. There are so many things I
don't care for."
"What
do you care for?"
"Oh, different things at different times--not permanently for
much. Pictures--especially etchings--music, travel. But never
very deeply or urgently, except for the etchings. . . . Until
to-night," he suddenly added, lowering his voice.
"Until to-night?"
"Yes, ever since I left Paddington--let me see--how many hours
ago? It's now about two o'clock, I suppose." He looked at his
watch. "Ten minutes to two. Nearly nine hours. Ever since nine
hours ago, I've felt a new kind of energy, a new spirit, the
thrill, the excitement that all my life I've wanted to have but
that never came until now. Being really
in life instead of
just watching it like a spectator."
She put her hand on his. "I am so glad you're here. Do you
know I used to boast that I never could be frightened by
anything? But these last weeks--all my courage has gone. Oh, why
has this fog come? We were getting on so well, everything was all
right--and now I know they'll find us, I know they'll find us.
I'm sure he's just behind there, somewhere, hiding in the fog,
listening to us. And perhaps David is killed. I can't bear it. I
can't bear it!"
She suddenly clung to him, hiding her face in his cloak. He
soothed her just as he would his own child, as though she had
been his child all her life. "Hesther! Hesther! You mustn't. You
mustn't break down. Think how brave you've been all this time.
The fog can clear in a moment and then we'll still have time to
catch the train. Anyway the fog's a protection. If Crispin were
after us he'd never find us in this. Don't cry, Hesther. Don't be
unhappy. Let's just go on talking as though we were at home.
You're quite safe here. No one can touch you."
"Yes, I'm safe," she whispered, "so long as you're here." His
heart leapt up. He forced himself to speak very quietly:
"Now I'll tell you about
myself. It will be soon over.
I grew up in a place called Baker in Oregon in the United States.
It is a long way from anywhere, but all the big trains go through
it on the way out to the Pacific coast. I grew up there with my
two sisters and my father. I lost my mother when I was very
young. We had a funny ramshackle old house under the mountains,
full of books. We had very long winters and very hot summers. I
went to a place called Andover to school. Then my father died and
left me some money, and since then--oh! since then I dare not
tell you what a waste I have made of my life, never settling
anywhere, longing for Europe and the old beautiful things when I
was in America, and longing for the energy and vitality of
America when I was in Europe. That's what it is to be really
cosmopolitan--to have no home anywhere.
"The only intimate friends I have are the etchings, and I
sometimes think that they also despise me for the idle life I
lead."
He could see that she was interested. She was quietly sitting,
her head against his shoulder, her hand in his just as a little
girl might listen to her elder brother. "And that's all?" she
asked.
"Yes. Absolutely all. I'm ashamed to let you look at so
miserable a picture. I have been like so many people in the
world, especially since the war. Modern cleverness has taken
one's beliefs away, modern stupidity has deprived one of the
possibility of hero-worship. No God, no heroes any more. Only
one's disappointing self. What is left to make life worth while?
So you think while you are on the bank watching the stream of
life pass by. It is different if someone or something pushes you
in. Then you must fight for existence for your own or, better
still, for someone else. They who care for something or someone
more than themselves--some cause, some idea, some prophecy, some
beauty, some person--they are the happy ones." He laughed. "Here
I am sitting in the middle of this fog, a useless selfish
creature who has suddenly discovered the meaning of life.
Congratulate me."
He felt that she was looking up at him. He looked down at her.
Their eyes stared at one another. His heart beat riotously, and
behind the beating there was a strange pain, a poignant longing,
a deep, deep tenderness.
"I don't understand everything you say," she replied at last.
"Except that I am sure you are doing an injustice to yourself
when you give such an account. But what you say about
unselfishness I don't agree with. How is one unselfish if one is
doing things for people one loves? I wasn't unselfish because I
worked for the boys. I had to. They needed it."
"Tell me about your home," he said.
She sighed, then drew herself a little away from him, as
though she were suddenly determined to be independent, to owe no
man anything.
"Mother died when I was very young," she said. "I only
remember her as someone who was always tired, but very, very
kind. But she liked the boys better. I remember I used to be
silly and feel hurt because she liked them better. But the day
before she died she told me to look after them, and I was so
proud, and promised. And I have tried."
"Were they younger than you?"
"Yes. One was three years younger and the other five. I think
they cared for me, but never as much as I did for them."
She stopped as though she were listening. The fog was now
terribly thick and was in their eyes, their nostrils, their
mouths. They could see nothing at all, and when he jumped to his
feet and called again, "Dunbar! Dunbar! Dunbar!" he knew that he
vanished from her sight. He could feel from the way that she
caught his hand and held it when he sat down again how, for a
moment, she had lost him.
"It's always that way, isn't it?" she went on, and he could
tell from an undertone in her voice that this talking was an
immense relief to her. She had, he supposed, not talked to anyone
for weeks.
"Always what way?" he asked.
"That if you love someone very much they don't love you so
much. And then the same the other way."
"Very often," he agreed.
"I'm sure that's what I did wrong at home. Showed them that I
cared for them too much. The boys were very good, but they were
boys, you know, and took everything for granted as men do." She
said this with a very old world-wise air. "They were dear
boys--they were and are. But it was better before they went to
school, when they needed me always. Afterwards when they had been
to school they despised girls and thought it silly to let girls
do things for them. And then they didn't like being at
home--because father drank."
She dropped her voice here and came very close to him.
"Do you know what it is to hate and love the same person? I
was like that with father. When he had drunk too much and broke
all the things--when we had so few anyway--and hit the boys, and
did things--oh, dreadful things that men do when they're
drunk--then I hated him. I didn't love him. I didn't want to help
him--I just wanted to get away. And before--before he drank so
much he was so good and so sweet and so clever. Do you know that
my father was one of the cleverest doctors in the whole of
England? He was. If he hadn't drunk he might have been anywhere
and done anything. But sometimes when he
was drunk and the
boys were away at school, and the house was in such a mess, and
the servant wouldn't stay because of father, I felt I couldn't go
on--I
couldn't!--and that I'd run down the road leaving
everything as it was, into the town and hide so that they'd never
find me. . . . And now," she suddenly broke out, "I have run
away--and see what I've made of it!"
"It isn't over yet," he said to her quietly. "Life's just
beginning for you."
"Well, anyway," she answered, with a sudden resolute calm that
made her seem ever so much older and more mature, "I've helped
the boys to start in life, and I won't have to go back to all
that again--that's something. It's fine to love someone and work
for them as you said just now, but if it's always dirty, and
there's never enough money, and the servants are always in a bad
temper, and you never have enough clothes, and all the people in
the village laugh at you because your father drinks, then you
want to stop loving for a little and to escape anywhere, anywhere
to anybody where it isn't dirty. Love isn't enough--no, it
isn't--if you're so tired with work that you haven't any energy
to think whether you love or not."
She hesitated there, looking away from him, and said so softly
that he with difficulty caught her words: "I will tell you one
thing that you won't believe, but it's true. I wanted to go to
Crispin."
He turned to look at her in amazement.
"You
wanted to go?"
"Yes. I know you thought that I went for the boys and father.
I know that David thinks that too. Of course that was true a
little. He promised me that they should have everything. It was a
relief to me that I needn't think of them any more. But it wasn't
only that. I wanted to go. I wanted to be free."
"To be free!" Harkness cried. "My God! What freedom! I can
understand your wanting to escape, but with
such men. . .
."
She turned round upon him eagerly. "You don't know what he can
be like--the elder Crispin, I mean. And to a girl, an ignorant,
conceited girl. Yes, I was conceited, that was the cause of
everything. Father had all sorts of books in his room. I used to
read everything I could see--French and German in a kind of
way--and secretly I was very proud of myself. I thought that I
was more learned than anyone I knew, and I used to smile to
myself secretly when I overheard people saying how good I was to
the boys, and how unselfish, and I would think, 'That's not what
I am at all. If you only knew how much I know, and the kind of
things, you'd be surprised.'
"I was always thinking of the day when I would escape and
marry. I fancied I knew everything about marriage from the books
that I had read and from the things that father said when he was
drunk. I hadn't a nice idea of marriage at all. I thought it was
old-fashioned to fall in love, but through marriage I could reach
some fine position where I could do great things in the world,
and always in my mind I saw myself coming one day back to my
village and everyone saying: 'Why, I had not an idea she was like
that. Fancy all the time she was with us we never knew she
was clever like this.'"
She laughed like a child, a little maliciously, very simply
and confidingly. He saw that she had for the moment forgotten her
danger, and was sitting there in the middle of a dense fog on a
lonely moor at a quarter past two in the morning with an almost
complete stranger as though she were giving him afternoon tea in
the placid security of a London suburb. He was glad; he did not
wish to bring back her earlier terror, but for himself now, with
every moment that passed, he was increasingly anxious. Time was
flying; now they could never catch that train. And above all,
what could have happened to Dunbar? He must surely have found
them by now had some accident not come to him. Perhaps he had
slipped as Harkness had done and was now lying smashed to pieces
at the bottom of that cliff. But what could he, Harkness, do
better than this? While the fog was so dense it was madness to
move off in search of anyone. And if the fog lasted, were they to
sit there until morning and be caught like mice in a kitchen?
And beneath his anxiety, as his arm held the child at his
side, there was that strange mixture of triumph and pain, of some
odd piercing loneliness and a deep burning satisfaction.
Meanwhile her hand rested in his, soft and warm like the touch of
a bird's breast.
"When Mr. Crispin came--the elder, the father--and talked to
me I was flattered. No one before had ever talked to me as he did
about his travels and his collections and the grand people he
knew, just as though I were as old as he was. And then David--Mr.
Dunbar--was always asking me to marry him. I'd known him all my
life, and I liked him better than anyone else in the whole world;
but just because I'd always known him he wasn't exciting. He was
the last person I wanted to marry. Then Mr. Crispin made father
drink, and I hated him for that, and I hated father for letting
him do it. I went up to Mr. Crispin's house and told him what I
thought of him, and he talked and talked and talked, all about
having power over people for their good and hurting them first
and loving them all afterwards. I didn't understand most of it,
but the end of it was that he said that if I would marry his son
he would leave father alone and would give me everything. I
should see the world and all life, and that his son loved me and
would be kind to me.
"After that it was the strangest thing. I don't say that he
hypnotised me. I knew that he was bad. Everyone in the place was
speaking about him. He had done some cruel thing to a horse, and
there was a story, too, about some woman in the village. But I
thought that I knew better than all of them, that I would save
father and the boys and be grand myself--and then I would show
David that he wasn't the only one who cared for me.
"And so--I consented. From that moment I promised I was
terrified. I knew that I had done a terrible thing. But it was
too late. I was already a prisoner. That is a hysterical thing to
say, but it is true. They never let me out of their sight. I was
married very quickly after that. I won't say anything about the
first week of my marriage except that I didn't need books any
more to teach me. I knew the sin I'd committed. But I was
proud--I was as proud as I was frightened. I wasn't going to let
anyone know what a terrible position I was in--and especially
David. When we went to Treliss, David came too and waited. In my
heart I was so glad he was there.
"You don't know what went on in that house. The younger
Crispin wasn't unkind. He was simply indifferent. He thought of
nothing and nobody but his father. His father mocked him,
despised him, scorned him, but he didn't care. He follows his
father like a dog. At first you know I thought I could make a job
of it, carry it through. And then I began to understand.
"First one little thing, then another. The elder Crispin was
always talking, floods of it. He was always looking at me and
smiling at me. After two days in the house with him I hated him
as I hadn't known I could hate anyone. When he touched me I
trembled all over. It became a kind of duel between us. He was
always talking nonsense about making me love him through
pain--and his eyes never said what his mouth said. They were like
the eyes of another person caught there by mistake.
"Then one day I came into the library upstairs and found him
with a dog. A little fox-terrier. He had tied it to the leg of
the table and was flicking it with a whip. He would give it a
flick, then stand back and look at it, then give it another
flick. The awful thing was that the dog was too frightened to
howl, too terrified to know that it was being hurt at all. He was
smiling, watching the dog very carefully, but his eyes were sad
and unhappy. After that there were many signs. I knew then two
things, that he was raving crazy mad and that I was a prisoner in
that house. They watched me night and day. I had no money. My
only hope of escape was through David, who was always getting
word to me, begging me to let him help me. But I still had my
pride, although it was nearly beaten. I wouldn't yield
until--until the night before you came; then something happened,
something he tried to do; the younger Crispin stopped him that
time, but another time--well, there mightn't be anyone there.
That settled it all. I let David know through you that I would
go. I
had to go. I couldn't risk another moment. I
couldn't risk another moment, I tell you." She suddenly sprang
up, caught at Harkness's hand in an agony, crying:
"Don't stay here! Don't stay here! They can find us here!
We're going to be caught again. Oh, please come! Please!
Please!"
She was suddenly crazy with terror. Had he not held her with
all his force she would have rushed off into the fog. She
struggled in his arms, pulling and straining, crying, not knowing
what she said. Then suddenly she relaxed, would have tumbled had
he not held her, and murmuring, "I can't any more--oh, I can't
any more!" collapsed, so that he knew she had fainted.
7
He sat down on the stone, laying her in his arms as though she
were his child. He was, himself, not strongly built, but she was
so slight in his hold that he could not believe that she was a
woman. He murmured words to her, stroked her forehead with his
hand; she stirred, turning towards him, and resting her head more
securely on his breast. Then her hand moved to his cheek and lay
against it.
At last after a long while she raised her head, looked about
her, stared up at him as though she had just awoken, turned, and
kissed him on the cheek. She murmured something--he could not
catch the words--then nestled down into his arms as though she
would sleep.
There began for him then, sitting there, staring out into the
unblinking fog, his hardest test. As surely as never before in
his life had he known what love truly was, so did he know it now.
This child in her ignorance, her courage, her hard history, her
contact with the worst elements in human nature, her purity, had
found her way into the innermost recesses of his heart. He saw as
he sat there, with a strange, almost divine clarity of vision,
both into her soul and into his own. He knew that when she faced
life again he would be the first to whom she would turn. He knew
that with one word, one look, he could win her love. He knew that
she had also never felt what love was. He knew that the
circumstances of this night had turned her towards him as she
would never have been turned in ordinary conditions. Yes, he knew
this too--that had they met in everyday life she would never have
loved him, would not indeed have thought of him twice.
He was not a man about whom anyone thought twice. With the
exception of his sisters no woman had ever loved him; this child,
driven to terrified desperation by the horrors of the last weeks,
had been wakened to full womanhood by those same horrors, and he
had happened to be there at the awakening. That was all. And yet
he knew that so honest was she, and good and true, that did she
once go to him she would stay with him. He saw steadily into the
future. He saw her freedom from the madman to whom she was
married, then her union with himself. His happiness, and her
gradual discovery of the kind of man that he was. Not bad--oh
no--but older, far older than herself in many other ways than
years, tired so easily, caring nothing for all the young things
in life, above all a man in the middle state, solitary from some
elemental loneliness of soul. It was true that to-night had shown
him a new energy of living, a new happiness, a new vigour, and he
would perhaps after to-night never be the same man as he was
before. But it was not enough. No, not enough for this young girl
just beginning life, so ignorant of it, so trustful of him that
she would follow the path that he pointed out. And for himself!
How often he had felt like Nejdanov in
Virgin Soil that
"everything that he had said or done during the day seemed to him
so utterly false, such useless nonsense, and the thing that ought
to be done was nowhere to be found . . . unattainable . . . in
the depths of a bottomless pit." Well, of to-night that was not
true. What he had done was useful, was well done. But tomorrow
how would he regard it? Would it not seem like senseless
melodrama, the mad Crispins, his fall from the cliff, this
eternal fog? How like his history that the most conclusive and
eternal acts of his life should take place in a fog! And this
girl whom he loved so dearly, if he married her and kept her for
himself would not his conscience, that eternal tiresome
conscience of his, would it not for ever reproach him, telling
him that he had spoilt her life, and would not he be for ever
watching to catch that moment when she would realise how dull,
how old, how negative he was? No, he could not . . . he could not
. . .
Then there swept over him all the fire of the other impulse.
Why should he not, at long last, be happy? Could any man in the
world be better to her than he would be? After all he was not so
old. Had he not known when he shared in that dance round the town
that he could be part of life, could feel with the common pulse
of humanity? Did young Dunbar know life better than he? With him
she had lived always and yet did not love him.
And then he knew with a flash like lightning through the fog
that at this moment, when she was waking to life and was trusting
him, he could, by only a few words, lead her to love Dunbar. She
had always seen him in a commonplace, homely, familiar light, but
he, Harkness, if he liked, could show her quite another light,
could turn all this fresh romantic impulse that was now flowing
towards himself into another channel.
But why should he? Was that not simply sentimental idealism?
Dunbar was no friend of his, he had never seen him before
yesterday, why should he give up to him the only real thing that
his life had yet known?
But it was not sentimental, it was not false. Youth to youth.
In years he was not so old, but in his hesitating, quixotic,
undetermined character there were elements of analysis,
self-questioning, regret, that would make any human being with
whom he was intimately related unhappy.
Sitting there, staring out into the fog, he knew the
truth--that he was a man doomed to be alone all his days. That
did not mean that he could not make much of his life, have many
friends, much good fortune--but in the last intimacy he could go
to no one and no one could go to him.
He bent down and kissed her forehead. She stirred, moved, sat
up, resting back against him, her feet on the ground.
"Where am I?" she whispered. "Oh yes." She clung to his arm.
"No one has come? We are still alone?"
"No," he answered her gently, "no one has come. We are still
alone."
8
"What time is it?" she asked.
He looked at his watch. "Half-past two."
"We have missed that train now."
"I don't know. And anyway there's probably another."
"And David?"
"He's lost his way in the fog. He'll turn up at any moment."
He stood up and shouted once again:
"Dunbar! Dunbar! Dunbar!"
No answer.
He stood over her looking down at her as she sat with drooping
head. She looked up at him. "I'm ashamed at the way I've
behaved," she said, "fainting and crying. But you needn't be
afraid any more. I shan't give in again."
Indeed, he seemed to see in her altogether a new spirit,
something finer and more secure. She put out her hand to him.
"Come and sit down on the stone again as we were before. It's
better for us to talk and then we don't frighten ourselves with
possibilities. After all, we can't
do anything, can we, so
long as this horrid fog lasts? We must just sit here and wait for
David."
He sat down, put his arm around her as he had done before. The
moment had come. He had only now to speak and the result was
certain--the whole of his future life and hers. He knew so
exactly what he would say. The words were forming on his
lips.
"Hesther dear, I've known you so short a time, but
nevertheless I love you with all my heart and being. When you are
rid of this horrible man will you marry me? I will spend all my
life in making you happy--"
And she, oh, without an instant's doubt, would say "Yes,"
would hide in his arms, and rest there as though secure, yes,
utterly secure for life. But the battle was over. He would not
begin it again. He clipped the words back and sat silent, one
hand clenched on his knee.
It was as though she were waiting for him to speak. Their
silence was packed with anticipation. At last she said:
"What is the matter? Is there something you're afraid of that
you don't like to tell me? You needn't mind. I'm through my
fear."
"No, there's nothing," he answered. At last he said: "There
is one thing I'd like to say to you. I suppose I've no
right to speak of it, seeing how recently I've known you, but I
guess this night has made us friends as months of ordinary living
never would have made us."
"Yes, you're right in that," she answered. He knew what she
was expecting him to say.
"Well, it's about Dunbar." He could feel her hand jump in his.
"He loves you so much--so terribly. He isn't a man, I should
think, to say very much about his feelings. I've only known him
for an hour or two, and he wouldn't have said anything to me if
he hadn't
had to. But from the little he did say I could
see what he feels. You're in luck to have a man like that in love
with you."
She took her hand out of his, then, very quietly but very
stiffly, answered:
"But I've known him all my life, you know."
"That's just why I'm speaking about him," Harkness
answered.
"It's rather strange to have the friend of your life explained
to you by someone who has known him only for an hour or two." She
laughed a little angrily.
"But that's just why I'm speaking," he answered. "When you've
known someone all your life you can't see them clearly. That's
why one's own family always knows so little about one. You can't
see the wood for the trees. In the first minutes a stranger sees
more. I don't say that I know Dunbar as
well as you do--I
only say that I probably see things in him that you don't
see."
They had been so close to one another during this last hour
that he felt as though he could see, as through clear water, deep
into her mind.
He knew that, during those last minutes, she had been
struggling desperately. She came up to him victorious and,
smiling and putting her hand into his, said:
"Tell me what
you think about him."
"Simply that he seems to me a wonderful fellow. He seems to
you, I expect, a little dull. You've always laughed at him a bit,
and for that very reason, and because he's loved you for so long,
he's tongue-tied when you're there and shy of showing you what he
really thinks about things. He has immense qualities of
character--fidelity, honesty, devotion, courage--things simply
beyond price, and if you loved him and showed him that you did
you'd probably see quite new things--fun and spontaneity and
imagination--things that he had always been afraid to show you
until now."
Her hand trembled in his.
"You speak," she said, "as though you thought that you were so
much older than both of us. I don't feel that you are. Can't
you--?" she broke off. He knew what she would say.
"My dear," and his voice was eloquently paternal, "I
am
older than both of you--years and years older. Not physically,
perhaps, so much, but in every other kind of way. I am an old
fogey, nothing else. You've both of you been kind to me to-night,
but in the morning, when ordinary life begins again, you'll soon
see what a stuffy old thing I am. No, no. Think of me as your
uncle. But don't miss--oh, don't miss!--the love of a man like
Dunbar. There's so little of that unselfish devoted love in the
world, and when it comes to you it's a crime to miss it."
"But you can't force yourself to love anyone!" she cried
sharply.
"No, you can't
force yourself, but it's strange what
seeing new qualities in someone, looking at someone from another
angle, will do. Try and look at him as though you'd met him for
the first time, forget that you've known him always. I tell you
that he's one in a million!"
"Yes, he's good," she answered softly. "He's been wonderful to
me always. If he'd been less wonderful perhaps--I don't know,
perhaps I'd have loved him more. But why are we talking about it?
Aren't I married as it is?"
"Oh, that!" He made a little gesture of repulsion. "We must
get rid of that at once."
"It won't be very difficult," she answered, dropping her voice
to a whisper. "He hasn't been faithful to me--even during these
weeks."
He put his arm round her and held her close as though he were
most truly her father. "Poor child!" he said, "poor child!"
She trembled in his arms.
"You--" she began. "You--? Don't you--?"
She could say no more.
"I'm your friend," he answered, "to the end of life. Your old
avuncular friend. That's my job. Think of your
young
friend freshly. See what a fellow he is. I tell you that's a
man!"
She did not answer him, but stayed there hiding her head in
his coat.
There was a long silence, then, stroking her hair, he
said:
"Hesther dear, I'm going to try once again." He got up and,
putting his hands trumpet-wise to his mouth, shouted through the
fog:
"Dunbar! Dunbar! Dunbar!"
This time there was an answer, clear and definite. "Hallo!
Hallo! Hallo!" He turned excitedly to her. She also sprang to her
feet. "He's there! I can hear him!"
"Dunbar! Dunbar!"
The answer came more clearly: "Hallo! Hallo! Hallo!"
They continued to exchange cries. Sometimes the reply was
faint. Once it seemed to be lost altogether. Then suddenly it was
close at hand. A ghostly figure was shadowed.
Dunbar came running.
9
He caught their hands in his. He was breathless. He sank down
on the stone beside them.
"Give me a minute. . . . I'm done. Lord! this filthy fog. . .
. Where haven't I been?" He panted, staring up at them with wide
distracted eyes.
"Do you realise? I've failed. It's no use our crossing in that
boat now even if we could find it. We've missed that train. We're
done"
"Nonsense," Harkness broke in. "Why, man, what's happened to
you? This isn't like you to lose your courage. We're not done or
anything like it. In the first place, we're all together again.
That's something in a fog like this. Besides, so long as we stick
together we're out of their power. They can't force us, all of
us, back into that house again. So long as we're out of that
house we're safe."
"Oh, are we?" said Dunbar. "Little you know that man. I tell
you we're not safe--or Hesther's not safe--until we're at least a
hundred miles away. But forgive me," he looked up at them both,
smiling, "you're quite right, Harkness. I haven't any right to
talk like this. But you don't know what a time I've had in that
fog."
"I had a little bit of a time myself," said Harkness.
"Well, in the first place," went on Dunbar, "I was terrified
about you. I knew that you didn't know these cliffs well. When
the fog started I called to you to come back, but you didn't hear
me, of course. I was an idiot to let you start out at all.
"And then, when it came to myself climbing them I wasn't very
successful. I was nearly over the edge fifty times at least. But
at last when I
did get to the top the ridiculous thing was
that I started off in the wrong direction. There I was only five
minutes from the cottage and the pony and Hesther; I know the
place like my own hand, and yet I went in the wrong
direction.
"God knows where I got to. I was nearly over into the sea
twice at least. I kept calling your names, but the only thing I
heard in answer was that beastly bell. I never went very far, I
imagine, because when I heard your voice at last, Harkness, I was
quite close to it. But just to think of it! Every other
contingency in the world I'd considered except just this one! It
simply never entered my head."
"Well, now," said Harkness, "let's face the facts. It's too
late for that train. Is there any other that we can catch?"
"There's one at six, but I don't see ourselves hanging about
here for another three hours, nor, if the fog doesn't lift, can
Hesther get down into that cove. I'm not especially anxious to
try it myself, as a matter of fact."
"No, nor I," said Harkness, smiling. "Then we count the boat
out. There aren't many other things we can do. We can take the
pony and follow him. He'll lead us straight back to Treliss to
whatever stables he came from--a little too close to the Crispin
family, I fancy. Secondly, we can wait here until the fog clears;
that
may be in three minutes' time, it may be to-morrow.
You both know more about these sea-fogs down here than I do, but,
from the look of it, it's solid till Christmas."
"A heat fog this time of year," said Dunbar, "within three
miles of the sea can last for twenty-four hours or longer--not as
thick as this though--this is one of the thickest I've ever
seen."
"Well, then," continued Harkness, "it isn't much good to wait
until it clears. The only thing remaining for us is to walk off
somewhere. The question is, where? Is there any garage within a
mile or two or any friend with a car? It isn't three o'clock yet.
We still have time."
"Yes," said Dunbar, "there is. I've had it in my mind all
along as an alternative. Indeed it was the first thing of all
that I thought of. Three miles from here there's a village,
Cranach. The rector of Cranach is a sporting old man called
Banting. During the last week or two we've made friends. He's
sixty or so, a bachelor, and he's got a car. Not much of a car,
but still it's something. I believe if we go and appeal to
him--we'll have to wake him up, of course--he'll help us. I know
that he disapproves strongly of the Crispins. I thought of him
before, as I say, but I didn't want to involve him in a row with
Crispin. However, now, as things have gone, it's got to be. I can
think of no other alternative."
"Good," said Harkness, "that settles it. Our only remaining
difficulty is to find our way there through this fog."
"I can start straight," said Dunbar. "Left from the cottage
and then straight ahead. Soon we ought to leave the Downs and
strike some trees. After that it's across the fields. I don't
think I can miss it."
"What about the pony?" asked Hesther.
"We'll have to leave him. He must be there for Jabez in the
morning or Jabez will have to pay for both the pony and the
cart."
They started off. The character of the fog seemed now slightly
to have changed. It was certainly thicker in some places than in
others. Here it was an impenetrable wall, but there it seemed to
be only a gauze covering hanging before a multitude of changing
scenes and persons. Now it was a multitude of armed men
advancing, and you could be sure that you heard the clang of
shield on shield and a thousand muffled steps. Now it was horses
wheeling, their manes tossing, their tails flying, now secret
furtive figures that moved and peered, stopped, bending forward
and listening, then moved on again.
All the world was stirring. A breeze ran along the ground
rustling the short thin grass. Sea-gulls were circling the mist
crying. A ship at sea was sounding its horn. Figures seemed to
press in on every side.
They linked arms as they went, stumbling over the tussocks at
every step. It was strange how the sudden vanishing of the
cottage left them forlorn. It had been their one sure substantial
hold on life. They were in their own world while they could touch
those ruined stones, but now they walked in air.
Nevertheless Dunbar walked forward confidently. He thought
that he recognised this landmark and that. "Now we veer a bit to
the left," he said. "We should be off the moor in another
step."
They walked forward. Suddenly Hesther pulled back, crying,
"Look out! Look out!" Another instant and they would have walked
forward into space. The mist here twisted up into thinning
spirals as though to show them what they had escaped; they could
just see the sharp black line of the cliff. Far, far beneath them
the sea purred like a cat.
They stopped where they were as though fixed like images into
the wall of the fog.
Dunbar whispered: "That's awful. Another moment. . . ."
It was Hesther who pulled them together again. "Let's turn
sharp about," she said, "and walk straight in front of us. At
least we escape the sea."
They turned as she had said and then walked forward, but in
the minds of all of them there was the same thought. Someone was
playing with them, someone like an evil Will-o'-the-wisp was
leading them, now here, now there. Almost they could see his red
poll gleaming through the fog and could hear his silvery voice
running like music up and down the scale of the mist.
They were, three of them, worn with the events of the night.
They were beginning to walk somnambulistically. Harkness found in
himself now a strange kind of intimacy with the Fog.
Yes, spell it with a capital letter. The Fog. The FOG. Some
emanation of himself, rolling out of him, friendly and also
hostile. He and Crispin were of the Fog together. They had both
created it, and as they were the good and the evil of the Fog so
was all Life, shapeless, rolling hither and thither, but having
in its elements Good and Evil in eternal friendship and eternal
enmity.
Every part of his body was aching. His legs were so weary that
they dragged with him, protesting; his eyes were for ever
closing, his head nodding. He stumbled as he walked, and at his
side, step with step in time, the Fog accompanied him, a
mountainous grey-swathed giant.
He was talking, words were for ever pouring from him, words
mixed with fog, so that they were damp and thick before ever they
were free. "In life there are not, you know, enough moments of
clear understanding. Between nations, between individuals, those
moments are too often confused by winds that, blowing from
nowhere in particular, ruffle the clear water where peace of mind
and love of soul for soul are reflected. . . . Now the waters are
clear. Let us look down."
Yes, he had read that somewhere. In one of Galleon's books
perhaps? No matter. It meant nothing. "A fine sentiment. What it
means. . . . Well, no matter. Don't you smell roses? Roses out
here on the moor. If it wasn't for the fog you'd smell them--ever
so many." And so he tore the "Orvieto" into shreds. Little scraps
flying in the air like goose feathers. What a pity! Such a
beautiful thing. . . .
"Hold up," cried Dunbar. "You're asleep, Harkness. You'll have
us all down."
He pulled together with a start, and opening his eyes wide and
staring about him saw only the disgusting fog.
"This fog is too much of a good thing. Don't you think so? I
guess we could blow it away if we all tried hard enough. You
think Americans always say 'I guess,' don't you? The English
books always make them. But don't you believe it. We only do it
to please the English. They like it. It satisfies their
vanity."
He seemed to be climbing an enormous endless staircase. He
mounted another step, two, and suddenly was wide awake.
"What nonsense I'm talking! I've been half asleep. This fog
gets into your brain." He felt Hesther's arm within his. He
patted her hand encouragingly. "It's all right, Hesther. We'll be
out of this soon. Just another minute or two."
"By Jove, you're right," Dunbar cried; "there are trees."
And they were. A whole row of them. Crusoe was not more glad
to see the footprint on the sand than were those three to see
those trees. "Now I know where we are!" Dunbar cried
triumphantly. "Here's the bridge and here's the lane. What luck
to have found it!"
The trees seemed to step forward and greet them, each one tall
and dignified, welcoming them to a happier country. They were on
a road and had no longer the turf beneath their feet. The fog
here was truly thinner, so that very dimly they could see the
mark of the hedge like a clothes-line in mid-air.
They moved now much more rapidly, and in their hearts was an
intense, an eager relief. The fog thinned until it was a wall of
silver. Nothing was distant, but it was a world of tangible
reality. They could kick pebbles with their feet, could hear
sheep moving on the farther side of the hedge.
"This is better," said Dunbar. "We'll get out of this yet.
Cranach is only a mile or so from here. I know this lane well.
And the fog's going to lift at last."
Even as he spoke it swept up, thick and grey, deeper than
before. The trees disappeared, the hedges. They had once more to
grope for one another's hands and walk close.
Harkness could feel from the way that Hesther leaned against
him, and the drag of her feet, that she was near the end of her
endurance. She said nothing. Only walked on and on.
They were all now silent. They must have walked, it seemed to
them, for miles. An endless walk that had no beginning and no
end. And then Harkness was strangely aware--how, he never
knew--that Dunbar and Hesther were drawing closer together.
He felt that new relation that he had in a way created
beginning to grow between them. She drew away from Harkness ever
so slightly. Then suddenly he knew that Dunbar had put his arm
around her and was holding her up. She was so weary that she did
not know what she was doing--but for that quiet, resolute,
determined boy it must have been a moment of great triumph, the
first time in their two lives that she had in any way surrendered
to him or allowed him to care for her. Harkness was once more
alone.
They walked and walked and walked. They did not know where
they were walking, but in their minds they were sure it was
straight to Cranach.
Suddenly, after, as it seemed, hours of silence in a dead
world, Dunbar cried:
"We're there. Oh, thank God! we're there. This is the rectory
wall."
A wall was before them and an open gate. They walked through
the gate, only dimly seen, stumbled where the lawn rose from the
gravel, then forward again, down on to the gravel again. The door
was open.
Like somnambulists they walked forward. The door closed behind
them.
Like somnambulists awakened they saw lights, a dim hall where
flags waved.
For Harkness there was something familiar--quite close to him,
the chatter-chatter of a clock, like a coughing dog. Familiar? He
stared.
Someone was standing, looking at him and smiling.
With sudden agony in his voice, as a man cries in a terrible
dream, Harkness shouted:
"Out, Dunbar! Back! Back! Run for your life!"
But it was too late.
That voice of exquisite melody greeted them:
"I had no idea that of your own free will you would return. My
son only a quarter of an hour ago departed in search of you. I
welcome you back."
1
With an instinctive movement both Harkness and Dunbar closed
in upon Hesther.
The three stood just in front of the heavy locked door facing
the dim hall. On the bottom stair was Crispin Senior, and on the
floor below him, one on either side, the two Japanese
servants.
A glittering candelabra, hanging high up, was fully lit, but
it seemed to give a very feeble illumination, as though the fog
had penetrated here also.
Crispin was wearing white silk pyjamas, brown leather
slippers, and a dressing-gown of a rich bronze-coloured silk
flowered with gold buds and leaves. His eyes were half-closed, as
though the light, dim though it was, was too strong for him. His
face wore a look of petulant, rather childish melancholy. The two
servants were statues indeed, no sign of life proceeding from
them. There was, however, very little movement anywhere, the
flags moving in the draught the chief.
Hesther's face was white, and her breath came in little sharp
pants, but she held her body rigid. Harkness after that first cry
was silent, but Dunbar stepped forward shouting:
"You damned hound--you let us go or you shall have this place
about your ears!" The hall echoed the words, which, to tell the
truth, sounded very empty and theatrical. They were made to sound
the more so by the quietness of Crispin's reply.
"There is no need," he said, "for all those words, Mr. Dunbar.
It is your own fault that you interfered and must pay for your
interference. I warned you weeks ago not to annoy me.
Unfortunately you wouldn't take advice. You
have annoyed
me--sadly, and must suffer the consequences."
"If you touch a hair of her head--" he burst out.
"As to my daughter-in-law," Crispin said, stepping down on to
the floor, and suddenly smiling, "I can assure you that she is in
the best possible hands. She knows that herself, I'm sure. What
induced you, Hesther," he said, addressing her directly, "to
climb out of your window like the heroine of a cinematograph and
career about on the sea-shore with these two gentlemen is best
known only to yourself. At least you saw the error of your ways
and are in time, after all, to go abroad with us to-day."
He advanced a step towards them. "And you, Mr. Harkness, don't
you think that you have rather violated the decencies of
hospitality? I think you will admit that I showed you nothing but
courtesy as host. I invited you to dinner, then to my house,
showed you my few poor things, and how have you repaid me? Is
this the famous American courtesy? And may I ask, while we are on
the question, what business this was of yours?"
"It was anybody's business," said Harkness firmly, "to rescue
a helpless girl from such a house as this."
"Indeed?" asked Crispin. "And what is the matter with this
house?"
Here Hesther broke in: "Look back two nights ago," she cried,
"and ask yourself then what is the matter with this house and
whether it is a place for a woman to remain in."
"For myself," said Crispin, "I think it is a very nice house,
and I am quite sorry that we are leaving it to-day. That is, some
of us--not all," he added softly.
"If you are going to murder us," Dunbar cried, "get done with
it. We don't fear you, you know, whatever colour your hair may
be. But whether you murder us or no I can tell you one thing,
that your own time has come--not many more hours of liberty for
you."
"All the more reason to make the most of those I
have
got," said Crispin. "Murder you? No. But you
have fallen
in very opportunely for the testing of certain theories of mine.
I look forward to a very interesting hour or two. It is now just
four o'clock. We leave this house at eight--or, at least, some of
us do. I can promise all of us a very interesting four hours with
no time for sleep at all. I have no doubt you are all tired,
wandering about in the fog for so long must be fatiguing, but I
don't see any of you sleeping--not for an hour or two, at
least."
Hesther said then: "Mr. Crispin, I believe that I am chiefly
concerned in this. If I promise to go quietly with you abroad I
hope that you will free these two gentlemen. I give you that
promise and I shall keep it."
"No, no," Dunbar cried, springing forward. "You shan't go with
him anywhere, Hesther, by heaven you shan't. Not while there's
any breath in my body--"
"And when there isn't any breath in your body, Mr. Dunbar,"
said Crispin, "what then?"
"A very good line for an Adelphi melodrama, Mr. Crispin," said
Harkness, "but it seems to me that we've stayed here talking long
enough. I warn you that I am an American citizen and am not to be
kept here against my will--"
"Aren't you indeed, Mr. Harkness?" said Crispin. "Well, that's
a line of Adelphi drama, if you like. How many times in a secret
service play has the hero declared that he's an American citizen?
Which only goes to show, I suppose, how near real life is to the
theatre--or rather how much more theatrical real life is than the
theatre can ever hope to be. But you're all right, Mr.
Harkness--I won't forget that you're an American citizen. You
shall have special privileges. That I promise you."
Dunbar then did a foolish thing. He made a dash for the
farther end of the hall. What he had in mind no one knows--in all
probability to find a window, hurl himself through it, and escape
to give the alarm. But the alarm to whom? That was, as far as
things had yet gone, the foolishness of their position. A
policeman arriving at the house would find nothing out of order,
only that there two gentlemen had broken in, barbarously, at a
midnight hour to abduct the married lady of the family.
Dunbar's effort was foolish in any case; its issue was that,
in a moment of time, without noise or a word spoken, the two
Japanese servants had him held, one hand on either arm. He looked
stupid enough, there in the middle of the hall, his eyes dim with
tears of rage, his body straining ineffectively against that
apparently light and casual hold.
But it was strange to perceive how that movement of Dunbar's
had altered all the situation. Before that the three were at
least the semblance of visitors demanding of their host that they
should be allowed to go; now they were prisoners and knew it.
Although Hesther and Harkness were still untouched they were as
conscious as was Dunbar of a sudden helplessness--and of a new
fear.
Harkness watched Crispin, who had walked forward and now stood
only a pace or two from Dunbar. Harkness saw that his excitement
was almost uncontrollable. His legs, set widely apart, were
quivering, his nostrils panting, his eyes quite closed so that he
seemed a blind man scenting out his enemy.
"You miserable fellow," he said--and his voice was scarcely
more than a whisper. "You fool--to think that you could
interfere. I told you . . . I warned you . . . and now am I not
justified? Yes--a thousand times. Within the next hour you shall
know what pain is, and I shall watch you realise it."
Then his body trembled with a sort of passionate rhythm as
though he were swaying to the run of some murmured tune. With his
eyes closed and the shivering it was like the performance of some
devotional rite. At least Dunbar showed no fear.
"You can do what you damn well please," he shouted. "I'm not
afraid of you, mad though you are."
"Mad? Mad?" said Crispin, suddenly opening his eyes. "That
depends. Yes, that depends. Is a man mad who acts at last when
given a perfectly just and honourable opportunity for a pleasure
from which he has restrained himself because the opportunity
hitherto was
not honourable? And madness? A matter of
taste, my friends, decides that. I like olives--you do not. Are
you therefore mad? Surely not. Be broad-minded, my friend. You
have much to learn and but little time in which to learn it."
Harkness perceived that the man was savouring every moment of
this situation. His anticipations of what was to come were so
ardent that the present scene was coloured deep with them. He
looked from one to another, tasting them and his plans for them
on his tongue. His madness--for never before had his eyes, his
hands, his whole attitude of body more highly proclaimed him
mad--had in it all the preoccupation with some secret life that
leads to such a climax. For months, for years, grains of
insanity, like coins in a miser's hoard, had been heaping up to
make this grand total. And now that the moment was come he was
afraid to touch the hoard lest it should melt under his
fingers.
He approached Harkness.
"Mr. Harkness," he said quite gently, "believe me I am sorry
to see this. You took me in last evening, you did indeed. I felt
that you had a real interest in the beautiful things of art, and
we had that in common. All the time you were nothing but a dirty
spy--a mean and dirty spy. What right had you to interfere in the
private life of a private gentleman who, twenty-four hours ago,
was quite unknown to you, simply on the word of a crazy braggart
boy? Have you so little to do that you must be poking your
fingers into everyone else's business? I liked you, Mr. Harkness.
As I told you quite honestly last evening, I don't know where I
have met a stranger to whom I took more warmly. But you have
disappointed me. You have only yourself to thank for this--only
yourself to thank."
Harkness replied firmly. "Mr. Crispin, I had every right to
act as I have done, and I only wish to God that it had been
successful. It is true that when I came down to Cornwall
yesterday I had no knowledge of you or your affairs, but, in the
Treliss hotel, quite inadvertently, I overheard a conversation
that showed me quite plainly that it was someone's place to
interfere. What I have seen of you since that time, if you will
forgive the personality, has only strengthened my conviction that
interference--immediate and drastic--was most urgently
necessary.
"Thanks to the fog we have failed. For Dunbar and myself we
are for the moment in your power. Do what you like with us, but
at least have some pity on this child here who has done you no
wrong."
"Very fine, very fine," said Crispin. "Mr. Harkness, you have
a style--an excellent style--and I congratulate you on having
lost almost completely your American accent--a relief for all of
us. But come, come, this has lasted long enough. I would point
out to you two gentlemen that, as one of you has already
discovered, any sort of resistance is quite useless. We will go
upstairs. One of my servants first--you two gentlemen next, my
other servant following, then my daughter-in-law and myself.
Please, gentlemen."
He said something in a foreign tongue. One Japanese started
upstairs, Harkness and Dunbar followed. There was nothing else at
that moment to be done. Only at the top of the stairs Dunbar
turned and cried: "Buck up, Hesther. It will be all right." And
she cried back in a voice marvellously clear and brave: "I'm not
frightened, David; don't worry."
Harkness had a momentary impulse to turn, dash down the stairs
again, and run for the window as Dunbar had done; but as though
he knew his thought the Japanese behind him laid his hand on his
arm; the thin fingers pressed like steel. At the upper floor
Dunbar was led one way, himself another. One Japanese, his hand
still on his arm, opened a door and bowed. Harkness entered. The
door closed. He found himself in total obscurity.
2
He did not attempt to move about the room, but simply sank
down on to the floor where he was. He was in a state of extreme
physical weariness--his body ached from head to foot--but his
brain was active and urgent. This was the first time to himself
that he had had--with the exception of his cliff climbing--since
his leaving the hotel last evening, and he was glad of the
loneliness. The darkness seemed to help him; he felt that he
could think here more clearly; he sat there, huddled up, his back
against the wall, and let his brain go.
At first it would do little more than force him to ask over
and over again: "Why? Why? Why? Why did we do this imbecile
thing? Why, when we had all the world to choose from, did we find
our way back into this horrible house?" It was a temptation to
call the thing magic and to have done with it, really to suggest
that the older Crispin had wizard powers, or at least hypnotic,
and had willed them back. But he forced himself to look at the
whole thing clearly as a piece of real life as true and as actual
as the ham-and-eggs and buttered toast that in another hour or
two all the world around him would be eating. Yes, as real and
actual as a toothbrush, that was what this thing was; there was
nothing wizard about Crispin; he was a dangerous lunatic, and
there were hundreds like him in any asylum in the country. As for
their return, he knew well enough that in a fog people either
walked round and round in a circle or returned to the place that
they had started from.
At this point in his thoughts a tremor shook his body. He knew
where
that was from, and the anticipation that lying, like
a chained animal, deep in the recesses of his brain, must soon be
loosed and then bravely faced. But not yet, oh no, not yet! Let
his mind stay with the past as long as it might.
In the past was Crispin. He looked back over that first
meeting with him, the actual moment when he had asked him for a
match, the dinner, the return to the hotel when, influenced then
by all that Dunbar had told him, he had seen him standing there,
the polite gestures, the hospitable words, the drive in the
motor. . . . His mind stopped abruptly
there. The door
swung to, the lock was turned.
In that earlier Crispin there had been something deeply
pathetic--and, when he dared to look forward, he would see that
in the later Crispin there was the same. So with a sudden flash
of lightening revelation that seemed to flare through the whole
dark room he saw that it was not the real Crispin with whom
they--Hesther, Dunbar, and he--were dealing at all.
No more than the ravings of fever were the real patient, the
wicked cancerous growth the real body, the broken glass the real
picture that seemed to be shattered beneath it.
They were dealing with a wild and dangerous animal, and in the
grip of that animal, pitiably, was the true struggling, suffering
soul of Crispin. Not struggling now perhaps any more; the disease
had gone too far, growing through a thousand tiny, almost
unnoticed stages to this horrible possession.
He knew now--yes, as he had never, never known it, and would
perhaps never have known it had it not been for the sudden love
for and tenderness towards human nature that had come to him that
night--what, in the old world, they had meant by the possession
of evil spirits. What it was that Christ had cast out in His
ministry. What it was from which David had delivered King
Saul.
Quick on this came the further question. If this were so,
might he not perhaps when the crisis came--as come he knew it
would--appeal to the real Crispin and so rescue both themselves
and him? He did not know. It had all gone so far. The animal with
its beastly claws deep in the flesh had so tight a hold. He
realised that it was in all probability the personality of
Hesther herself that had urged it to such extremes. There was
something in her clear-sighted, simple defiance of him that had
made Crispin's fear of his powerlessness--the fear that had
always contributed to his most dangerous excesses--climb to its
utmost height. He had decided perhaps that this was to be the
real final test of his power, that this girl should submit to him
utterly. Her escape had stirred his sense of failure as nothing
else could do. And then their return, all the nervous excitement
of that night, the constant alarm of the neighbourhoods in which
they had stayed, so that, as the younger Crispin had said, they
had been driven "from pillar to post," all these things had
filled the bowl of insanity to overflowing.
Could he
rescue Crispin as well as themselves?
Once more a tremor ran through his body. Because if he could
not--Once more he thrust the anticipation back, pulling himself
up from the floor and beginning slowly, feeling the wall with his
hand like a blind man, to walk round the room.
His eyes now were better accustomed to the light, but he could
make out but little of where he was. He supposed that he was on
the second floor, where were the rooms of Hesther and the younger
Crispin. The place seemed empty, there was no sound from the
house. He might have been in his grave. Fantastic stories came to
his mind, Poe-like stories of walls and ceilings growing closer
and closer, of floors opening beneath the foot into watery
dungeons, of fiery eyes seen through the darkness. He repeated
then aloud:
"I am Charles Percy Harkness. I am thirty-five years of age. I
was born at Baker, Oregon, in the United States of America. I am
in sound mind and in excellent health. I came down to Cornwall
yesterday afternoon for a holiday, recommended to do so by Sir
James Maradick, Bart."
This gave him some little satisfaction; to himself he
continued, still walking and touching the wall-paper with his
hand: "I am shut up in a dark room in a strange house at four in
the morning for no other reason than that I meddled in other
people's affairs. And I am glad that I meddled. I am in love, and
whatever comes out of this I do not regret it. I would do over
again exactly what I have done, except that I should hope to do
it better next time."
He felt then seized with an intense weariness. He had known
that he was, long ago, physically tired, but excitement had kept
that at bay. Now quite instantly, as though a spring in the
middle of his back had broken, he collapsed. He sank down there
on the floor where he was, and all huddled up, his head hanging
forward into his knees, he slept. He had a moment of conscious
subjective rebellion when something cried to him: "Don't
surrender. Keep awake. It is part of his plan that you should
sleep here. You are surrendering to
him."
And from long, misty distances he seemed to hear himself
reply:
"I don't care what happens any more. They can do what they
like. . . . They can do what they like. . . ."
And almost at once he was conscious that they were summoning
him. A tall thin figure, like an old German drawing, with wild
hair, set mouth, menacing eye like Baldung's "Saturnus," stood
before him and pointed the way into vague misty space. Other
figures were moving about him, and he could see, as his eyes grew
stronger, that a vast multitude of naked persons were sliding
forward like pale lava from a volcano down a steep precipitous
slope.
As they moved there came from them a shuddering cry like the
tremor of the ground beneath his feet.
"Not there! Not there!" Harkness cried, and Saturnus answered,
"Not yet! You have not been judged."
Almost instantly judgement followed--judgement in a narrow
dark passage that rocked backward and forward like the motion of
a boat at sea. The passage was dark, but on either side of its
shaking walls were cries and shouts and groans and piteous wails,
and clouds of smoke poured through, as into a tunnel, blinding
the eyes and filling the nostrils with a horrible stench.
No figure could be seen, but a voice, strong and menacing,
could be heard, and Harkness knew that it was himself the voice
was addressing. His naked body, slippery with sweat, the acrid
smoke blinding him, the voices deafening him, the rocking of the
door bewildering him, he felt desperately that he must clear his
mind to answer the charges brought against him.
The voice was clear and calm: "On February 2, 1905, your
friend Richard Hentley was accused in the company of many people,
during his absence, of having ill-treated his wife while in
Florence. You knew that this was totally untrue and could have
given evidence to that effect, but from cowardice you let the
moment pass and your friend's position was seriously damaged.
What have you to say in your defence?"
The thick smoke rolled on. The walls tottered. The cries
gathered in anguish.
"On March 13, 1911, you wired to your sisters in America that
you were ill in bed when you were in perfect health, because you
wished to stay for a week longer in London in order to attend
some races. What have you to say in your defence?
"On October 3, 1906, you grievously added to the unhappiness
of Mrs. Harrington-Adams by asserting in mixed company that no
one in New York would receive her and that all Americans were
astonished that she should be received at all in London."
Here at any rate was an opportunity. Through the smoke he
cried:
"There at least I am innocent. I have never known Mrs.
Harrington-Adams. I have never even seen her."
"No," the voice replied. "But you spoke to Mrs. Phillops, who
spoke to Miss Cator, who then cut Mrs. Adams. Other people
followed Miss Cator's example, and you were quoted as an
authority. Mrs. Adams's London life was ruined. She had never
done you any harm.
"On December 14, 1912, you told your sisters that you hated
the sight of them and their stuffy ways, that their attempts at
culture were ridiculous, and that, like all American women, they
were absurdly spoilt."
Through the smoke Harkness shouted: "I am sure I never
said--"
The voice replied: "I am quoting your exact words."
"In a moment of pique I lost my temper. Of course I didn't
mean--"
"On June 3, 1913, you went secretly into the library of a
friend and stole his book of Rembrandt drawings. You knew in your
heart that you had no intention of returning it to him, and when,
some months later, he spoke of it, wishing to lend it to you, and
wondered why he could not find it, you said nothing to him about
your own possession of it."
Harkness blushed through the rolling smoke. "Yes, that was
shameful," he cried. "But I knew that he didn't care about the
book and I--"
"What have you to say against these charges?"
"They are all little things," Harkness cried, "small things.
Everyone does them. . . ."
"Judgement! Judgement! Judgement!" cried the voice, and
suddenly he felt himself moving in the vast waters of human
nudity that were slipping down the incline. He tried to stay
himself; he flung out his hands and touched nothing but cold
slimy flesh.
Faster and faster and faster. Colder and colder and colder.
Darker and darker and darker. Despair seized him. He called on
his friends. Others were calling on every side of him. Thousands
and thousands of names mingled in the air. The smoke came up to
meet them--vast billowing clouds of it. He knew with a horrible
consciousness that below him a sea of upturned swords were
waiting to receive them. Soon they would be impaled. . . . With a
shriek of agony he awoke.
He had not been asleep for more, perhaps, than ten minutes,
but the dream had unnerved him. When he rose from the ground he
tottered and stood trembling. He knew now why it was that his
enemy had designed that he should sleep; he knew
now that
he could no longer ward off the animal that on padded feet had
been approaching him--the pain! The pain! The pain!
The sweat beaded his forehead, his knees gave way, and he sank
yet again upon the floor. He was murmuring: "Anything but that.
Anything but that. I can't stand pain. I can't
stand pain,
I tell you. Don't you know that I have always funked it all my
life long? That I've always prayed that whatever else I got it
wouldn't be
that. That I've never been able to bear to see
the tiniest thing hurt, and that in all my thought about going to
the war, although I didn't try to escape it, it was even more the
pain that I would see than the pain that I would feel.
"And now to wait for it like this, to know that it may be
torture of the worst kind, that I am in the power of a man who
can reason no longer, who is himself in the power of something
stronger and more evil than any of us."
Then dimly it came through to him that he had been given three
tests to-night, and, as it always is in life, the three tests
especially suited to his character, his strength and weakness,
his past history. The dance had stripped him of his aloofness and
drawn him into life, his love for Hesther that he had surrendered
had taken from him his selfishness--and now he must lose his fear
of pain.
But that? How could he lose it? It was part of the very fibre
of his body, his nerves throbbed with it, his heart beat with it.
He could not remember a time when it had not been part of him.
When he had been five or six his father had decided that he must
be beaten for some little crime. His father was the gentlest of
human beings, and the beating would be very little, but at the
sight of the whip something had cracked inside his brain.
He was not a coward; he had stood up to the beating without a
tear, but the sense of the coming pain had been more awful than
anything that he could have imagined. It was the same afterwards
at school. He was no coward there either, shared in the roughest
games, stood up to bullies, ventured into the most dangerous
places.
But one night earache had attacked him. It was a new pain for
him and he thought that he had never known anything so terrible.
Worse than all else were the intermissions between the attacks
and the warnings that a new attack was soon to begin. That
approach was what he feared, that terrible and fearful approach.
He had said very little, had only lain there white and trembling,
but the memory of all those awful hours stayed with him
always.
Any thought of suffering in others--of poor women in
childbirth, of rabbits caught in traps, of dogs poisoned, of
children run over or accidentally wounded--these things, if he
knew of them, produced an odd sort of sympathetic pain in
himself. The strangest thing had been that the war, with all its
horrors, had not driven him crazy as he might have expected from
his earlier history. On so terrible a scale, was it that his
senses soon became numbed? He did the work that he was given to
do, and heard of the rest like cries beyond the wall. Again and
again he had tried to mingle, himself, in it; he had always been
prevented.
A dog run over by a motor car struck him more terribly than
all the agonies of Ypres.
But these things, what had they to do with his present case?
He could not think at all. His brain literally reeled, as though
it shook, tried to steady itself, could not, and then turned
right over. His body was alive, standing up with all its nerves
on tiptoe. How was he to endure these hours that were coming to
him?
"I must get out of this!" someone, not himself, cried. It
seemed to him that he could hear the strange voice in the room.
"I must get out of this. How dare they keep me if I demand to be
let out? I am an American citizen. Let me out of this. Can't you
hear? Bring me a light and let me out. I have had enough of this
dark room. What do you mean by keeping me here? You think that
you are stronger than I. Try it and see. Let me out, I say! Let
me out!"
He tottered to his feet and ran across the room, although he
could not see his way, blundering against the opposite wall. He
beat upon it with his hands.
"Let me out, do you hear! Let me out!"
He was not himself, Harkness. He could no longer repeat those
earlier words. He was nobody, nothing, nothing at all. They could
not hurt him then. Try as they might they could not hurt him,
Harkness, when he was not Harkness. He laughed, stroking the wall
gently with his hand as though it were his friend.
"It's all right, do you see? You can't hurt me because you
can't find me. I'm hiding.
I don't know where to find
myself, so that it isn't likely you will find me. You can't hurt
nothing, you know. You can't indeed."
He laughed and laughed and laughed--gently enjoying his own
joke. There was a sudden knocking on the door.
"Come in!" he said in a whisper. "Come in!"
His heart stood still with fear.
The door opened, splashing into the darkness a shower of light
like water flung from a bucket. In the centre of this the two
Japanese were standing.
"Master says please come. If you ready he ready."
At sight of the Japanese a marvellous thing had happened. All
his fear had on the instant left him, his beastly physical fear.
It fell from him like an old suit of clothes, discarded. He was
himself, clear-headed, cool, collected, and, in some strange new
way, happy.
Harkness followed them.
3
Harkness followed, conscious only of one thing, his sudden
marvellous and happy deliverance from fear. He could not analyse
it--he did not wish to. He did not consider the probable length
of its duration. Enough that for the present Crispin might cut
him into small pieces, skin him alive, boil him in a large pot
like a lobster, and he would not care. He followed the sleek
servants like a schoolboy.
The Tower? Then at last he was to see the interior of this
mysterious place. It had exercised, all through this adventure, a
strange influence over him, standing up in his imagination white
and pure and apart, washed by the sea, guarded by the woods
behind it, having a spirit altogether of its own and quite
separate from the man who for the moment occupied it. This would
be perhaps the last building on this world that would see his
bones move and have their being; he had a sense that it knew and
sympathised with him and wished him luck.
Meanwhile he walked quietly. His chance would still come and
with Dunbar beside him. Or was he never to see Dunbar again? Some
of his new-found courage trembled. The worst of this present
moment was his loneliness. Was the final crisis to be fought out
by himself with no friends at hand? Was he never to see Hesther
again? He had an impulse to throw himself forward, attack the
servants, and let come what will. The silence of the house was
terrible--only their footsteps soft on the thick carpet--and if
he could wring a cry or two from his enemies that would be
something. No, he must wait. The happiness of others was involved
with his own.
The men stopped before a dark-wooded door.
They went through and were met by a white circular staircase.
Up this they passed, paused before another door, and crossed the
threshold into a high circular brilliantly lit room. For the
moment Harkness, his eyes dimmed a little by the shadows of the
staircase, could see nothing but the gayness and brightness of
the place, papered with a wonderful Chinese pattern of green and
purple birds, cherry-coloured pagodas, and crimson temples. The
carpet was a soft heavy purple, and there were a number of little
gilt chairs, and, in front of the narrow barred window, a gilt
cage with a green and crimson macaw.
All this, standing by the door shading his eyes from the
dazzling crystal candelabra, he took in; then suddenly saw
something that swept away the rest--Hesther and Dunbar standing
together, hand in hand, by the window. He gave a cry of joy,
hurrying towards them. It was as though he had not seen them for
years; they caught his hand in theirs. Crispin was there watching
them like a benevolent father with his beloved children.
"That's right," he said. "Make the most of your time together.
I want you to have a last talk."
He sat down on one of the gilt chairs.
"Won't you sit down? In a moment I shall leave you alone
together for a little while--in case you have any last words. . .
." Then he leaned forward in that fashion so familiar now to
Harkness, huddled together, his red hair and little eyes and pale
white soft hands alone alive. "Well, and so--in my power, are you
not? The three of you. You can laugh at my ugliness and my
stupidity and my bad character, but now you are in my hands
completely. I can do whatever I like with you. Whatever . . . the
last shame, the last indignity, the uttermost pain. I, ludicrous
creature that I am, have absolute power over three fine young
things like you, so strong, so beautiful. And then more power and
then more and then more. And over many finer, grander, more
beautiful than you. I can say crawl and you will crawl, dance and
you will dance . . . I who am so ugly that everyone has always
laughed at me. I am a little God, and perhaps not so little, and
soon God Himself . . ."
He broke off, making the movement of music in the air with his
hands.
"You a little overestimate the situation," said Harkness
quietly. "For the moment you can do what you like with our bodies
because you happen to have two servants who, with their Jiu-Jitsu
and the rest of their tricks, are stronger than we are. It is not
you who are stronger, but your servants whom your money is able
to buy. I guess if I had you tied to a pillar and myself with a
gun in my hand I could make you look pretty small. And in any
case it is only our bodies that you can do anything with.
Ourselves--our real selves--you can't touch."
"Is that so?" said Crispin. "But I have not begun. The fun is
all to come. We will see whether I can touch you or no. And for
my daughter-in-law"--he looked at Hesther--"there is plenty of
time--many years perhaps."
Nothing in all his life would ever appeal more to Harkness
than Hesther then. From the first moment of his sight of her what
had attracted him had been the exquisite mingling of the child
and of the woman. She had been for him at first some sort of
deserted waif who had experienced all the cruelty and harshness
of life so desperately early that she had known life upside down,
and this had given her a woman's endurance and fortitude. She was
like a child who has dressed up in her mother's clothes for a
party and then finds that she must take her mother's place.
And now when she must, after this terrible night, be
physically beyond all her resources she seemed, in her shabby
ill-made dress, her hair disordered, her face pale, her eyes
ringed with grey, to have a new courage that must be similar to
that which he had himself been given. She kept her hand in
Dunbar's, and with a strange, dim, unexpected pain Harkness
realised that that new relation between the two of which he had
made the foundation had grown through danger and anxiety the one
for another already to a fine height. Then he was conscious that
Hesther was speaking. She had come forward quite close to Crispin
and stood in front of him looking him calmly and clearly in the
eyes.
"Please let me say something. After all I am the principal
person in this. If it hadn't been for me there would not have
been any of this trouble. I married your son. I married him, not
because I loved him, but because I wanted things that I thought
that you could give me. I see now how wrong that was and that I
must pay for doing such a thing. I am ready to do right by your
son. I never would have tried to run away if it had not been for
you--the other night. After that I was right to do everything I
could to get away. I begged your son first--and he refused. You
have had me watched during the last three weeks--every step that
I have taken. What could I do but try to escape?
"We've failed, and because we've failed and because it has
been all my fault I want you to punish me in any way you like but
to let my two friends go. I was not wrong to try to escape." She
threw up her head proudly, "I was right after the way you had
behaved to me, but now it is different. I have brought them into
this. They have done nothing wrong. You must let them go."
"You must let all of us go," Dunbar broke in hotly, starting
forward to Hesther's side. "Do you think we're afraid of you, you
old play-acting red-haired monkey? You just let us free or it
will be the worse for you. Do you know where you'll be this time
to-morrow? Beating your fancy-coloured hair against a padded
cell, and that's where you should have been years ago."
"No, no," Hesther broke in. "No, no, David. That's not the
way. You don't understand. Don't listen to him. I'm the only one
in this; I tell you--can't you hear me?--that I will stay. I
won't try to run away, you can do anything to me you like. I'll
obey you--I will indeed. Please, please--Don't listen to him. He
doesn't understand. But I do. Let them go. They've done no harm.
They only wanted to help me. They didn't mean anything against
you. They didn't truly. Oh! let them go! Let them go!"
In spite of her struggle for self-control her terror was
rising, her terror never for herself but now only for them. She
knew, more than they, of what he was. She saw perhaps in his face
more than they would ever see.
But Harkness saw enough. He saw rising into Crispin's eyes the
soul of that strange hairy fetid-smelling animal between whose
paws Crispin's own soul was now lying. That animal looked out of
Crispin's eyes. And behind that gaze was Crispin's own
terror.
Crispin said:
"This is very comforting for me. I have waited for this
moment."
Then Harkness came over to him and stood very close to
him.
"Crispin, listen to me. It isn't the three of us who matter in
this, it is yourself. Whatever you do to us we are safe. Whatever
you think or hope you can't touch the real part of us, but for
yourself to-night this is a matter of life or death.
"I may know nothing about medicine and yet know enough to tell
you that you're a sick man--badly sick--and if you let this
animal that has his grip on you get the better of you in the next
two hours you're finished, you're dead. You know that as well as
I. You know that you're possessed of an evil spirit as surely as
the man with the spirits that cleared the Gadarene swine into the
sea. It isn't for our sakes that I ask you to let us go to-night.
Let us go. You'll never hear from any of us again. In the
morning, in the decent daylight, you'll know that you've won a
victory more important than any you've ever won in your life.
"You talk about mastering us, man. Master your own evil
spirit. You know that you loathe it, that you've loathed it for
years, that you are miserable and wretched under it. It is life
or death for you to-night, I tell you. You know that as well as
I."
For one moment, a brief dashing moment, Harkness met for the
first and for the last time the real Crispin. No one else saw
that meeting. Straight into the eyes, gazing out of them exactly
as a prisoner gazes from behind iron bars, jumped the real
Crispin, something sad, starved, and dying. One instant of
recognition and he was gone.
"That is very kind of you, Mr. Harkness," Crispin said. "I
knew that I should enjoy this quarter of an hour's chat with you
all, and truly I
am enjoying it. My friend Dunbar shows
himself to be quite frankly the young ruffian he is. It will be
interesting to see whether in--say an hour's time from now--he is
still in the same mind. I doubt it; quite frankly I doubt it very
much. It is these robust creatures that break the easiest. But
you other two--really how charming. All altruism and
unselfishness. This lady has no thought for anything but her
friends, and Mr. Harkness, like all Americans, is full of fine
idealism. And you are all standing round me as though you were my
children listening to a fairy story. Such a pretty picture!
"And when you come to think of it here, I am quite alone, all
defenceless, one to three. Why don't you attack me? Such an
admirable opportunity! Can it be fear? Fear of an old fat ugly
man like me, a man at whom everyone laughs!"
Dunbar made a movement. Harkness cried: "Don't move, Dunbar.
Don't touch him. That's what he wants."
Crispin got up. They were now all standing in a little group
close together. Crispin gathered his dressing-gown around
him.
"The time is nearly up," he said. "I am going to leave you
alone together for a little last talk. You'll never see one
another again after this, so you had best make the most of it.
You see that I am not really unkind."
"It is hopeless." Harkness turned round to the window. "God
help us all."
"Yes, it is hopeless," Crispin said gently. "At last my time
has come. Do you know how long I have waited for it? Do you know
what you represent to me? You have done me wrong, the two of you,
broken my hospitality, betrayed my bread and salt, invaded my
home. I have justice if I punish you for that. But you stand also
for all the others, for all who have insulted me and laughed at
me and mocked at me. I have power at last. I shall prick you and
you shall bleed. I shall spit on you and you shall bow your
heads, and then when you are at my feet stung with a thousand
wounds I will raise you and care for you and love you, and you
shall share my power--"
He jumped suddenly from his gilt chair and strutted, waving
his hands as though he were commanding an army, towards the
macaw, who was asleep with his head under his crimson wing. "I
shall be king in my own right, king of men, emperor of mankind,
then one with the gods, and at the last I will shower my gifts. .
. ."
He broke off, looking up at a red-lacquer clock that stood on
a little round gilt table. "Time--time--time nearly up!" He swung
round upon the three of them.
Dunbar burst out:
"Don't flatter yourself that you'll get away to-morrow. When
we're missed--"
"You won't be missed," Crispin answered with a sigh, as though
he deeply regretted the fact. "The hotel will receive a note in
the morning saying that Mr. Harkness has gone for a coast walk,
will return in a week, and will the hotel kindly keep his things
until his return? Of course the hotel most kindly will. For Mr.
Dunbar--well, I believe there is only an aunt in Gloucester, is
there not? It will be, I imagine, a month at least before she
makes any inquiry. Possibly a year. Possibly never. Who knows?
Aunts are often extraordinarily careless about their nephews'
safety. And in a week. Where can one not be in a week in these
modern days? Very far indeed. Then there is the sea. Anything
dropped from the garden over the cliff so completely vanishes,
and their faces are so often--well, spoilt beyond recognition. .
. ."
"If you do this," Hesther cried, "I will--"
"I regret to say," interrupted Crispin, "that after eight this
morning you will not see your father-in-law of whom you are so
fond for six months at least. Ah, that is good news for you, I am
sure. That is not to say you will never see him again. Dear me,
no. But not immediately. Not immediately!"
Harkness caught Hesther's hand. He saw that she was about to
make some desperate movement. "Wait," he said; "wait. We can do
nothing now."
For answer she drew him to her and flung out her hand to
Dunbar. "We three. We love one another," she cried. "Do your
worst."
Crispin looked once more at the clock. "Melodrama," he said.
"I, too, will be melodramatic. I give you twenty minutes by that
clock--a situation familiar to every theatre-goer. When that
clock strikes six I shall, I'm afraid, want the company of both
of you gentlemen. Make your adieus then to the lady. Your eternal
adieus."
He smiled and gently tip-toed from the room.
4
"And so the curtain falls on Act Three of this pleasant little
drama," said Dunbar huskily, turning towards the window. "There
will be a twenty minutes' interval. But the last act will be
played
in camera. If only one wasn't so beastly tired--and
if only it wasn't all my fault. . . ." His voice broke.
Harkness went up to him, put his arm around him and drew him
to him. "Look here. I'm older than both of you. I might almost be
your father, so you've got to obey my orders. I'll be best man at
your wedding yet, David, yours and Hesther's. There's nobody to
blame. Nothing but the fog. But don't let's cheat ourselves
either. We're shut up here at half-past five in the morning miles
from any help, no way out, no telephone, and two damn Japs who
are stronger than we are, in the power of a man who's as mad as a
hatter and as bloodthirsty as a tiger.
"It's going to be all right, I tell you. I know it. I feel it
in my bones. But we've got to behave for these twenty
minutes--only seventeen of them now--as though it won't be. It's
of no use for us to make any plan. We'll have to do something on
the spur of the moment when we see what the old devil has up his
sleeve for us--
"Meanwhile, as I say, make the best of these minutes."
He put out his arm and drew Hesther in.
"I tell you that I love you both. I've only known you a day,
but I love you as I've never loved anyone in my life before. I
love you as father and brother and comrade. It's the best thing
that has happened to me in all my life."
The three, body to body, stood looking out through the gilded
bars at the sky, silver grey, and washed with shifting
shadows.
"After all," he went on, "if our luck doesn't hold, and we are
going to die in the next hour or so, what is it? It's only what
millions of fellows passed through in the war and under much more
terrible conditions. Imagination is the worst part of that I
fancy, and I suggest that we don't think of what is going to
happen when this time is over--whether it goes well or ill--we'll
fill these twenty minutes with every decent thought we've got,
we'll think of every fine thing that we know of, and every
beautiful thing, and everything that is of good report."
"All I pray," said Dunbar, "is that I may have one last dash
at that lunatic before good-bye. He can have a hundred Japs
around him but I'll get at him somehow. Harkness, you're a brick.
I brought you into this. I had no right to, but I'm not going to
apologise. We're here. The thing's done, and if it hadn't been
for that rotten fog--But you're right, Harkness. We'll think of
all the ripping things we know. With me it's simple enough.
Because the beginning and the middle and the end of it is
Hesther. Hesther first and Hesther second and Hesther all the
time."
He didn't look at her, but stared out of the window.
"By Jove, the sun's coming. It's been up round the corner ever
so long. It will just about hit the window in another ten
minutes. It seems kind of stupid to stand here doing
nothing."
He stepped forward and felt the bars. "Take hours to get
through that, and then there's a drop of hundreds of feet. No,
you're about right, Harkness. There's nothing to be done here but
to say good-bye as decently as possible."
He sighed. "I didn't want to kick the bucket just yet, but
there it is, it can happen to anybody. A fellow can be as strong
as a horse, forget to change his socks and next day be finished.
This is better than pneumonia anyway! All the same I can't help
feeling we missed our chance just now when we had him alone in
here--"
"No," said Harkness, "I was watching him. That's what he
wanted, for us to go for him. I am sure that he had the Japs
handy somewhere, and I think he wanted to hurt us in front of
Hesther. But his brain works queerly. He's formulated a kind of
book of rules for himself. If we take such and such a step, then
he will take such and such another. A sort of insane sense of
justice. He's worked it all out to the minute. Half the fun for
him has been the planning of it, and then the deliberate slowness
of it, watching us, calculating what we'll do. Really a cat with
mice. There's nothing for deliberate consecutive thinking like a
madman's brain."
Hesther broke in:
"We're wasting time. I know--I feel as you do--that it's going
to be all right, but however he fails with you he
can
carry me off somewhere, and so it
is very likely that I
don't see either of you again for some time. And if that's
so--
if that's so, I just want to say that you've been the
finest men in the world to me.
"And I want you to know that whatever turns up for me
now--yes, whatever it is--it
can't be as bad as it was
before yesterday. I can't ever again be as unhappy as I was now
that I've known both of you as I've known you this night.
"I didn't realise, David, how I felt about you until Mr.
Harkness showed me. I've been so selfish all these years, and I
suppose I shall go on being selfish, because one doesn't change
all in a minute, but at least I've got the two best friends a
woman ever had."
"Hesther," Dunbar said, turning towards her, "if we get free
of this and you can get rid of that man--I ask you as I've asked
you every week for the last ten years--will you marry me?"
"Yes," she said. But for the moment she turned to Harkness. He
was looking through the bars out to the sky, where the mist was
now very faintly rose like the coloured smoke of far-distant
fire. She put her hand on his shoulder, keeping her other hand in
Dunbar's.
"I don't know why you said you were so much older than we are.
You're not. Do you promise to be the friend of both of us
always?"
"Yes," he said. Something mockingly repeated in his brain, "It
is a far far better thing that I do--"
He burst out laughing. The macaw awoke, put up his head and
screamed.
"You are both younger by centuries than I," he said. "I was
born old. I was born with the Old Man of Europe singing in my
ears. I was born to the inheritance of borrowed culture. The
gifts that the fairies gave me at my cradle were Michael Angelo's
'David,' Rembrandt's 'Gold-weigher's Field,' the Temples at
Paestum, the Da Vinci 'Last Supper,' the Breughels at Vienna, the
view of the Jungfrau from Mürren, the Grand Canal at dawn,
Hogarth's prints, and the Quintet of the
Meistersinger.
Yes, the gifts were piled up all right. But just as they were all
showered upon me in stepped the Wicked Fairy and said that I
should have them all--on condition that I didn't touch! Never
touch--never. At least I've known that they were there, at least
I've bent the knee, but--until last night--until last night . .
."
He suddenly took Hesther's face between his two hands, kissed
her on the forehead, on the eyes, on the mouth:
"I don't know what's coming in a quarter of an hour. I don't
like to think. To tell you the truth, I'm in the devil of a funk.
But I love you, I love you, I love you. Like an uncle you know,
or at least like a brother. You've taken a match and set fire to
this old tinder-box that's been dry and dusty so long, and now
it's alight--such a pretty blaze!"
He broke away from them both with a smile that suddenly made
him look young as they'd never seen him:
"I've danced the town, I've climbed rocks, I've dared the
devil, I've fallen in love, and I know at last that there's such
a hunger for beauty in my soul that it must go on and on and on.
Why should it be there? My parents hadn't it, my sisters haven't
it, no one tried to give it to me. I've done nothing with it
until last night, but now when I've needed it it's come to my
help. I've touched life at last. I'm alive. I never can die any
more!"
The macaw screamed again and again, beating at the cage with
its wings.
"Hesther, never lose courage. Remember that he can't touch
you, that no one can touch you. You're your own immortal
mistress."
The red-lacquered clock struck the quarter, and at the same
moment the sun hit the window. Strange to see how instantly that
room with the coloured pagodas, the fantastic temples, the gilt
chairs, and the purple carpet shivered into tinsel. The dust
floated on the ladder of the sun: the blue of the early morning
sky was coloured faintly like a bird's wing.
The sun flooded the room, wrapping them all in its mantle.
"Let's sit down," said Dunbar, pulling three of the gilt
chairs into the centre of the room, where the sun shone
brightest. "I've a kind of idea that we'll need all the strength
we've got in a few minutes. That's fine what you said, Harkness,
about being alive, although I didn't follow you altogether.
"I'm not very artistic. A man who's been on the sea since he
was a small kid doesn't go to many picture galleries and he
doesn't read books much either. To tell you the truth, there's
always such a lot to do, and when I've finished the
Daily
Mail there doesn't seem time for much more, except a shocker
sometimes. The sort of mess we're in now wouldn't make a bad
shocker, would it? Only you'd never be able to make Crispin
convincing. All I know is, if I wrote a book about him I'd have
him tortured at the end with little red devils and plenty of
pincers. However, I get what you mean, Harkness, about being
alive.
"I felt something of the same thing in the war sometimes. At
Jutland, although I was in the devil of a funk all the time, I
was sort of pleased with myself too. Life's always seemed a bit
unreal since the armistice, until last night. And it's a funny
thing, but when I was helping Hesther climb out of that window
and expecting Crispin Junior to poke his head up any minute I had
just that same pleased-all-over feeling that I had at Jutland. So
that's about the same as you feel, Harkness, only different, of
course, because of your education. . . . Hesther, if we win out
of this and you marry me I'll be so good to you--so good to
you--that--''
He beat his hands desperately on his knees.
"Here's the time slipping and we don't seem to be doing
anything with it. It's always been my trouble that I've never
been able to say what I mean--couldn't find words, you know. I
can't now, but it's simple enough what I mean--"
Hesther said: "If we only have ten minutes like this it's so
hard to choose what you would say, but I'd like you to know,
David, that I remember everything we've ever done together--the
time I missed the train at Truro and was so frightened about
father, and you said you'd come in with me, and father hadn't
even noticed I'd been away; and the time you brought me the pink
fan from Madrid; and the time I had that fever and you sat up all
night outside my room, those two days father was away; and the
day Billy fell over the Bring Rock and you climbed down after
him; and the time you brought me that Sealyham and father
wouldn't let me have him; and the time just before you went off
to South Africa and I wouldn't say good-bye. I've hurt you so
many times and you've never been angry with me once--or only that
once. Do you remember the day I struck you in the face because
you said I was more like a boy than a girl? I thought you were
laughing at me because I was so untidy and dirty and so I hit
you. And do you remember you sprang on me like a tiger, and for a
moment I thought you were going to kill me? You said no one had
ever struck you without getting it back. Then suddenly you pulled
yourself in--just like going inside and shutting your door.
"I've never seen you until to-night, David. I've been blind to
you. You've been too close to me for me to see you. It will be
all right. We'll come out of this and then we'll have such
times--such wonderful times--"
She came up to him, drew his head to her breast. He knelt on
the floor at her feet, his arms round her, his head on her bosom.
She stroked his hair, looking out beyond him to the blue of the
sky.
Harkness felt a mad wildness of impatience. He went to the
window and tugged at the bars. In despair his hands fell to his
side.
"The only chance, Dunbar, is to go straight for him the moment
we're out of this room, even if those damned Japs are with him.
We can't do much, but we may smash him up a bit first. Then
there's Jabez. We've forgotten Jabez. Where's he been all this
time?"
Dunbar looked up. "I expect he went home after we went
off."
"No," said Harkness, "he was to be there till six. He told me.
What's happened to him? At any rate he'll give the alarm if we
don't turn up."
"No, he'll think we got safely off."
"Yes, I suppose he will. My God, it's five to six. Look here,
stand up a moment."
They stood up.
"Let's take hands. Let's swear this. Whatever happens to us
now, whether some of us survive or none, whether we die now or
live happily ever afterwards, we'll be friends for ever, nothing
shall ever separate us, for better or worse we're together for
always."
They swore it.
"And see here. If I don't come out of this don't have any
regrets either of you. Don't think you brought me into this
against my will. Don't think that whichever way it goes I regret
a moment of it. You've given me the finest time."
Dunbar laughed. "I sort of feel we're going to have a chance
yet. After all, he's been probably playing with us, trying to
frighten us. There'll be nothing in it, you see. Anyway I'll get
a crack at his skull, and now that I've got you, Hesther, I
wouldn't give up this night for all the wealth of the Indies. I
don't know about life or death. I've never thought much about it,
to tell you the honest truth, but I bet that anyone who's as fond
of anyone as I am of you can't be very far away, whatever happens
to their body."
"There goes six."
The red-lacquer clock struck. Hesther flung her arms around
Harkness and kissed him, then Dunbar.
They all stood listening. Just as the clock ceased there was a
knock at the door.
5
Harkness went to the door and opened it; not Crispin, as he
had expected, but one of the Japanese. For the first time he
spoke:
"Beg your pardon, sir. The master would be glad you see him
upstairs." Harkness did not look back. He knew that Dunbar and
Hesther were clasped tightly in one another's arms. He walked
out, closing the door behind him. He stood with the Japanese in
the small space waiting. It was a dim, subdued light out here.
You could only see the thick stone steps of the circular
staircase winding upwards out of sight. Harkness's brain was
working now with feverish activity. Whatever Crispin's devilish
plan might be he would be there to watch the climax of it. If
Harkness and Dunbar were quick enough they could surely have
Crispin throttled before the Japanese were in time; without
Crispin it was likely enough that the Japanese would be passive.
This was no affair of theirs. They simply obeyed their master's
orders.
He wondered why he had not attempted something in that room
just now--why, indeed, he had prevented Dunbar; but some instinct
had told him then that Crispin was longing to shame them in some
way before Hesther. He had then an almost overpowering impulse to
turn back, run into that room, fling his arms about Hesther and
hold her until those devils pulled them apart. It was an impulse
that rose blinding his eyes, deafening his ears, stunning his
brain. He half turned. The door opened and Dunbar came out.
Harkness sighed with relief. At the sight of Dunbar the
temptation left him.
They mounted the stairs, one Japanese in front of them, the
other behind. At the next break in the flight the Japanese turned
and opened a door on the left.
"In here, gentlemen, if you please," he said, bowing.
They entered a small room with no windows, quite dark save for
one dim electric light in the ceiling, and without furniture save
for two wicker chairs.
They stood there waiting. "The master," said the Japanese, "he
much obliged if you gentlemen will kindly take your clothes
off."
For a moment there was silence. They had not realised the
words. Then Dunbar broke out: "No, by God, no! Strip for that
swine! Harkness, come on! You go for that fellow, I'll take this
one!" and instantly he had hurled himself on the Japanese nearest
the door.
Harkness flung at the one who had spoken. He was conscious of
his fingers clutching at the thin cotton stuff of the clothes,
and, beneath the clothes, the cold hard steel of the limbs. His
arms gripped upwards, caught the cloth of the shirt, tore it,
slipped on the smooth, hairless chest. Then in his left forearm
there was a pain, sharp as though some ravenous animal had bitten
him there, then an agony in the middle of his back, then in his
left thigh.
Against his will he cried out; the pain was terrible--awful.
Every nerve in his body was rebelling so that he had neither
strength nor force. He slipped to the floor, writhing
involuntarily with the agony of the twisted muscle and, even as
he slipped, he saw sliding down over him, impervious, motionless,
fixed like a shining mask, the face of the Japanese.
He lay on the floor; panic flooded him. His helplessness, the
terror of what was coming next, the fright of the dark--it was
all he could do at that moment not to burst into tears and cry
like a child.
He was lying on the floor, and the Japanese, kneeling beside
him, had one arm under him as though to make his position more
comfortable.
"Very sorry," the Japanese murmured in his ear; "the master's
orders."
As the pain withdrew he felt only an intense relief and
thankfulness. He did not care about what had gone before nor mind
what followed. All he wished was to be left like that until the
wild beating of his heart softened and his pulse was again
tranquil.
Then he thought of Dunbar. He turned his head and saw that
Dunbar also was lying on the floor, on his side. Not a sound came
from him. The other Japanese was bending over him.
"Dunbar!" Harkness cried in a voice that to his own surprise
was only a whisper, "wait. It's no good with these fellows. We'll
have our chance later."
Dunbar replied, the words gritted from between his teeth:
"No--it's no good--with these devils. It's all right, though. I'm
cheery."
Harkness saw then that the Japanese had been stripping Dunbar,
and he noticed with a curious little wonder that his clothes had
been arranged in a neat, tidy pile--his socks, his collar, his
braces, on his shirt and trousers. He saw the Japanese move
forward as though to help Dunbar to his feet; there was a
movement as though Dunbar were pushing him away. He rose to his
feet, naked, strong, his head up, swung out his arms, pushed out
his chest.
"No bones broken with their monkey tricks. Hurry up, Harkness.
We may as well go into the sea together. I bet the water's
cold."
But no. The Japanese said something. Dunbar broke out:
"I'm damned if I will." Then, turning to Harkness: "He says
I've got to go on by myself. It seems they're going to separate
us. Rotten luck, but there's no fighting these two fellows here.
Well, cheerio, Harkness. You've been a mighty fine pal, if we
don't meet again. Only that rotten fog did us in."
Harkness struggled to his knees. "No, no, Dunbar. They shan't
separate us. They shan't--" but there was a touch of a hand on
his arm and instantly, as though to save at all costs another
pressure of that nerve, he sank back.
Dunbar went out, one of the Japanese following him. The door
closed.
Now indeed Harkness needed all his fortitude. He had never
felt such loneliness as this. From the beginning of the adventure
there had been an element so fantastic, so improbable, that
except at certain moments he had never believed in the final
reality of it. There was something laughable, ludicrous about
Crispin himself; he had been like a child playing with his toys.
Now absolutely Harkness was face to face with reality.
Crispin did mean all that he had threatened. And what that
might be--!
The Japanese was beginning to take off his clothes, very
lightly and gently pulling his coat from under him. Harkness sat
up and assisted him. This did not matter. Of what significance
was it whether he had clothes or no? What mattered was that he
should be out of this horrible room where there was neither space
nor light nor company. Anything anywhere was better. The
Japanese' cool hard fingers slipped about his body. He himself
undid his collar and mechanically dropped his collar-stud into
the right-hand pocket of his waistcoat, where he always put it
when he was undressing. He bent forward and took off his
shoes.
The Japanese gravely thanked him. There was a small hole in
his right sock and he slipped it off quickly, covering it with
his other hand. He was ashamed for the Japanese to see it.
His clothes were piled as neatly as Dunbar's. He stood up
feeling freshened and cool.
Then the Japanese, bowing, moved to the door. Harkness
followed him.
They climbed the stairs once more, the stone striking cold
under Harkness's bare feet. They must now be reaching the very
top of the Tower. There was a sense of space and height about
them and a stronger light.
The Japanese paused, pushed back a door and sharply jerked
Harkness forward. Harkness nearly fell, but was caught by someone
else, closed his eyes involuntarily against a flood of light into
which he seemed, with a curious sensation as though he had dived
from a great height, to be sinking ever deeper and deeper, then
to be struggling up through bursting bubbles of colour. His eyes
were still closed against the sun that pressed like a warm palm
upon the lids.
He felt hands moving about him; then that he was held back
against something cold; then that he was being bound, gently,
smoothly; the bands did not hurt his flesh. There was a pause. He
still kept his eyes closed. Was this death then? The sun beat
upon his body, warm and strong. The cool of the pillar to which
he was bound was pleasant against his back. There were boards
beneath his feet, and on their dry, friendly surface his toes
curled. A delicious soft lethargy wrapped him round. Was this
death? One sharp pang like the pressure of an aching tooth and
then nothing, sinking into dark silence through this shaft of
deep and burning sunlight. . . .
He opened his eyes. He cried aloud with astonishment. He was
in what was plainly the top room of the Tower, a high white place
with a round ceiling softly primrose. One high window went the
length from floor to ceiling, and this window, which was without
bars, blazed with sun and shone with the colours of the early
morning blue. The room was white--pure virgin white--round, and
bare of furniture. Only--and this was what had caught the cry
from Harkness--three pillars supported the ceiling, and to these
three pillars were bound by white cord, first himself, then
Dunbar, then, naked as they, Jabez.
The fisherman stood there facing Harkness--a gigantic figure.
Yesterday afternoon on the hill, last night in the garden,
Harkness had not recognised the man's huge proportions under his
clothes. Now, bound there, with his black hair and beard, his
great chest, the muscle of his arms and thighs, the sunlight
bathing him, he was mighty to see.
His eyes were mild and puzzled like the eyes of a dog who has
been chained against reason. He was making a strange restless
motion from side to side as though he were testing the white
cords that held him. His face above his beard, his neck, the
upper part of his chest, his hands, his legs beneath the knees,
were a deep russet brown, the rest of him a fair white, striking
strangely with the jet blackness of his hair.
He smiled as he saw Harkness's astonishment.
"Aye, sir," he said. "It wasn't me you was expectin' to see
here, and it wasn't myself that was expectin' to be here
neither."
They were alone--no Japanese, no Crispin.
"I've been in here half an hour before you come," he went on.
"And I can tell you, sir, I was mighty sorry to see them bringin'
both you gentlemen in. Whatever happens to me, I said, they've
got clear away. It never kind of struck me that the fog was going
to worry you."
"Why didn't you get away yourself, Jabez?" Harkness asked
him.
"They was down on me about an hour after. The fog had come on
pretty thick and I was walkin' up and down out there thinkin'. I
hadn't no more than another hour of it and pleasin' myself to
think how mad that old devil would be when he'd found out what
had happened and me safe in my own house with the mother, when
all of a sudden I hear the car snortin'. 'Somethin' up,' I says,
and three seconds later, as you might say, they was on me. If it
hadn't been for that fog I might of got clear, but they was on me
before I knew it. I had a bit of a struggle with they dirty
stinkin' foreigners, but they got a lot of dirty tricks an
Englishman would be ashamed of using. Anyway they had me down on
the ground pretty quick and hurt me too.
"They trussed me up like a fowl, carried me into the hall, and
didn't the old red-headed devil spit and curse? You've never seen
nothing like it, sir. Sure raving mad he was that time all right.
And he came and kicked me on the face and pulled my beard and
spat in my eyes. I don't know what's coming to us right now, but
I pray the Almighty Father to give me just one turn with my fist.
I'll land him.
"Then, sir, they carried me upstairs and tumbled me into a
dark room. There I was for I wouldn't like to say how long. Then
they came in and took my things off me, the dirty foreigners.
It's only a foreigner would think of a thing like that. I
struggled a bit, but what's the use? They put their thumb in your
back and they've got you. Then they tied me up here. I had to
laugh, I did really. Did you ever see such a comic picture as all
three of us without a stitch between us tied up here at six in
the morning?
"When I tell mother about it she'll laugh all right. Like the
show down to St. Ives when they have the boxing. I suppose we'll
be getting out of this all serene, sir, won't we?"
"Of course we will," said Dunbar. "Don't you worry, Jabez.
He's been doing all this to frighten us. He daren't touch us
really. Why, he'll have the county about his ears as it is. Don't
you worry."
"Thank you, sir," said Jabez, still moving from side to side
within the bands, "because you see, sir, I wouldn't like anything
to happen to me just now. Mother's expectin' an addition to the
family in a month or so and there's six on 'em already, an' it
needs a bit of doing looking after them all. I wouldn't have been
working for this dirty blackguard here if it hadn't been for
there being so many of us--not that I'd have one of them away, if
you understand me, sir."
"You needn't be afraid, Jabez," Dunbar said. "When we get out
of this Mr. Harkness and I will see that you never have any
anxiety again. You've been a wonderful friend to us to-night and
we're not likely to forget it."
"Oh, don't you mistake me, sir," said Jabez. "It wasn't no
help I was asking for. I'm doing very well with the boat and the
potatoes. It was only I was thinking I wouldn't like nothing
exactly to happen to me along of this crazy lunatic here, if you
understand me, sir. . . . I'm not so sure if they give me time I
couldn't get through these bits of rope here. I'm pretty strong
in the arm, or used to be--not so dusty even now. If I could work
at them a bit--"
The door opened and Crispin came in.
He appeared to Harkness as he stepped in, quietly closing the
door behind him, like some strange creature of a dream. He seemed
himself, in the way that he moved with his eyes nearly closed,
somnambulistic. He was wearing now only his white silk pyjamas,
and of these the sleeves were rolled up, showing his fat white
arms. His red hair stood on end like an ill-fitting wig. In one
hand he carried a curved knife with a handle of worked gold.
In the room, blazing with sunlight, he was like a creature
straight from the boards of some neighbouring theatre, even to
the white powder that lay in dry flakes upon his face.
He opened his eyes, staring at the sunlight, and in their
depths Harkness saw the strangest mingling of terror, pathos,
eager lust, and a bewildered amazement, as though he were
tranced. The gaze with which he turned to Harkness had in it a
sudden appeal; then that appeal sank like light quenched by
water.
He was wrung up on the instant to intensest excitement. His
whole body trembled. His mouth opened as though he would speak,
then closed again.
He came close to Harkness. He put out his hand and touched his
neck.
"We are alone," he said, in his soft, beautiful voice. He
stroked Harkness's neck. The soft, boneless fingers! Harkness
looked at him, and, strangely, at that moment their eyes were
very close to one another. They looked at one another gently. In
Harkness's eyes were no malice; in Crispin's that strange
mingling of lust and unhappiness.
Harkness only said: "Crispin, whatever you do to us, leave
that girl alone. I beg you leave her. . . ."
He closed his eyes then. God helping him he would not speak
another word. But a triumphant exultation surged through him
because he knew that he was not afraid.
There was no fear in him. It was as though the warm sun
beating on his body gave him courage.
Standing behind the safeguard of his closed eyes his real soul
seemed to slip away, to run down the circular staircase into the
hall and pass happily into the garden, down the road to the
sea.
His soul was free and Crispin's was imprisoned.
He heard Crispin's voice: "Will you admit now that I have you
in my hand? If I touch you here how you will bleed--bleed to
death if I do not prevent it. Do you remember Shylock and his
pound of flesh? 'Oh! upright Judge!' But there is no judge here
to stay me!"
The knife touched him. He felt it as though it had been a
wasp's sting--a small cut it must be--and suddenly there was the
cool trickle of blood down his skin. Then his right shoulder--a
prick! Now a cut again on his arm. Stings--nothing more. But the
end had really come then at last? His hands beneath the bonds
moved suddenly of their own impulse. It was not natural not to
strive to be free, to fight for his life.
He opened his eyes. He was bleeding from five or six little
cuts. Crispin was standing away from him. He saw that Dunbar,
crimson in the face, was struggling frantically with his cords
and was shouting. Jabez, too, was calling out. The room, hitherto
so quiet, was alive with movement. Crispin now stood back from
him watching him. The sight of blood had completed what these
weeks had been preparing.
With that first touch of the knife on Harkness's body
Crispin's soul had died. The battle was over. There was an animal
here clothed fantastically in human clothes like a monkey or a
dog at a music-hall show. The animal capered, stood on its hind
legs, mowed in the air with its hands. It crept up to Harkness
and, whining like a dog, pricked him with the knife point now
here, now there, in a hundred places.
Harkness looked out once more at the great window with its
splash of glorious sky, then ceased to struggle with his cords.
His lips moved in some prayer perhaps, and once more, surely now
for the last time, he closed his eyes. He had a strange vision of
all the moving world beyond that window. At that moment at the
hotel the maids would be sweeping the corridors, people would be
stirring and rubbing their eyes and looking at their watches; in
the town, family breakfasts would be preparing, men would be
sauntering down the narrow streets to their work, the connection
with the London train would be running in with the London papers,
already the men and women would be in the fields, the women would
be waiting perhaps for the fishing-fleet to come in, Mrs. Jabez
would be at the cottage door looking up the road for her husband.
. . .
His heart pounded into his mouth; with a mighty impulse he
drove it back. Crispin was laughing. The knife was raised. His
face was wrinkled. He was running round the room, round and
round, making with the knife strange movements in the air. He was
whispering to himself. Round and round and round he ran, words
pouring from his mouth in a thick unending stream. They were not
words, they were sounds, and once and again a strange sigh like a
catch of the breath, like a choke in the throat. He ran, bending,
not looking at the three men, bending low as though as he ran he
were looking for something on the floor.
Then quite suddenly he straightened himself, and with a growl
and a snarl, the knife raised in one hand, hurled himself at
Jabez.
All followed then quickly. The knife flashed in the sunlight.
It seemed that the hands caught at Jabez's eyes, first one and
then another; but there had been more than the hands, because
suddenly blood poured from those eyes, spouting over, covering
the face, mingling with the beard.
With a great cry Jabez put forth his strength. Stung by agony
to a power that he had never known until then his body seemed to
rise from the ground, to become something superhuman, immortal.
The great head towered, the limbs spread out, it seemed for a
moment as though the pillar itself would fall.
The cord that tied him to the pillar snapped and his hands
were free. He tottered, the blood pouring from his face. He
moved, blindly, staggering. Not a sound had come from him since
that first cry.
His hands flung out, and in another moment Crispin was caught
into his arms. He raised him. The little fat hands fluttered. The
knife flashed loosely and fell to the ground. The giant swung
into the middle of the room, blinded, but holding to himself ever
tighter and ever tighter the short fat body.
Crispin, his head tossed back, his legs flung out in an agony
now of terror, screamed with a strange, shrill cry like a rabbit
entrapped.
Jabez turned, and now he had Crispin's soft chest against his
bleeding face, the arms fluttering above his head. As he turned
his shoulder touched the glass of the window. He pushed backward
with his arm and the window swung open, some of the broken glass
tinkling to the ground. There was a great rush of air.
That strange thing, like no human body, the white silk, the
brown slippers, the red hair, swung. For one second of a time,
suspended as it were on the thread of that long animal scream, so
shrill and yet so thin and distant, the white face, its little
eyes staring, the painted mouth open, hung towards Harkness. Then
into the air, like a coloured bundle of worthless junk; for a
moment a dark shadow across the steeple of sunlight, and then
down, down, into fathomless depths of air, leaving the space of
sky stainless, the morning blue without taint. . . .
Jabez stood for a moment facing them, his chest heaving in
convulsive pants. Then crying "My eyes! My eyes!" crumpled to the
floor.
6
First Harkness was conscious of a wonderful silence. Then into
the silence, borne in on the back of the sea breeze, he heard the
wild chattering of a multitude of birds. The room was filled with
their chatter, up from the trees, crowding the room with their
life.
Straight past the window, like an arrow shot from a bow,
flashed a sea-gull. Then another more slowly wheeled down,
curving against the blue like a wave released into air.
He recognised all these things, and then once again that
wonderful blessed stillness. All was peace, all repose. He might
rest for ever.
After, it seemed, an infinity of time, and from a vast
distance, he caught Dunbar's voice:
". . . Jabez! Jabez! Jabez, old fellow! The man's fainted.
Harkness, are you all right? Did he hurt you?"
"No," Harkness quietly answered. "He didn't hurt me. He meant
to, though. . . ." Then a green curtain of dark thick cloth swept
through the heaven and caught him into its folds. He knew nothing
more. The last thing he heard was the glorious happy chattering
of the birds.
7
He slowly climbed an infinity of stairs, up and up and up. The
stairs were hard to climb, but he knew that at their summit there
would be a glorious view, and, for that view, he would undergo
any hardship. But oh! he was tired, desperately tired. He could
hardly raise one foot above another.
He had been walking with his eyes closed, because it was
cooler that way. Then a bee stung him. Then another. On the
chest. Now on the arm. Now a whole flight. He cried out. He
opened his eyes.
He was lying on a bed. People were about him. He had been
climbing those stairs naked. It would never do that those
strangers should see him. He must speak of it. His hand touched
cloth. He was wearing trousers. His chest was bare, and someone
was bending over him touching places here and there on his body
with something that stung. Not bees after all. He looked up with
mildly wondering eyes and saw a face bending over him--a kindly
bearded face, a face that he could trust. Not like--not
like--that strange mask face of the Japanese. . . . That other .
. .
He struggled on to his elbow, crying: "No, no. I can't any
more. I've had enough. He's mad, I tell you--"
A kind rough voice said to him: "That's all right, my friend.
That's all over. No harm done--"
My friend! That sounded good. He looked round him and in the
distance saw Dunbar. He broke into smiles, holding out his
hand.
"Dunbar, old man! That's fine. So you're all right?"
Dunbar came over and sat on his bed, putting his arm around
him.
"All right? I should think so. So are we all. Even Jabez isn't
much the worse. That devil missed his eyes, thank heaven. He'll
have two scars to the end of his time to remind him, though."
Harkness sat up. He knew now where he was, on a sofa in the
hall--in the hall with the tattered banners and the clock that
coughed like a dog. He looked at the clock--just a quarter to
seven! Only three-quarters of an hour since that awful knock on
the door.
Then he saw Hesther.
"Oh, thank God!" he whispered to himself. "
Nunc
dimittis . . ."
She came to him. The three sat together on the sofa, the
bearded man (the doctor from the village under the cliff,
Harkness afterwards found) standing back, looking at them,
smiling.
"Now tell me," Harkness said, looking at Dunbar, "the rest
that I don't know."
"There isn't much to tell. We were only there another ten
minutes. When you fainted off I felt a bit queer myself, but I
just kept together, and then heard someone running up the
stairs.
"I thought it was one of the Japs returning, but there was a
great banging on the door and then shouting in a good old Cornish
accent. I called back that I was tied up in there and that they
must break in the door. That they did and burst in--two fishermen
and old Possiter the policeman from Duntrent. He's somewhere
about the house now with two of the Treliss policemen. Well, it
seems that a fellow, Jack Curtis, was going up the hill to his
morning work in the Creppit fields above the wood here when he
heard a strange cry, and, turning the corner of the road, finds
on the path above the rocks, Crispin--pretty smashed up, you
know. He ran--only a yard or two--to the Possiters' cottage.
Possiter was having his breakfast and was up here in no time.
They got into the house through a window and saw the two Japanese
clearing off up the back garden. Curtis chased them, but they
beat him and vanished into the wood. They stopped two other men
who were passing, and then came on Hesther tied up in the
library. She sent them to the Tower."
"Well--and then?" said Harkness.
"There isn't much more. Except this. They got up the doctor,
had poor old Jabez's face looked to and cleared him off down to
his cottage, were examining your cuts--all this down here.
Suddenly a car comes up to the door and in there bursts--young
Crispin! The two Treliss policemen had turned up three minutes
earlier in
their car and were here alone except for
Possiter examining Crispin Senior--who was pretty well smashed to
pieces I can tell you.
"Crispin Junior breaks through, gives one look at his father,
shouts out some words that no one can understand, puts a revolver
to his temple, and blows the top of his head off before anyone
can stop him. Topples right over his father's body. The end of
the house of Crispin!
"I saw all this from the staircase. I was just coming down
after looking at you. I heard the shot, saw old Possiter jump
back, and got down in time to help them clear it all up.
"No one knows where he'd been. To Truro, I imagine, looking
for all of us. He must have cared for that madman, cared for him
or been hypnotised by him--
I don't know. At least he
didn't hesitate--"
"And now, sir, would you mind telling me . . . ?" said the
stout red-faced Treliss policeman, advancing towards them.
8
He was free; it was, from the moment that the red-faced
policeman, smiling upon him benevolently, had informed him that,
for the moment, he had had from him all that he needed, his one
burning and determined impulse--to get away from that hall, that
garden, that house, with the utmost possible urgency.
He had not wished even to stay with Hesther and Dunbar. He
would see them later in the day--would see them, please God, many
many times in the years to come.
What he wanted was to be alone--absolutely alone.
The cuts on the upper part of his body were nothing--a little
iodine would heal them soon; it seemed that there had come to him
no physical harm--only an amazing all-invading weariness. It was
not like any weariness that he had ever before known. He
imagined--he had had no positive experience--that it resembled
the conditions of some happy doped trance, some dream-state in
which the world was a vision and oneself a disembodied spirit. It
was as though his body, stricken with an agony of weariness, was
waiting for his descent, but his soul remained high in air in a
bell of crystal glass beyond whose surface the colours of the
world floated about him.
He left them all--the doctor, the policeman, Dunbar, and
Hesther. He did not even stop at Jabez's cottage to inquire. That
was for later. As half-past seven struck from the church tower
below the hill he flung the gate behind him, crossed the road,
and struck off on to the Downs above the sea.
By a kind of second sight he knew exactly where he would go.
There was a path that crossed the Down that ran slipping into a
little cove, across whose breast a stream trickled, then up on to
the Down again, pushing up over fields of corn, past the cottage
gardens up to the very gate of the hotel.
It was all mapped in his mind in bright, clear-painted
colours.
The world was indeed as though it had only that morning been
painted in green and blue and gold. While the fog hung, under its
canopy the master-artist had been at work. Now from the shoulder
of the Down a shimmer of mist tempered the splendour of the day.
Harkness could see it all. The long line of sea on whose blue
surface three white sails hovered, the bend of the Down where it
turned to deeper green, the dip of the hill out of whose hollow
the church spire like a spear steel-tipped gesticulated, the
rising hill with the wood and the tall white tower, the green
downs far to the right where tiny sheep like flowers quivered in
the early morning haze.
All was peace. The rustling whisper of the sea, the breeze
moving through the taller grasses, the hum of tiny insects, a
lark singing, two dogs barking in rivalry, a scent of herb and
salt and fashioned soil--all these things were peace.
Harkness moved a free man as he had never been in all his life
as yet. He was his own master, and God's servant too. Life might
be a dream--it seemed to him that it was--but it was a dream with
a meaning, and the events of that night had given him the
key.
His egotism was gone. He wanted nothing for himself any more.
He was, and would always be, himself, but also he had lost
himself in the common life of man. He was himself because his
contact with beauty was his own. Beauty belonged to all men in
common, and it was through beauty that they came to God, but each
man found beauty in his own way, and, having found it, joined his
portion of it to the common stock.
He had been shy of man and was shy no longer; he had been in
love, was in love now, but had surrendered it; he had been afraid
of physical pain and was afraid no longer; he had looked his
enemy in the eyes and borne him no ill-will.
But he was conscious of none of these things--only of the
freshness of the morning, of the scents that came to him from
every side, and of this strange disembodied state, so that he
seemed to float, like gossamer, on air.
He went down the path to the little cove. He watched the
ripple of water advance and retreat. The stream of fresh water
that ran through it was crystal clear, and he bent down, made a
cup with his hands, and drank. He could see the pebbles, brown
and red and green like jewels, and thin spires of green weed
swaying to and fro.
He buried his face in the water, letting it wash his eyes, his
forehead, his nostrils, his mouth.
He stood up and drank in the silence. The ripple of the sea
was like the touch on his arm of a friend. He kneeled down and
let the fine sand run, hot, through his fingers. Then he moved
on.
He climbed the hill: a flock of sheep passed him, huddling
together, crying, nosing the hedge. The sun touched the outline
of their fleece to shining light. He cried out to the
shepherd:
"A fine morning!"
"Aye, a beautiful morning!"
"A nasty fog last night."
"Aye, aye--all cleared off now, though. It'll be a warm
day."
The dog, his tongue out, his eyes shining, ran barking hither,
thither. They passed over the hill, the sheep like a cloud
against the green.
He pushed up, the breeze blowing more strongly now on his
forehead.
He reached the cottage gardens, and the smell of roses was
once more thick in his nostrils. The chimneys were sending silver
skeins of smoke into the blue air. Bacon smells and scent of
fresh bread came to him.
He was at the hotel gates. Oh! but he was weary now! Weary and
happy. He stumbled up the path, smelling the roses again. Into
the hall. The gong was ringing for breakfast. Children, crying
out and laughing, raced down the stairs, past him. He reached his
room. He opened the door. How quiet it was! Just as he had left
it.
Ah! there was the tree of the "St. Gilles," and there the
grave friendly eyes of Strang leaning over the etching-table to
greet him.
Just as they were--but he!--not as he had been! He caught his
face in the glass, smiling idiotically.
He staggered to his bed, flung himself down, still smiling.
His eyes closed. There floated up to him a face--a little white
face crowned with red hair, but not evil now, not
animal--friendly, lonely, asking for something. . . .
He smiled, promising something. Lifted his hand. Then his hand
fell, and he sank deep, deep, deep into happy, blissful
slumber.
END